『ADANTHE』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170525-00547
LIN (full) : 「598 650 219」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170525-000671
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 5/13

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

あなたが私の後ろにいて、本当の気持ちを隠していることを知っている
周りの人々のために、あなたは言葉を敢えて言ったことはないでしたよね？
心配しないで、あなたが私について考えていることを決して否定しない
また、私だけが知っている何かがあるので

桜の花が咲き乱れ、弱い風が吹いている
話された言葉は失われているが、書かれた言葉はまだ残っている
同じことを感じている、心の深みに隠されているこの暖かさ
永遠にあなたと一緒にいたい、この機会を遠ざけることはない...

溶けている心臓、愛が犯人であることをよく知っている
お互いに決めることはできないでしたが、失望しない
あまりにも長い間待っているだけで、痛みは以前よりも増している
あなたが苦しむのを見ることは、私を泣かせるのに十分です

桜の花が咲き乱れ、弱い風が吹いている
話された言葉は失われているが、書かれた言葉はまだ残っている
同じことを感じている、心の深みに隠されているこの暖かさ
永遠にあなたと一緒にいたい、この機会を遠ざけることはない...

Original English text

I know you're behind me, hiding your real feelings
You never dared telling a word, because of the people around, right?
Don't worry, I'll never deny what you think about me
Also because there is something that only I know

Under the blooming cherry blossoms, a weak wind blowing on the face
Spoken words are lost but the written ones are still remaining
I feel the same thing, this warmth that is hidden in the depths of the heart
I want to stay with you forever, I won't let this occasion go away...

The heart that is melting, and I know so well that love is the culprit
It wasn't something each other could decide, but I'm not disappointed
Waiting for too long will just make the pain grow more than before
Seeing you suffer is enough to make me cry

Under the blooming cherry blossoms, a weak wind blowing on the face
Spoken words are lost but the written ones are still remaining
I feel the same thing, this warmth that is hidden in the depths of the heart
I want to stay with you forever, I won't let this occasion go away...

And French adaptation!

Je sais que tu es derrière moi, en train de cacher tes vrais sentiments
Tu n'as jamais osé dire un seul mot, à cause de tous ces gens, pas vrai ?
Pas d'inquiétude, je ne refuserai jamais ce que pour moi tu ressens
Aussi parce qu'il y a quelque chose que seule moi sait

Sous les cerisiers en fleurs, le vent soufflant sur nos visages doucement
Les mots parlés sont perdus mais les écrits peuvent perdurer
Je ressens la même chose, cette chaleur dans mon cœur profondément
Je veux rester avec toi à jamais, je ne laisserai pas l'occasion s'envoler...

Notre cœur qui fond, et je sais que le coupable est l'amour
Je ne suis pas déçue cependant, mais c'est quelque chose que personne ne peut décider
Attendre trop longtemps ne ferait qu'agrandir la douleur de jour en jour
Te voir souffrir est suffisant pour me faire pleurer

Sous les cerisiers en fleurs, le vent soufflant sur nos visages doucement
Les mots parlés sont perdus mais les écrits peuvent perdurer
Je ressens la même chose, cette chaleur dans mon cœur profondément
Je veux rester avec toi à jamais, je ne laisserai pas l'occasion s'envoler...

Explanations...

Wanted some love story without tragedy for once for Oniko. With a possible happy ending. Sort of playing between the thoughts and the poetry for lyrics writing.
Music: strings by Sakura, pad by Harmor, lead by Mikro Prism. Still some electroworld with trance-style for the electro part.

『Illogical』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170523-00546
LIN (full) : 「598 648 391」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170523-000670
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 3/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

心を開いて、これらの思考が白い天国に飛び込むようにしましょう
夢のような場所で目を開く、あなたの顔を見るまで
幸せと希望でいっぱい、すでにあなたに向かって手を保持した
変更する必要はないでした、私たちは永遠に幸せになれます...

この圧迫の世界から出て、平和的にこの愛を楽しんでいたかった
静かにしなければならない場合でも、常にこの深い感覚を大切にして
あなたは私の人生がまだ続いている唯一の理由でした
決してあなたについて考えることを止めず、その結果については気にしなかった

心を開いて、これらの思考が白い天国に飛び込むようにしましょう
夢のような場所で目を開く、あなたの顔を見るまで
幸せと希望でいっぱい、すでにあなたに向かって手を保持した
変更する必要はないでした、私たちは永遠に幸せになれます...

彼女はこの中毒性の凝視で笑った、心の中で私に右に達した
誰ものためであれば、微笑んだが、痛みが私を壊し始めた
あなたはまだこの男を愛することがより論理的だろうと思いますよね？
しかし、この美しい赤で彼に色を付けると、もはや事例にならないでしょう...

他に誰も愛していないなら、選択はこの世界にとって重要なのでしょうか？
この夢が崩壊するのを待たずに、待った平和な未来を残すことができなかった
しかし、あなたの考えがまだ普遍的な真実であると考えるならば
この鮮血と一緒に流れている涙が、あなたの論理を打ち砕くでしょう...

Original English text

Open the heart, let free these thoughts fly into a white paradise
The eyes opening in a dreamy place, until seeing your face
Full of happiness and hope, I was already holding the hands towards you
Nothing had to change and we could be forever happy...

I wanted to get out of this oppressing world, enjoy peacefully this love
Always cherishing this deep feeling, even if I have to keep it silent
You were the only reason why my life is still continuing
I never stopped thinking about you, and didn't care about the consequences

Open the heart, let free these thoughts fly into a white paradise
The eyes opening in a dreamy place, until seeing your face
Full of happiness and hope, I was already holding the hands towards you
Nothing had to change and we could be forever happy...

She was smiling with this addictive gaze, reached me right in the heart
If it was for nobody, I'd smile, but the pain began to break me down
You still think that loving this man would be more logical, right?
But if I color him with this beautiful red, it won't be the case anymore...

With nobody else to love, will the choice be important for this world?
I couldn't let this dream collapse, along with the peaceful future that I waited for
But if you still think that your thoughts are just an universal truth
The tears flowing along with this fresh blood, I'll shatter your logic down...

And French adaptation!

Ouvre le cœur, libère ces pensées volant dans un paradis blanc
Dans un endroit onirique, jusqu'à voir ton visage, mes yeux s'ouvrant
Pleine de bonheur et d'espoir, je tendais déjà la main vers toi
Rien ne devait changer et nous serions heureuses toi et moi...

Je voulais sortir de ce monde oppressant, et profiter de cet amour paisiblement
Même si je devais le garder en silence, je chérissais toujours ce profond sentiment
Tu es la seule raison pour laquelle ma vie continue d'exister
Je n'ai jamais cessé de penser en toi, qu'importe ce qui allait arriver

Ouvre le cœur, libère ces pensées volant dans un paradis blanc
Dans un endroit onirique, jusqu'à voir ton visage, mes yeux s'ouvrant
Pleine de bonheur et d'espoir, je tendais déjà la main vers toi
Rien ne devait changer et nous serions heureuses toi et moi...

Elle souriait avec ce regard enivrant, elle m'a atteinte droit dans le cœur
Si ce n'était pour personne, je sourirais, mais j'ai senti me fissurer à cause de la douleur
Tu penses toujours qu'aimer cet homme serait plus logique, n'est-ce pas ?
Mais teinté de cette belle couleur rouge, ce ne sera bientôt plus le cas...

Avec personne d'autre à aimer, est-ce pour ce monde ce choix sera-t-il important ?
Je ne pouvais laisser ce rêve s'effondrer, avec le paisible futur que j'ai attendu depuis si longtemps
Mais si tu penses toujours que tes idées sont juste une universelle réalité
Les larmes coulant avec ce sang frais, je m'assurerai que ta logique soit brisée...

Explanations...

Because yup, a woman who loves another woman is logic. End of story! Love has no limits! And, you know, since the time I'm doing this, you should be used to it, right?
Good time for some motivation and also to say a little word about... Something that went really really bad in France. Rather not talking about it since this is such a monstruosity.
There will be a PV soon, keep an eye on the YouTube channel.
Music: pads by Toxic Biohazard, lead with Mikro Prism and arp with GMS. And the Slayer of course. The construction is a bit similar to "Eve" though.

『Semira』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170522-00545
LIN (full) : 「598 648 108」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170523-000669
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 12/13

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

あなたを信じることができると確信した後、手を保持している
答えが見つからなかったのと同じ質問で、最初の一人でした
私も信じられるの？ この感覚も感じることができるの？
私の全面的な信頼はあなたの白い手の間にある...

いい友達になりたいと思っている人から来た言葉
心の深みに隠されたこの感覚は、徐々に明らかになり始めている
何かを求めたくなかった、自分自身のものを決めることさえしなかった
神のみが起源を知っているという運命からの決定

あなたを信じることができると確信した後、手を保持している
答えが見つからなかったのと同じ質問で、最初の一人でした
私も信じられるの？ この感覚も感じることができるの？
私の全面的な信頼はあなたの白い手の間にある...

そうすべきではないとしても、この恥ずかしい感覚を感じている
あなたが彼らと非常に異なることを知って、この信頼はそこから来るの？
彼らを恐れることなく、望む全てを教えてもいいですの？
ついに私を圧迫している考えから解放されるの？

あなたを信じることができると確信した後、手を保持している
答えが見つからなかったのと同じ質問で、最初の一人でした
私も信じられるの？ この感覚も感じることができるの？
私の全面的な信頼はあなたの白い手の間にある...

Original English text

Holding the hand after being sure I could believe in you
I was first alone, with the same questions that couldn't find an answer
Can you also believe in me? Can you also feel this sensation?
My whole trust is between your white hands...

Just some words coming from someone who wanted to become a good friend
This feeling hidden in the depths of the heart begins to progressively reveal itself
I didn't want to seek anything, I haven't even decided anything of my own
A decision from the fate that only the gods know the origin

Holding the hand after being sure I could believe in you
I was first alone, with the same questions that couldn't find an answer
Can you also believe in me? Can you also feel this sensation?
My whole trust is between your white hands...

I'm feeling this shameful sensation even if I shouldn't
I know you are very different from them, does this trust come from there?
Can I tell you everything I want without fearing them?
Can finally I be free from the thoughts that are oppressing me?

Holding the hand after being sure I could believe in you
I was first alone, with the same questions that couldn't find an answer
Can you also believe in me? Can you also feel this sensation?
My whole trust is between your white hands...

And French adaptation!

Je tends la main après être sûre que je pouvais croire en toi
J'étais toute seule d'abord, avant les mêmes questions sans réponses qui me sont restées
Peux-tu également ressentir cette sensation ? Peux-tu aussi croire en moi ?
Ma confiance entière est entre tes mains désormais...

Juste quelques mots d'une personne ayant souhaité juste être une bonne amie de quelqu'un
Ce sentiment caché dans les profondeurs du cœur commence à se révéler
Je ne voulais rien chercher, je n'ai de par moi-même rien décidé
Une décision du destin que seuls les dieux peuvent savoir d'où elle vient

Je tends la main après être sûre que je pouvais croire en toi
J'étais toute seule d'abord, avant les mêmes questions sans réponses qui me sont restées
Peux-tu également ressentir cette sensation ? Peux-tu aussi croire en moi ?
Ma confiance entière est entre tes mains désormais...

Je ressens cette sensation de honte même si je ne le devrais pas
Je sais que tu es différente de tous les autres, ma confiance ne viendrait-elle pas de là ?
Puis-je tout te confier sans avoir peur de leurs pensées ?
Puis-je être finalement libérée de toutes ces idées qui ne cessent de m’oppresser ?

Je tends la main après être sûre que je pouvais croire en toi
J'étais toute seule d'abord, avant les mêmes questions sans réponses qui me sont restées
Peux-tu également ressentir cette sensation ? Peux-tu aussi croire en moi ?
Ma confiance entière est entre tes mains désormais...

Explanations...

Normally I would have aired "Bad Reasons" on yesterday, but with the fatigue I messed up seriously, did "Semira" instead on yesterday and couldn't finish the work on time, so it is aired only now. I'm very sorry for being late... The blank page syndrome didn't real help either.
Finally made a quiet song with a few of thoughts behind, without really being a tragedy in the first words.
Music: atmo by PoiZone, all other synths with Toxic Biohazard.

『Juliana』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170519-00544
LIN (full) : 「598 647 245」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170521-000668
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 7/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

偽りを見ることができず、本当の意図を知ることさえできない
この壊れやすい花がゆっくりと死んでいる間、他の誰かが逃げていた
毎分が加速するように見え、言葉が出てこない
思考は遠く離れていた、この決して終わらない悪夢の中でまだ立ち往生した

内臓の痛みは成長していて、誰も気づいていないかのように
彼女はまだ希望に満ちていて、可能な限りうまくいっていた
後悔の鼓動感が私を襲った、多くの瞬間、泣いていた
未来が幸せに満ちた彼女を元気にしなければならないことを知った

偽りを見ることができず、本当の意図を知ることさえできない
この壊れやすい花がゆっくりと死んでいる間、他の誰かが逃げていた
毎分が加速するように見え、言葉が出てこない
思考は遠く離れていた、この決して終わらない悪夢の中でまだ立ち往生した

幸せになりたいと思っていましたが、この悲しみはまだ続けている
作った信じられない錯覚はゆっくり現実になっていた
彼女に向かって愛と憎しみについてもう知らなかった
この決定は私を苦しめていた、運命から取り去られた

初めから嘘の中で溺れていた人でした
思考は逆の感情の間に自分自身を失って、分解された
この戦いが同じでなければ、多分私たちは両方とも幸せになれます
あなたの精神が既に消えてしまう前に、お詫びしたいと思います...

Original English text

Unable to see the deception, not even to perceive the real intentions
While this fragile flower is slowly dying, someone else was running away
Each minute seemed to accelerate, the words weren't coming out
The thoughts were far away and I was still stuck in this never ending nightmare

The inner pain was growing, and as if nobody was noticing
She was still full with hope, intended to be as nice as possible
A throbbing feeling of regret invaded me, at many moments I was crying
I knew I had to get her back, for a future full of happiness

Unable to see the deception, not even to perceive the real intentions
While this fragile flower is slowly dying, someone else was running away
Each minute seemed to accelerate, the words weren't coming out
The thoughts were far away and I was still stuck in this never ending nightmare

I wanted to be happy, and this sorrow still continues
The deceptive illusion that I built was slowly becoming a reality
I didn't know anymore about love and hatred towards her
This decision was torturing me, I was taken away from the fate

Since the beginning I was the person who was drowning in the lies
The thoughts were disassembled, losing themselves between opposed feelings
If this fight wasn't the same, maybe we could be both happy
I would like to apologize, before your spirit already disappeared...

And French adaptation!

Incapable de voir la tromperie, ni de percevoir mes réelles fins
Alors que cette fleur fragile se meurt doucement, quelqu'un d'autre s'enfuyait
Chaque minute semblait s'accélérer, et les mots jamais ne sortaient
Les pensées étaient bien loin et j'étais coincée dans un cauchemar sans fin

La douleur en moi continuait de grandir, et comme si personne ne remarquait
Elle était encore remplie d'espoir, semblait être aussi gentille qu'elle le pouvait
Un sentiment lancinant de regret m'a envahie, tant de moments où j'ai pleuré
Pour un futur empli de bonheur, je savais que je devais la récupérer

Incapable de voir la tromperie, ni de percevoir mes réelles fins
Alors que cette fleur fragile se meurt doucement, quelqu'un d'autre s'enfuyait
Chaque minute semblait s'accélérer, et les mots jamais ne sortaient
Les pensées étaient bien loin et j'étais coincée dans un cauchemar sans fin

Je voulais être heureuse, et ce chagrin qui continue sans arrêt
L'illusion trompeuse que j'ai construite devenait petit à petit réalité
Je ne savais plus si je devais l'aimer ou la détester
Cette décision me torturait, loin de mon destin j'ai été trainée

Depuis le début j'étais celle qui dans les mensonges était en train de se noyer
Les pensées se désassemblaient, se perdant entre des sentiments opposés
Si ce combat n'avait pas été le même, peut-être pourrions être heureuses chacun de notre côté
J'aurais tellement aimé m'excuser, avant que ton esprit se soit finalement évaporé...

Explanations...

Sorry, late of one day, because blank page syndrome then fatigue. Finally managed to do this.
Story: Now I'll explain the whole thing. Sister song to "DALIANA" that was aired 2 days before. Actually, from each point of view, the situation is totally different. From Daliana's (rival and victim), she was a very naive girl who became friends with Juliana (yandere and killer) and even if this last one seemed to not be fine, she tried to help her. The reason why Juliana intended to do this was first to get closer to Daliana then to kill her, but she began to take more seriously this friendship, that was first a big lie, and began being tortured between "should I keep her as a friend and leave her with my girlfriend" or "I have to kill her to get back my future". To the point she really became crazy and finally managed to kill her rival, who discovered about her real intentions. So yeah, the twisted smile that was described in the other song isn't just a "Sorry I lied", but it was more a symbol of her madness. When the lie becomes the truth...
Music: chord pluck with Xpand!2, all other synths (lead, pads, arp) with Toxic Biohazard.

DOWNLOAD ALBUM (16 TRACKS)

Note: age limit higher for this album (not recommended for people under 16 (instead of "under 14"))

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Here is the May album! And this is the changelog. If a song isn't in the list = same as demo. You know the rest.

01. Leida (feat. IA -ROCKS-)
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[MIXDOWN] Enhanced volume of vocal SFX
[MIXDOWN] Wet setting of slayer reverb enhanced

The SFX sounded weird on some devices, now this will sound a bit more decent.

04. Running And Ailing (feat. IA -ROCKS-)
[INSTRUMENT] Removed kicks in final bridge
[INSTRUMENT] Added roll+SFX in bridges and in song final
[MIXDOWN] FIltered capella modified into coupled normal and Doom SFX modified capellas
[MIXDOWN] Corrected instru volume to reduce saturation (Anti Saturation)

I finally found a way to add the schizophrenic effect! Removing the filter and making a double normal capella and a "Doom" SFX capella with Nectar Elements. This makes a sort of interesting dissonance.

05. Rainfalls (feat. GUMI)
[INSTRUMENT] Atmo pad begins before the beats
[INSTRUMENT] Added SFX at the beginning of first verse
[INSTRUMENT] Changed beat pattern at second bridge

06. Do Not Leave (feat. GUMI)
[INSTRUMENT] Added Sytrus bass
[INSTRUMENT] Added roll+SFX at second verse/second chorus
[MIXDOWN] Enhanced lead volume and beats volume

07. LACRIMIA (feat. Lily)
[EXTENSION] Extended first bridge
[INSTRUMENT] Added roll+SFX at the beginning and between the verses
[INSTRUMENT] Added bridge pattern between chorus 1 / verse 1
[INSTRUMENT] Modified beats pattern for verses
[MIXDOWN] Enhanced gated pad volume
[PATCH] Changed the reverb of harmonic parts that were forming a high-pitched residual sound (Anti High-Frequency)

The reverb of the verses is more lighter else a sort of high-pitched sound artefact was coming out the "high cho" capella. This is now corrected since the strong reverb was the culprit.

08. Anti-Birth (feat. Lily)
[EXTENSION] Extended final bridge

This makes a totally different bridge just before the final chorus. Also, this is the song that is rated "Explicit" and that caused the album rating to be soooo high. There is a full story about it now.

09. Orchid Orchestra (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
[EXTENSION] Extended end
[INSTRUMENT] Modified beats pattern at the beginning and at the end
[INSTRUMENT] Added roll+SFX at the beginning
[MIXDOWN] Wet setting of crash roll reverb enhanced

The ending was so much modified that the "marks" of the album version can be disturbing if you kept the demo ones in your memory.

10. Bitterness (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
[EXTENSION] Extended intro
[INSTRUMENT] Added arp pattern in the bridges
[INSTRUMENT] Added SFX in the last bridge
[INSTRUMENT] Arp pitch is one octave higher
[MIXDOWN] Changed Maximus remastering for arp pattern
[MIXDOWN] Remastered gated pad and pad volumes (compensation)

13. Away From Me (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)
[EXTENSION] Extended intro
[MIXDOWN] Right channel panning slightly attenued at the end

The attenuation didn't work that much, I did what I could, but the fact it sounded too much in the right channel is... Quite disturbing I would say?

16. Ines (feat. MAYU)
[EXTENSION] Extended end

As for the June and July albums, the full details are written on the discography page. I also need to say that the -Despair Edit- of "Master Mind" has been done last week, but you'll need to wait a little month before being able to listen to it. I let you the whole surprise! A TV version of the -Rebirth Edit- (~1min40) was also done on my side, so if you don't see the 666th work on the blog, no, it's not because the number is "satanic", it's just because the track is private!
No public airing of this short version is scheduled.

Other reminder, June 9th, a cover, still haven't decided which one I'll select... But hey, since this is for sele's birthday, I think I should keep the surprise. So you'll know if "Ref-Rain" or "Re;BIRTH" was covered... On June 9th (probably at midnight (Paris time) / 7 AM (Japan time)).
Working on "Juliana" else. Should be aired on tomorrow, at least I hope. Well, when I say "tomorrow", on May 20th.
Clue: huge impulsive trance track

I don't have any other news to say else. Enjoy well!

Nynthixia

『DALIANA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170517-00543
LIN (full) : 「598 644 363」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170518-000667
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 8/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

背後にあるものを見ることができずに、錯覚で生まれた関係
突然粉々に構築された全てのものの前に、彼女は信頼できるだろうと思った
狂気に駆られて、彼女はこの絆を打破するために致命的な嘘をついた
私たちが同じ女性のために共有した感情のために罰せられた

悪夢に苦しんで、信じなかった厄介な真実をもたらした
誰かに頼ることができる壊れた天使として彼女を見ていただけだった
疑いの瞬間に、いつも友人を助ける手を開催した
それで、この小さな恥ずかしがり屋の笑顔を顔に見ることができた

背後にあるものを見ることができずに、錯覚で生まれた関係
突然粉々に構築された全てのものの前に、彼女は信頼できるだろうと思った
狂気に駆られて、彼女はこの絆を打破するために致命的な嘘をついた
私たちが同じ女性のために共有した感情のために罰せられた

時間が過ぎていて、彼女の目は自分自身をだんだん空にしているようだった
実際の怒りを隠す悲しみ、そして脇の下にある憎しみ
復讐の冷たい風に残って、起こっていたことを知らずに
最後に、私たちの両方に大きな痛みを引き起こしているものを発見する前に

あまりにも遅く背を向けた、馴染んだ顔でこのひねった表情を見る前に
「あまりにも多くの時間のうちに同じ運命を共有したよね？」
意識が暗闇の中で消え去る前に、力は私の体を離れていた
彼らはこの未来の楽園から近く、過去の影を放棄した

Original English text

A relationship born in an illusion, without being able to see what is behind
I thought she would be trustable, before everything that I built shatters suddenly
Driven into madness, she used a fatal lie to break down this bond
Punished because of some feelings that we both shared for the same woman

Tormented by a nightmare, bringing a troubling truth that I didn't believe
I was only seeing her as a broken angel who could rely on someone
In the moments of doubt, I always held a hand as to help a friend
Then I could see this little shy smile on the face

A relationship born in an illusion, without being able to see what is behind
I thought she would be trustable, before everything that I built shatters suddenly
Driven into madness, she used a fatal lie to break down this bond
Punished because of some feelings that we both shared for the same woman

Time was passing by, and her eyes seemed to empty themselves more and more
Grief hiding actual rage, and the hatred that was growing aside
Left in the cold winds of revenge, without knowing what was happening
Before I finally discovered what was causing so much pain to both of us

I turned the back too late, before seeing this twisted expression on a familiar face
"We shared the same destinies during too much time, right?"
The strength was leaving my body, before the consciousness fades in the darkness
They were close from this future paradise, abandoning the past in the shadows

And French adaptation!

Une relation née d'une illusion, sans voir ce qui était derrière caché
J'ai cru que je pouvais lui faire confiance, avant qu'elle ne brise tout soudainement
Enivrée par la folie, elle a usé d'un mensonge fatal pour casser le lien nous unissant
Punie à cause de sentiments pour une même femme que nous avions aimée

Tourmentée par un cauchemar, amenant une vérité troublante que j'ai toujours ignorée
Je ne la voyais qu'en tant qu'ange cassé qui aurait besoin de quelqu'un
Dans les moments de doute, comme une amie je lui ai tendu la main
Alors je pouvais voir sur son visage ce petit sourire se former

Une relation née d'une illusion, sans voir ce qui était derrière caché
J'ai cru que je pouvais lui faire confiance, avant qu'elle ne brise tout soudainement
Enivrée par la folie, elle a usé d'un mensonge fatal pour casser le lien nous unissant
Punie à cause de sentiments pour une même femme que nous avions aimée

Le temps passait, et ses yeux semblaient de plus en plus se vider
Le chagrin cachant sa rage, et la haine qui grandissait en elle silencieusement
Délaissée dans les vents glacés de la vengeance, sans savoir ce qui allait se passer
Avant de découvrir ce qui causait cette douleur que l'on ressentait tant

Je me suis retournée trop tard, avant de voir l'expression tordue que son visage montrait
"Nous avons partagé les mêmes destinées pendant trop longtemps, pas vrai ?"
Mon corps était drainé de toute force, avant que ma conscience ne s'évanouisse dans l'obscurité
Elles étaient proches de ce futur paradis, abandonnant dans l'ombre le passé

Explanations...

"Juliana" may be a sister song soon for this one.
Music: pads by Toxic Biohazard, pluck by Sytrus, lead by Xpand!2 with some sort of hard supersaw. This was intended to be trance at first, but it turned out to be more dance-type.
Story: I may tell it with "Juliana" when I'll make the song. But the text already gives a long, long clue about the whole thing.

『Ariana』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170514-00541
LIN (full) : 「598 641 338」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170515-000665
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 2/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

声は同じ言葉、毎晩同じ考えを繰り返している
痛みは何度も何度も続き、同じ文章で嫌がらせをしている
もう何も感じることができず、意識を他の誰かに与えるだけです
自分の思い出がなくても、周りの他の人たちからのほんの一部

内側に燃えている憎しみと感覚に直面ている
彼はいつも犠牲にかかわらず、私を守りたがっていた
檻の中で、目の恐怖は、彼女はまだ見ていた
未来は保留中だったが、私の希望はまだ与えられていなかった

致命的な瞬間に起こったことの前で逃げることができなくても
彼女は同じ若者によって、涙と叫び声で取り去られた
彼が気にしなかった地面の血は、ゆっくりと流れ続けた
何も見たことがない場合でも、何か私を残して感じていた

声は同じ言葉、毎晩同じ考えを繰り返している
痛みは何度も何度も続き、同じ文章で嫌がらせをしている
もう何も感じることができず、意識を他の誰かに与えるだけです
自分の思い出がなくても、周りの他の人たちからのほんの一部

この瞬間から全てが壊れている、空虚が残っている
彼がしたことは許されない、彼女は彼の犯罪を罰することができなかった
この恐ろしい男からの可能な復讐を恐れている
彼女は彼女の悲しみを隠して、他のことを言っていないと批判した

彼女は外出することができない場所から沈黙の刑務所で苦しんで
どちらも悲しみに罪を犯し、激怒はゆっくりとしている
それから彼の声は、いつも同じ言葉を繰り返して私に電話した
「もし彼が殺されたら、自由になり、あなたの運命を見つけるでしょう」

幸福でいっぱい、私たち全員に新たな自由を提供している
握手を感じている、彼女の全身で恐怖が響きている
彼女の目から隠された、鮮血は裏切り者の精神の中から噴出して
しかし、まだあなたについて考えを止めることができず、毎日祈ります

Original English text

The voice keeps repeating the same words, the same thoughts every night and day
The pain is continuing again and again, harassed by the same sentences
I can't feel anything anymore, giving the consciousness only to someone else
Without any memories of myself, just some from the other people around

Facing to the hatred and this sensation that is burning inside
He always wanted to protect me, regardless the sacrifices
Inside the cage, the terror in the eyes, she was still watching
The future was pending, but my wish wasn't granted yet

Without being able to escape in front of what happened at a fatal moment
She was taken away, with the tears and the screams, by the same young man
The blood on the ground that he didn't care continued to slowly flow
Even if I haven't seen anything, I was feeling as something leaving me

The voice keeps repeating the same words, the same thoughts every night and day
The pain is continuing again and again, harassed by the same sentences
I can't feel anything anymore, giving the consciousness only to someone else
Without any memories of myself, just some from the other people around

Everything has been broken since this moment, emptiness was the only thing remaining
What he has done was unforgivable, and she couldn't punish his crimes
Too afraid about a possible revenge from this hideous man
She rathered hiding her sadness and not daring saying anything else

Tormented in a prison of silence from where she can't go out
Both condemned to the grief, the rage is building within slowly
Then his voice called me again repeating always the same words
"If he gets killed, I'll be free and you will find your fate"

Filled with happiness again, offering a new freedom to all of us
I feel the shaking hands, the fear resonating in her whole body
Hidden from her eyes, the fresh blood is gushing out of the traitor spirit
But I still can't stop thinking about you and will pray everyday

And French adaptation!

La voix continue de répéter les mêmes mots, jour et nuit les mêmes pensées
La douleur continue encore et encore, les mêmes phrases ne cessaient de harceler
Je ne peux plus rien sentir, donnant ma conscience à une autre moi
Sans souvenirs de moi-même, juste d'autres autour de moi

Face à la haine et à cette sensation qui brûle en moi
Il a toujours voulu me protéger, malgré les sacrifices à effectuer
Dans la cage, la terreur dans les yeux, elle regardait devant soi
Le futur attendait, mais mon souhait ne s'était pas encore réalisé

Sans pouvoir s'échapper devant de ce qui est arrivé à ce fatidique moment
Ce même jeune homme, avec les larmes et les cris, l'a emmenée
Le sang sur le sang dont il se fichait continuait de couler doucement
Même si je n'avais rien vu, j'ai senti quelque chose me quitter

La voix continue de répéter les mêmes mots, jour et nuit les mêmes pensées
La douleur continue encore et encore, les mêmes phrases ne cessaient de harceler
Je ne peux plus rien sentir, donnant ma conscience à une autre moi
Sans souvenirs de moi-même, juste d'autres autour de moi

Tout a été cassé depuis un bon moment, le vide était la seule chose qui restait
Ce qu'il avait fait était impardonnable, et elle ne pouvait le punir pour ce qu'il avait fait
Trop peur d'une possible vengeance de la part de cet homme hideux
Elle a préféré cacher sa tristesse et ne plus laisser parler que ses yeux

Tourmentée dans une prison de silence d'où elle ne peut s'en aller
Toutes les deux condamnées au chagrin, la rage se construit en nous doucement
Alors sa voix m'a appelée et les mêmes mots se répétaient
"S'il se fait tuer, je serai libre et tu trouveras ton destin finalement"

Remplie à nouveau de bonheur, offrant une nouvelle liberté à chacun d'entre nous
Je sens ses mains trembler, la peur dans tout son corps résonner
Caché de ses yeux, le sang frais jaillissant du corps du traître qu'il a été pour nous
Mais je ne peux m'empêcher de penser à toi et tous les jours je continuerai de prier

Explanations...

About the instru itself, it was first intended to be the one for the song "Semira" (song that was intended for Momo Momone) but because of the 1/16 sequence, I had no choice but to set this to another singer that has a better sensibility and the best one in the current "to-do" list was... Yukari. Not the best one of all the VBs I have because short notes problems, but from the 4 ones I had on the list, she had the less problems to correctly sing a 1/16 phoneme.
Also, normally it should be aired since yesterday evening but got some problems.
Music: sequence (only verses) and arp pad by Toxic Biohazard, sequence pad (all the rest of the song) with a Kontakt 5 instrument (no need to search that far away) and lead by Xpand!2.
Story: I think I should write a full one because this is very complicated. The heroine (Ariana) had a brother, who really loved her (I need to precize this is "normal family love") and who was ready to do anything to make her happy... Even if it includes killing someone. Sadly, he got beaten by the rival and finally died. Not only by doing this he got the heroine's lover totally scared of him, and also psychologically broke the heroine down who wants to kill him not only because he has her lover, but also because he killed her brother... And then, maybe a happy ending? The lover discovered that the man who kept her "captive" has been murdered (by the heroine of course but she doesn't know it and she will never) before being gotten back by Ariana.

『Master Mind -Rebirth Edit-』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170510-00529
LIN (full) : 「598 635 607」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170510-000653
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 1/13

Rating : Questionnable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

現在の世界が崩壊したとき...
誰が後ろに再び建てることができる？
あなたの目が閉じているとき...
誰が傷ついた記憶の遺跡に落ちた？

いつもあなたのそばにいたいと思っていました
絶望的な外観の前に最高のことを望む
少しでも希望がある限り、まだあきらめないで
そして、誰も実際に制御を持っていない...

彼らが邪悪な手で操作されたとき...
呪いの背後にある犯人は誰ですの？
希望が失われたように見えるとき...
誰が世界の未来のために戦っていたの？

いつもあなたのそばにいたいと思っていました
絶望的な外観の前に最高のことを望む
少しでも希望がある限り、まだあきらめないで
そして、誰も実際に制御を持っていない...

邪悪な思考がそれらを侵したとき...
殺人犯の絶望によって支配される
大惨事の責任は誰でしたの？
これらの家族の誰も知らないという答え

いつもあなたのそばにいたいと思っていました
絶望的な外観の前に最高のことを望む
少しでも希望がある限り、まだあきらめないで
そして、誰も実際に制御を持っていない...

Original English text

When the present world collapsed...
Who can build again behind?
When your eyes are closing...
Who fell into the ruins of damaged memories?

I always wanted to be by your side
Wishing for the best before the despairful appearance
Don't give up yet, as long there is some hope
Then nobody has really the control...

When they were being manipulated by evil hands...
Who were the culprits behind the curse?
When hope seemed to be lost...
Who was fighting for the future of the world?

I always wanted to be by your side
Wishing for the best before the despairful appearance
Don't give up yet, as long there is some hope
Then nobody has really the control...

When evil thoughts invaded them...
Controlled by a murderer despair
Who was the responsible for the catastrophe?
An answer that nobody in these families will know

I always wanted to be by your side
Wishing for the best before the despairful appearance
Don't give up yet, as long there is some hope
Then nobody has really the control...

And French adaptation!

Quand le monde présent s'est effondré...
Qui pourra reconstruire ce qui a été cassé ?
Quand tes yeux se sont fermés...
Qui est tombé dans les ruines de mémoires endommagées ?

J'ai toujours voulu être à tes côtés
Souhaitant le meilleur avant l'apparition du désespoir
N'abandonne pas encore, tant qu'il reste de l'espoir
Alors personne ne peut rien contrôler...

Quand les méchantes mains les manipulaient...
Qui étaient les coupables derrière cette malédiction ?
Quand l'espoir semblait être hors de portée...
Qui combattait pour le futur de ce monde ?

J'ai toujours voulu être à tes côtés
Souhaitant le meilleur avant l'apparition du désespoir
N'abandonne pas encore, tant qu'il reste de l'espoir
Alors personne ne peut rien contrôler...

Quand elles ont été envahies par de cruelles pensées...
Contrôlées par un désespoir meurtrier
Cette catastrophe, qui l'a causée dans ce cas ?
Une réponse que personne dans ces familles ne connaîtra...

J'ai toujours voulu être à tes côtés
Souhaitant le meilleur avant l'apparition du désespoir
N'abandonne pas encore, tant qu'il reste de l'espoir
Alors personne ne peut rien contrôler...

Explanations...

File for story unavailable.
If I don't consider the last mix of the song "Lamia" and the mix of "ELYSIUM" with Meiji, yes indeed this is the longest original work I made (6;42!). And the way of working was very different, more OST-type and closer to the normal Japanese songs (that you hear for Japanese animes by the way). Finally, mixing up some trance and a bit of pop elements. Really, I can't really set this song into a music genre.
There will be another edit, the -Despair Edit- one, with Lily and Ritsu, but it will be album exclusive. I'll try to make it less longer than the -Rebirth Edit-, promised! (laughs)
Music: the gated pad and the pad with Toxic Biohazard, strings with Xpand!2, hard kick with Sytrus, crystal lead with Kontakt 5 (Kinetic Treats), choirs with the DSK plugin, other lead with Harmor (that is pretty slight).
Also, piapro upload cancelled due to the fact it may be considered as an OST.

『Your Fault』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170508-00528
LIN (full) : 「598 634 890」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170509-000652
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 12/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

ろうそくは、両側から愛と憎しみの間に裂けて燃えている
この感情はとても痛い、お互いに向かう意思決定に立ち往生している
ちょうどあなたを抱きしめたい、私に恋しかったこの暖かさを感じて
この痛みにうんざりしている、ちょうど平和な生活を望んでいた...

時間とともに腐敗した精神として、どこに行くのか知らずに歩いていた
障害についてしか認識していなかった、何も重要ではなかった
ほとんど何も見えない、暗い雲が私の考えを侵していた
この運命を崩壊させる悲惨な気持ちを背後に残す

ろうそくは、両側から愛と憎しみの間に裂けて燃えている
この感情はとても痛い、お互いに向かう意思決定に立ち往生している
ちょうどあなたを抱きしめたい、私に恋しかったこの暖かさを感じて
この痛みにうんざりしている、ちょうど平和な生活を望んでいた...

あなたの顔にこの笑顔を見ていて、とても身近な感じでした
これらの手があなたを私から遠ざけるのを見る前に、幸せに感じた
叫ぶことなく、あなたはこの瞬間に私を忘れてしまった
それ以来、痛みが始まり、絶望の中で私の精神が破壊された

最終的にあなたを受け入れることができる瞬間、全てが破壊された
鮮血は地面に流れて、寒さになる前に暖かさを与えて
私の思考は直面した悲しい真実を見て、ゆっくりと再構成された
もうこの運命を消すことができず、暗闇の中で泣くと非難された...

La la la...

Original English text

A candle is burning, from both sides, torn between love and hatred
This feeling hurts so much, I'm stuck with decisions going against each other
I just wanted to embrace you, feel this warmth that was missing to me
I'm tired of this pain, I just desired to have a peaceful life...

As a spirit corrupted with the time, I was walking without knowing where to go
I was only being aware about an obstacle, nothing else was important
I can't barely see a thing, dark clouds had invaded my thoughts
Leaving behind a bitter feeling shattering this fate into parts

A candle is burning, from both sides, torn between love and hatred
This feeling hurts so much, I'm stuck with decisions going against each other
I just wanted to embrace you, feel this warmth that was missing to me
I'm tired of this pain, I just desired to have a peaceful life...

I was seeing this smile on your face that felt very familiar
I was feeling happy, before seeing these hands taking you away from me
Without even screaming, you just forgot me at this moment
Since then the pain began, breaking down my spirit in the despair

At the moment I could finally embrace you, everything was destroying itself
Fresh blood flowing to the ground, giving its warmth before becoming cold again
My thoughts were slowly reassembling, seeing the sad truth that I was facing
I know that I can't erase this fate anymore, condemned to cry in the darkness...

La la la...

And French adaptation!

Déchirée entre l'amour et la haine, une bougie brûle des deux côtés
Ce sentiment est tellement pénible, coincée avec décisions qui se contredisent sans arrêt
Je voulais juste t'embrasser, sentir cette chaleur qui me manquait
Je suis fatiguée de cette douleur, je souhaitais juste avoir une vie remplie de paix...

Comme un esprit corrompu avec le temps, je marchais sans trop savoir où aller
Je n'étais au courant que d'un obstacle, plus rien d'autre ne m'importait
Je ne pouvais presque rien voir, les sombres nuages ont envahi mes pensées
Laissant derrière cet amer sentiment briser ce destin en morceaux éparpillés

Déchirée entre l'amour et la haine, une bougie brûle des deux côtés
Ce sentiment est tellement pénible, coincée avec décisions qui se contredisent sans arrêt
Je voulais juste t'embrasser, sentir cette chaleur qui me manquait
Je suis fatiguée de cette douleur, je souhaitais juste avoir une vie remplie de paix...

Je voyais ce sourire sur ton visage qui me semblait si familier
J'étais alors heureuse, avant de voir ces mains t'emmener loin de moi
Sans même hurler, à ce moment tu m'as juste oubliée
Depuis la douleur a commencé, brisant dans le désespoir l'esprit qu'il restait en moi

À ce moment où je pouvais enfin t'embrasser, tout commençait à se fissurer
Le sang frais coulant sur le sol, offrant sa chaleur avant de se refroidir peu après
Mes pensées se rassemblaient doucement, voyant la triste vérité à laquelle je devais me confronter
Je sais que je ne pourrai plus effacer ce destin, condamnée dans les ténèbres à pleurer...

La la la...

Explanations...

Last demo of "Running and Ailing".
The date was actually scheduled to match Saccu's birthday (the voice provider of Meiji).
Music: pad and pluck by Toxic Biohzard, bridge with Autogun, lead with Harmor, and there is Slayer. And now that I learnt (finally!) how to do the automation clips without doing it manually by registering, you may see some of these more often! (There is one with the cutoff of the pluck at the beginning)

『Do Not Leave』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170507-00527
LIN (full) : 「598 634 062」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170508-000651
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 6/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

 

Japanese lyrics

債券が強くなる前の最初の友人である
これが途中で何の障害もなく永遠にあると信じていた
何かが起こっているならば、いつもあなたを守ると約束した
この世界の消滅まで、天国の反対側に到達するまで

行かないで    これらの質問は答えなし
行かないで    これらの感情は隠されて
控えることなく、互いに信頼できることを知っている

行かないで    この愛は砕け散った
行かないで    絶望は精霊に侵入する
あなたを一人のままにしたかったことがないので、あなたは逃げない

あなたの顔が無限に見えるのを見たとき、思考で失われた
あなたがその状況をあきらめ、全てを後ろに残したがっているかのように
悲しみと戦うためにどのように、あなたを助けるためにどのように知らなった
しかし、我々は困難に対抗しなければならない

行かないで    これらの質問は答えなし
行かないで    これらの感情は隠されて
控えることなく、互いに信頼できることを知っている

行かないで    この愛は砕け散った
行かないで    絶望は精霊に侵入する
あなたを一人のままにしたかったことがないので、あなたは逃げない

行かないで    これらの質問は答えなし
行かないで    これらの感情は隠されて
控えることなく、互いに信頼できることを知っている

行かないで    この愛は砕け散った
行かないで    絶望は精霊に侵入する
あなたを一人のままにしたかったことがないので、あなたは逃げない

Original English text

Just being friends at the beginning before the bonds went stronger
I believed this would maybe be forever, without any possible obstacle on the way
I always promised that I would protect you if anything was happening
Until the disappearance of this world, until reaching the other side of the heaven

Do not leave
These questions without answer
Do not leave
These feelings being hidden
Knowing that we could trust each other, without refraining

Do not leave
This love shattered into pieces
Do not leave
The despair invade the spirits
I never wanted to leave you alone, so you won't get away

When I saw your face looking in the nothingness, lost in thoughts
As if you wanted to give up on the situation and leaving everything behind
I didn't know how to help you, how to fight against the grief
But we have to stand together against the difficulties

Do not leave
These questions without answer
Do not leave
These feelings being hidden
Knowing that we could trust each other, without refraining

Do not leave
This love shattered into pieces
Do not leave
The despair invade the spirits
I never wanted to leave you alone, so you won't get away

Do not leave
These questions without answer
Do not leave
These feelings being hidden
Knowing that we could trust each other, without refraining

Do not leave
This love shattered into pieces
Do not leave
The despair invade the spirits
I never wanted to leave you alone, so you won't get away

And French adaptation!

N'être d'abord qu'amies avant que nos liens ne se soient renforcés
J'ai pensé que cela durerait à jamais, sans aucun obstacle que l'on puisse rencontrer
J'ai toujours promis de te protéger si quoi que ce soit venait à arriver
Jusqu'à la chute de ce monde, jusqu'à atteindre le ciel à l'autre côté

Ne laisse pas
Ces questions sans réponse
Ne laisse pas
Ces sentiments rester cachés
Sachant qu'on peut se faire confiance, sans se retenir

Ne laisse pas
Cet amour cassé en pièces
Ne laisse pas
Le désespoir envahir nos pensées
Je n'ai jamais voulu te laisser seule, tu ne voudras pas partir

Lorsque j'ai vu ton visage regarder dans le néant, perdu dans ses pensées
Comme si tu voulais tout laisser derrière moi, tout laisser tomber
Je ne savais pas comment combattre le chagrin, ni même comment t'aider
Mais je sais que l'on doit encore se maintenir pour faire face aux difficultés

Ne laisse pas
Ces questions sans réponse
Ne laisse pas
Ces sentiments rester cachés
Sachant qu'on peut se faire confiance, sans se retenir

Ne laisse pas
Cet amour cassé en pièces
Ne laisse pas
Le désespoir envahir nos pensées
Je n'ai jamais voulu te laisser seule, tu ne voudras pas partir

Ne laisse pas
Ces questions sans réponse
Ne laisse pas
Ces sentiments rester cachés
Sachant qu'on peut se faire confiance, sans se retenir

Ne laisse pas
Cet amour cassé en pièces
Ne laisse pas
Le désespoir envahir nos pensées
Je n'ai jamais voulu te laisser seule, tu ne voudras pas partir

Explanations...

No compatibility patch for FL versions anterior to 12.4.2 b33.
Music: pop style, pads by PoiZone, lead by Morphine, pluck by Transistor Bass. This is quite similar to the instru of "Erased" in its construction (lyrics and instru), but with way more dynamics and at a few higher tempo.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Happy birthday to MAYU (yeah, third time I'm saying that on the blog)! I have some news about the lost data due to the incident and I have not one, but two tracklists done!

85% of the data is recovered (as on yesterday). If this moves at this pace, since there are still 15% data that are only stuck on the damaged hard drive and that you need 2 weeks to get 5%... Yeah, not before mid or end June. Sorry for saying it will come later and later, but this is not something on which I really have the control. However the good news is that nothing in the production anymore is altered. The last altered thing was the album "Night Angels".

Else, the two tracklists. I said on Twitter it was a nightmare to do because I have to consider the many birthdays of many VOCALOIDs and UTAUloids (Tei, GUMI, Itako) or even some voice providers birthdays (Sayu's).

So some songs had to be scheduled. And thanks to the calculations, I noticed that I had to write two tracklists in advance instead of just one. So these are the 2 next tracklists. I don't give the album title of the first one because I don't know if I'll modify it. Their air dates will be on June 17th and July 15th.
Like this I won't be bothered with the big fatigue of the Japan Expo on July...

CD14 - (title to confirm) Rebirth from Paradise - Air date: June 17th

01. Master Mind -Rebirth Edit- (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
02. Ariana (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
03. Illogical (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
04. When They Call (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)
05. ADANTHE (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)
06. Sleeping Paradise (feat. Hinomoto Oniko)
07. Juliana (feat. Yurika Sayu)
08. DALIANA (feat. Yurika Sayu)
09. Count and Draw (feat. Yurika Sayu)-> June 7th
10. Bad Reasons (feat. Momone Momo)
11. Three Minutes (feat. Momone Momo)
12. Semira (feat. Momone Momo) -> May 22nd (May 23rd)
13. Master Mind -Despair Edit- (feat. Lily, Namine Ritsu) [BONUS EXCLU] -> you'll never see this one on the blog

CD14.5 - Never Tell Them - Air date: July 15th

01. Can't Trust (feat. GUMI) -> June 26th
02. Pretending (feat. Sukone Tei) -> June 19th
03. LISANA (feat. Tohoku Itako) -> June 23th
04. Never Tell Them (feat. Tohoku Itako) -> June 24th
05. Deadly Candle (feat. Tohoku Itako)
06. ROSAPINA (feat. Namine Ritsu)
07. Fragment (feat. kokone)
08. Hypocrite (feat. Yurika Sayu)
09. NITRINIUM (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
10. Murdering Passions (feat. Lily)
11. Encounter (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
12. Red Raspberry (feat. Tohoku Kiritan)
13. Better than Nothing (feat. Tohoku Zunko, Yuzuki Yukari)

I'll confirm you soon about the title of June's album.

Other dates to retain:

May 8th: "Do Not Leave" (GUMI)
May 10th: "Your Fault" (Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
May 13th: cover of "Kill me, Queen" (Lily, Tmbox only)
May 20th: album "Running and Ailing"
June 9th: cover of "Re;BIRTH" or "Ref-Rain" (Yuzuki Yukari, Tmbox only)

The work pace will be the medium one, between 3 and 6 songs per week and it will be like this on May 8th and the following weeks until August. I think mini 4 per week for the month of May, and after... Wait and see?

I'll try my best to organize myself!

Nynthixia

Edit of May 23rd

『Elvira』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170502-00525
LIN (full) : 「598 631 309」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170505-000649
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 15/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

絶望を打ち破って、私の前に立っている錯覚を粉砕でしょう
あなたの影の背後に、ゆっくりと幸せな未来に向かって歩いている
これらの白い手はあなたに向かって保持され、まだ待っている
なぜあなたは自分自身を想像した人を愛することをやっているの？

胸の深い痛み、彼が感じることができる唯一のもの
意識は消え始めた、覚えておく時間を持たずに全てを残した
あなたはいつもそれが錯覚だと思ったが、この赤い夢が現実となりました
私たちはまだ地獄の悪夢の後で人生の風を感じる唯一の女性でした

絶望を打ち破って、私の前に立っている錯覚を粉砕でしょう
あなたの影の背後に、ゆっくりと幸せな未来に向かって歩いている
これらの白い手はあなたに向かって保持され、まだ待っている
なぜあなたは自分自身を想像した人を愛することをやっているの？

あなたの考えはもうどこに行くのかを知らずにさまよっていた
現実から切り離された、ただ彼を見ているだけで私は見えない
この忌まわしい精神はあなたを悩ませた、私たちを傷つけた
血が流れる見ているまで、痛みを伴う叫び声が口から出るまで

崩壊していた、地面が強烈な絶望で破壊されているのを見た
鮮血があなたから流れ出して、あなたの精神はすでに消え去っていた
この最後の瞬間まで私が知らなかった世界に既に参加している
終わることができる唯一の約束は、私たちが再び結束することです...

Original English text

I will break the despair and shatter the illusion standing in front of me
Behind your shadows, I'm slowly walking towards a happy future
These white hands being held towards you, are still waiting
Why still pretending to love a person that you imagined yourself?

A deep pain aching in the chest, the only thing that he could feel
The consciousness began to fade, leaving everything behind without having the time to remember
You always thought it was an illusion, but this red dream became the reality
We were the only women to still feel the wind of the life after a hellish nightmare

I will break the despair and shatter the illusion standing in front of me
Behind your shadows, I'm slowly walking towards a happy future
These white hands being held towards you, are still waiting
Why still pretending to love a person that you imagined yourself?

Your thoughts were wandering, without knowing where to go anymore
Disconnected from the reality, just seeing him and not me
This vengeful spirit was haunting you, hurting both of us
Until seeing the blood flowing, until hearing the painful screams out of the mouth

I collapsed, seeing the ground being destroyed in an intense despair
Fresh blood was pouring from you, your spirit already faded away
Already joining a world that I never knew until this last moments
The only promise that can be done is that we'll be united again...

And French adaptation!

Je briserai le désespoir et détruirai l'illusion devant moi
Derrière vos ombres, je marche doucement vers un futur empli de gaieté
Ces mains blanches t'attendent, tendues vers toi
Pourquoi continuer de prétendre d'aimer une personne que tu t'es imaginée ?

Une forte douleur dans la poitrine, c'est la seule chose qu'il a ressentie
Sa conscience a commencé à faner, laissant tout derrière sans se rappeler
Tu as toujours pensé que ce n'était qu'une illusion, mais ce rêve pourpre est réalité
Nous étions les seules femmes à sentir le vent après ce cauchemar de la vie

Je briserai le désespoir et détruirai l'illusion devant moi
Derrière vos ombres, je marche doucement vers un futur empli de gaieté
Ces mains blanches t'attendent, tendues vers toi
Pourquoi continuer de prétendre d'aimer une personne que tu t'es imaginée ?

Tes pensées se baladent, sans plus savoir où aller
Déconnectée de la réalité, le voyant lui et pas moi
Cet esprit vengeur te hantait, pour toutes deux nous blesser
Jusqu'à voir le sang couler, jusqu'à entendre les cris pénibles venant de toi

Je me suis effondrée, voyant le sol que l'intense désespoir avait détruit
Le sang frais coulait de ton corps, ton esprit s'était déjà évanoui
Rejoignant déjà un monde que je n'aurais jamais connu jusqu'à ces derniers moments
La seule promesse que je peux te faire est que nous serons de nouveau unies éternellement...

Explanations...

Sister song of "Ines", point of view from the stalker.
Since this is the first song, I'll resume the whole story here for both stories.
Story: Elvira fell in love with Ines and continued to follow her, until she discovered that Ines was dating a young man. She then killed him in front of the eyes of Ines, who felt totally powerless. Since then, Ines continues to see and to hear her lover's voice and ignores Elvira, disconnected from the reality and beginning to have illusions. One day, Ines finally suicides in her madness and Elvira then does the same in despair.
Music: Here, 100% Toxic Biohazard for all the synths, sequence pads... All! For a quality... Between normal and very good. (Don't wonder I'm so severe with myself)
And finally... Happy birthday MAYU!!! <3

『Ines』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170503-00526
LIN (full) : 「598 631 310」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170505-000650
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 16/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

あなたは私の運命を盗んだ、後悔を感じなくても
いつも彼を救うことができずに苦しんでいるのを見ていた
私の中で憎しみが増していたので、失ったものを取り戻したいと思っていた
あなたがこれらの考えを止めようとしても、もはや何も重要ではない

まだ夜のうちにこの声を聞いて、私の名前を呼んでいる
彼がもうあなたのために存在しないとしても、何も忘れることができない
過度の嫉妬を除いて、あなたの正確な感情は何かを理解しないでした
激しい悲しみで、破壊された幸福を期待することはできない

あなたは私の運命を盗んだ、後悔を感じなくても
いつも彼を救うことができずに苦しんでいるのを見ていた
私の中で憎しみが増していたので、失ったものを取り戻したいと思っていた
あなたがこれらの考えを止めようとしても、もはや何も重要ではない

この決定から私を控えることは役に立たず、結果は重要ではない
彼がどこかで私を待っていることを知っている、再び彼に会うでしょう
多分別の世界で私は彼を守らなかったことで許されるでしょう
憎しみは私の心を残して、私は再び幸せを見つけるでしょう

Original English text

You stole my fate, without even feeling a regret
I was seeing him suffering every time, without being able to save him
Hatred was growing inside of me, I wanted to get back what I lost
Even if you would try to stop these thoughts, nothing is important anymore

I still hear this voice talking during the night, calling for my name
Even if he doesn't exist for you anymore, I can't forget anything
I never understood what were your exact emotions, except for an excessive jealousy
With an intense grief, I can't expect the happiness that was destroyed

You stole my fate, without even feeling a regret
I was seeing him suffering every time, without being able to save him
Hatred was growing inside of me, I wanted to get back what I lost
Even if you would try to stop these thoughts, nothing is important anymore

Refraining me from this decision is useless, consequences don't matter
I know he is waiting for me somewhere, I'll meet him again
Maybe in another world I will be forgiven for not having protected him
The hatred will leave my heart and I'll find again some happiness

And French adaptation!

Tu m'as volé mon destin, sans même ressentir le moindre regret
Je le voyais souffrir tout le temps, sans être capable de le sauver
La haine grandissait en moi, je voulais récupérer ce que j'avais perdu
Même si tu pensais arrêter ces pensées, l'importance des choses pour moi n'est plus

J'entends encore cette voix me parler la nuit, en train de m'appeler
Même si pour toi il n'existe plus, je ne peux rien oublier
Je n'ai jamais compris quelles étaient tes vraies émotions, hormis cette jalousie qui t'excédait
Avec un intense chagrin, je ne peux atteindre le bonheur que je souhaitais

Tu m'as volé mon destin, sans même ressentir le moindre regret
Je le voyais souffrir tout le temps, sans être capable de le sauver
La haine grandissait en moi, je voulais récupérer ce que j'avais perdu
Même si tu pensais arrêter ces pensées, l'importance des choses pour moi n'est plus

Me retenir de cette décision est inutile, peu importe les conséquences
Je sais qu'il m'attend quelque part, j'irai à ses côtés
Peut-être que dans un autre monde je serai pardonnée pour ne pas avoir pu le protéger
La haine quittera mon cœur et je pourrai retrouver le bonheur en silence

Explanations...

Sister song of "Elvira", point of view from the girl being stalked.
For the story, this is the same as the sister song, so go there!
Music: Except for the slight voice pad that was made with Sytrus, all other synths are made with Toxic Biohazard. However, this instru is actually a second version. I made a previous one the same day as the one I made the instru of "Elvira" (May 2nd) but the synths I used for the sequences sounded too filtered so I changed them and I had to change the synth of the lead because it sounded weird if I kept the same. So you have a bit better song than the "beta", but this is still not the best one I made with MAYU...
But happy birthday to our little yandere VOCALOID!

『Away from Me』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170430-00524
LIN (full) : 「598 626 225」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170430-000648
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 13/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
星から降りて、いくつかの甘い思い出を夢見る

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
まだ行きたくはない、もう少しあなたを知らずにではない

あなたの顔だけを知っている、あなたの感情を学んでいない
幸せの瞬間を思い出させるために、いくつかの愛を探し続けている
遠く離れている限り、お互いから離れて、遠くのことは気にしない
あなたに届く手を持って、もはや一人になりたくない

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
星から降りて、いくつかの甘い思い出を夢見る

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
まだ行きたくはない、もう少しあなたを知らずにではない

あなたは私を知らないかもしれない、あなたの目に見知らぬ人のように見えます
しかし、心の深いところで、奇妙な愛の気持ちを感じている
私たちはお互いをもう一度見ることができると思いるの？
それは数秒間でさえ、たぶん私の悲しみは消えるかもしれない

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
星から降りて、いくつかの甘い思い出を夢見る

あなたから離れて、私から離れて、全てから離れて
まだ行きたくはない、もう少しあなたを知らずにではない

Original English text

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
Down from the stars, dreaming about some sweet memories

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
I don't want to go yet, not without knowing you a bit more

I only know your face, I haven't learnt your emotions
I continue to search for some love, to remind some moments of happiness
Far away from each other, no cares about the distance, as long there is love
Holding a hand to reach you, I don't want to be alone anymore

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
Down from the stars, dreaming about some sweet memories

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
I don't want to go yet, not without knowing you a bit more

You maybe don't know me, I look like a stranger to your eyes
However I feel a weird feeling of love, in the depths of the heart
Do you think we can see each other once again?
Even it's for few seconds, maybe my grief can go away

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
Down from the stars, dreaming about some sweet memories

Away from you, away from me, away from everything
I don't want to go yet, not without knowing you a bit more

And French adaptation!

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Au-dessous des étoiles, rêvant de doux souvenirs

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Sans te connaître encore plus, je veux pas partir

Je ne connais que ton visage, je ne connais pas tes sentiments
Je continue de chercher l'amour, me souvenir de ces heureux moments
Loin l'un l'autre, peu importe la distance, tant que l'amour est présent
Je tends une main pour tenter de t'atteindre, je ne veux plus être seule maintenant

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Au-dessous des étoiles, rêvant de doux souvenirs

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Sans te connaître encore plus, je veux pas partir

Tu ne me connais peut-être pas, je ne suis peut-être qu'une étrangère pour toi
Toutefois je ressens un étrange sentiment d'amour, tout au fond de moi
Penses-tu que nous pourrons ne revoir ne serait-ce qu'une seule fois ?
Même quelques secondes, mon chagrin pourra peut-être s'envoler grâce à toi

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Au-dessous des étoiles, rêvant de doux souvenirs

Loin de toi, loin de moi, loin de tout
Sans te connaître encore plus, je veux pas partir

Explanations...

Music: very atmospheric style. One pad by Sytrus, the other by Etheral Padz2*, lead with Odisea*, piano with Overture* and gated pad with Toxic Biohazard. This gives a sort of eerie feeling...
Story: about a girl who fell in love with someone without this last one knowing her, and they are now separated with a long distance. A bit sad, but not really tragic either.
* DSK plugins

『Bitterness』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170428-00523
LIN (full) : 「598 624 806」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170429-000647
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 10/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

これらの嘘は私を傷つけて、幸福のための希望を破壊している
この錯覚を放棄すれば、多分あなたを許して、全てを忘れるでしょう
まだあなたをたくさん愛しているが、なぜこの激しい憎しみを感じるの？
苦味のこれらの思考を取り除くために何をすべきか？

あなたの欠けていた瞬間について、彼の存在を気にしなかった
静かに暗闇の中で待っている、秒が飛んでいた間
寒さはこれらの不満から疲れた私の心に侵入した
あなたの名前は頭の中で、混乱した考えを通して繰り返されていた

これらの嘘は私を傷つけて、幸福のための希望を破壊している
この錯覚を放棄すれば、多分あなたを許して、全てを忘れるでしょう
まだあなたをたくさん愛しているが、なぜこの激しい憎しみを感じるの？
苦味のこれらの思考を取り除くために何をすべきか？

していた唯一のことは、膝の上に座って泣き叫ぶことでした
あなたを疑うようになり始めた、痛みが私を殺すだろうと感じた
これらの言葉は彼を私から隠す偽の言い訳だったの？
これらの文章は正しいものではなく、真実は考えていたものよりも深かった

これらの嘘は私を傷つけて、幸福のための希望を破壊している
この錯覚を放棄すれば、多分あなたを許して、全てを忘れるでしょう
まだあなたをたくさん愛しているが、なぜこの激しい憎しみを感じるの？
苦味のこれらの思考を取り除くために何をすべきか？

Original English text

These lies are sickening me, destroying the hopes for some happiness
If you abandon this illusion, maybe I will forgive you and forget everything
I still love you a lot, then why do I feel this intense hatred?
What should I do to get rid of these thoughts of bitterness?

I didn't care about his existence, about the moments you were missing
Gently waiting in the darkness while the seconds were flying away
Coldness invaded my heart tired from these frustrations
Your name was repeating itself in the head, through disorganized thoughts

These lies are sickening me, destroying the hopes for some happiness
If you abandon this illusion, maybe I will forgive you and forget everything
I still love you a lot, then why do I feel this intense hatred?
What should I do to get rid of these thoughts of bitterness?

Feeling abandoned, the only thing I was doing was sit on the knees and cry
I began doubting you, I felt that the pain was going to kill me
These words were only false excuses to hide him from me, right?
These sentences weren't right, the truth was deeper than anything I was thinking about

These lies are sickening me, destroying the hopes for some happiness
If you abandon this illusion, maybe I will forgive you and forget everything
I still love you a lot, then why do I feel this intense hatred?
What should I do to get rid of these thoughts of bitterness?

And French adaptation!

Ces mensonges me rendent malade, détruisant les espoirs de mon bonheur
Si tu abandonnes cette illusion, alors peut-être je te pardonnerai et tout sera oublié
Je t'aime encore énormément, alors pourquoi cette haine en mon cœur ?
Que devrais-je faire pour me débarrasser de mes amères pensées ?

Peu m'importait son existence, les moments où tu n'étais pas à mes côtés
Attendant gentiment dans l'obscurité alors que les secondes s'envolaient
Le froid a envahi mon cœur que toutes ces frustrations ont fatigué
Ton nom se répétait dans ma tête, à travers des pensées désorganisées

Ces mensonges me rendent malade, détruisant les espoirs de mon bonheur
Si tu abandonnes cette illusion, alors peut-être je te pardonnerai et tout sera oublié
Je t'aime encore énormément, alors pourquoi cette haine en mon cœur ?
Que devrais-je faire pour me débarrasser de mes amères pensées ?

Me sentant abandonnée, je ne pouvais que prendre mes genoux et pleurer
J'ai commencé à te douter, j'ai senti que la douleur allait me tuer
Ces mots n'étaient que de fausses excuses pour me le cacher, pas vrai ?
Ces phrases sonnaient faux, la vérité était plus profonde que tout à quoi j'aurais pu penser

Ces mensonges me rendent malade, détruisant les espoirs de mon bonheur
Si tu abandonnes cette illusion, alors peut-être je te pardonnerai et tout sera oublié
Je t'aime encore énormément, alors pourquoi cette haine en mon cœur ?
Que devrais-je faire pour me débarrasser de mes amères pensées ?

Explanations...

Story: This is not explicitly said, but of course the heroine killed her rival and her lover in the same time. This song is more on the psychology actually.
Music: pad and lead by PoiZone, gated pad by Morphine, chords by Xpand!2. Between the trance and the pop depending of the moments.

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Hello (again), Nynthixia there!

Changelog of the album. "Eve" was finally not changed, as for "Laura" and "Night Angels" (the songs), they are stuck as demo versions identical to album versions due to a technical incident. I haven't received any other news except for the ones I gave a week ago.

Here is the changelog for some other songs, many many were modified.

Stitches (tracks 01 and 16)

- The end was extended and does not end exactly the same (both versions)

Re;Boot (tracks 03 and 17)

- The intro has changed a few (pad -> gated pad -> chords) (was pad -> chords -> gated pad in the demo) (both)
- There is now a roll+SFX twice at the beginning and one at the middle of second verse (both)
- A gated choir was added in the bridge (both)
- A VFX has been added before the first bridge and at the end (both)
- Several beats were added in the verses (both)
- Capella has been remastered (Lily's ver only)

Many changes were made to give more dynamics to the song.

Spinning World (track 04)

- The scratch effect is now present at the end of the first verse as well
- An instrumental bridge was added between first chorus and second verse

Black Days (track 07)

- The end was extended and a SFX was added during the end

Rachel (tracks 08 and 18)

- The end was extended (both)

CAMILLIA (track 10)

- The vocal effect now plays before each chorus

Nine Lives (track 13)

- The intro was extended
- The second verse has extra beats

Collapse (track 14)

- SFX has been added at the beginning
- Gated pad volume is remastered
- There is a roll+SFX before the chorus

"Collapse" lacked some dynamics at the beginning and under specific conditions, the gated pad wasn't heard very well while it was an important part of the dynamics.

ANGELICIA (track 15)

- Extended end
- The sweeps at the beginning of the last chorus were removed
- There is a SFX at the beginning of each chorus
- Kicks were added at the beginning and during the second verse (+ extra beats for second verse)

Note: there is maybe a need to use an equalizer while playing.

Nothing else to add... All the other news, including lots of air dates are in a previous post that was written few hours before "LACRIMIA" airing. -> Just there!

Nynthixia

『LACRIMIA』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170427-00522
LIN (full) : 「598 624 103」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170428-000646
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 7/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

 

Japanese lyrics

憎しみの考えによって堕落して、あなたについて考えを止めることができない
毎回痛みを訴えて泣いている、喉を通して感じている
あなたの暖かさをもう一度感じて、この怒りを落としたい
誰も私たちをこの強い絆から離れて裂くことができる瞬間について覚えて

どちらも泣いていて、笑っていて、過去から良い友達であるのが好き
再びあなたの顔を見たかったが、この男はこれが起こることを望んでいない
理由を理解していない、そのような残酷な罰に値するために何をしたの？
私の魂を粉砕する運命に直面して、決してそれを受け入られない

あなたを探し続けた、必死にあなたを救いたがっていた
何も見つけることができなかった、悲しみと怒りが私を侵略している間
永遠にあなたを保護するために、単一の約束を行いる
この男は殺されるだろう、あなたは私に戻って行きている

憎しみの考えによって堕落して、あなたについて考えを止めることができない
毎回痛みを訴えて泣いている、喉を通して感じている
あなたの暖かさをもう一度感じて、この怒りを落としたい
誰も私たちをこの強い絆から離れて裂くことができる瞬間について覚えて

あなたの顔をもう一度見る前に、全てが消えている。
彼からあなたを救いたいと思ったが、ちょうど「ごめんなさい」と言うことができた...

Original English text

Corrupted by thoughts of hatred, I can't stop thinking about you
Each time I'm crying with a sore pain that I'm feeling through the throat
I want to feel your warmth once more, to calm down this wrath
I remember about the moments nobody could tear us apart from this strong bond

Both crying, both smiling, like being good friends since the past
I wanted to see your face again but this man doesn't want this to happen
I don't understand the reason, what did I do to deserve such a cruel punishment?
Facing a fate that will shatter my soul, I will never accept it

I continued searching for you, I desperately wanted to save you
I couldn't find anything, while the grief and the rage invaded me
I will make a single promise, to protect you forever
This man will be killed and you'll go back to me

Corrupted by thoughts of hatred, I can't stop thinking about you
Each time I'm crying with a sore pain that I'm feeling through the throat
I want to feel your warmth once more, to calm down this wrath
I remember about the moments nobody could tear us apart from this strong bond

Everything is fading away, before seeing your face just once again.
I wanted to save you from him but I was just able to say "I'm sorry"...

And French adaptation!

Corrompue par des pensées de haine, je ne peux m'empêcher de penser à toi
Je pleure avec une douleur lancinante dans la gorge à chaque fois
Je veux ressentir ta chaleur encore une fois, calmer cette colère au fond de toi
Je me souviens des moments que personne ne pourrait nous séparer de ce lien qui nous unit toi et moi

On pleurait ensemble, on souriait ensemble, comme de bonnes amies dans le passé
Je voulais revoir ton visage mais cet homme n'a pas voulu que cela puisse arriver
Je ne comprends pas la raison, pourquoi ai-je mérité un si cruel châtiment ?
En faisant face à un destin qui détruirait mon âme, je n'accepterai jamais cependant

J'ai continué de te chercher, je voulais désespérément te sauver
Je n'ai rien pu trouver, alors que le chagrin et la rage m'envahissaient
Je ne ferai qu'une seule promesse, de te protéger à jamais
Cet homme je le tuerai de mes propres mains et tu reviendras à mes côtés

Corrompue par des pensées de haine, je ne peux m'empêcher de penser à toi
Je pleure avec une douleur lancinante dans la gorge à chaque fois
Je veux ressentir ta chaleur encore une fois, calmer cette colère au fond de toi
Je me souviens des moments que personne ne pourrait nous séparer de ce lien qui nous unit toi et moi

Avant de revoir ton visage juste une dernière fois, tout est en train de s'effacer
Je voulais te sauver de lui mais je n'ai pu te dire qu'un "je suis désolée"...

Explanations...

The story that I have now is totally different from the idea I had from the start, and it's maybe not a bad thing... Way less severe.
Story: in this one, there are two yanderes, the heroine and the man who is keeping the lover with him. And this second yandere is the one who killed the heroine. Sort of bad luck.
Music: one pad with Sytrus, one other pad, gated pad and lead by Toxic Biohazard, the bridge lead is with Harmor.

Hello, Nynthixia there!

Except for "LACRIMIA" that will come a bit later this afternoon, "Bitterness" on tomorrow (a few after the album "Night Angels", and I'm sure you'll love it) and "Away from Me" on Sunday, some other air dates that I forgot in the last news.

Beginning with original songs. MAYU's birthday is on May 6th, the Saturday of next week. And there are 2 songs scheduled, maybe sister songs, it is not impossible that I air both songs ("Elvira" and "Ines") on May 6th, and instead, nothing before, like this, I don't have too much work because of the exams.
(Because, yup, I'm still in this student's time)

On May 10th, the second song with Meiji, "Your Fault", should be aired. This in order to coincide with Saccu's birthday (Meiji's voice actor). I had few problems of organization for Nyui's one, very sorry, I first scheduled it then things didn't happen as expected... ><

The song "Do Not Leave" (with GUMI) will be aired in the same week of the May 10th (another day than the 10th of course, and not on May 13th either, I'll explain that later in the post).

This means that I'll have to make a new tracklist soon, that I haven't done yet (it should not last like this though) and the sure thing will be that Momo will be part of this tracklist and she'll have a song aired on May 22nd. Two days after the "Running and Ailing" album air date.

The covers now!

The next cover will be on May 13th. and when I posted the last news, I still didn't know what I would cover and with who. So it will be a cover of "Kill me, Queen" with Lily. And I'll add again the special effects that were forgotten in the piapro instru (yes the license permits it). Final license of the cover: Share-Alike for everyone.

And the one after this... On June 9th.

If you followed the activities last year, you would know why I chose this day. And here, I still hesitate. Between "Ref-Rain" and "Re;BIRTH" (covers), the vocals are confirmed though, it will be with Yukari. Final license: same as usual. I won't have to use the alternative system.

In a nutshell, if you have to write some dates down:

April 28th: "LACRIMIA" (feat. Lily)
April 29th: Album "Night Angels" + "Bitterness" (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)
April 30th: "Away from Me" (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)
May 6th: "Elvira" and "Ines" (feat. MAYU)
May 10th: "Your Fault" (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)
May 13th: Cover "Kill me, Queen" (feat. Lily) -> Tmbox exclusive
Between May 8th and May 14th (not on 10th or 13th): "Do Not Leave" (feat. GUMI)
May 20th: Album "Running and Ailing" [Beware: Explicit rating!]
May 22nd: a song with Momone Momo (you'll get the name as soon the tracklist will be done, maybe next week)
June 9th: Cover of "Re;BIRTH" or "Ref-Rain" (feat. Yuzuki Yukari) -> Tmbox exclusive

Here are all the dates I have! Enjoy!

Nynthixia

『Escape Route』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170426-00521
LIN (full) : 「598 622 155」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170426-000645
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 14/16

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

いつもあなたを愛した、あなたの側に永遠にいてほしかった
あまりにも多くを知っていた過去は、残っている唯一の希望を燃やした
この終わりを望んでいない、あなたは再び未来を書くことができます
愛はこの沈没する世界の残虐行為によってもう奪われることはない

誰もが泣いていて、恐怖に襲われて、先物が粉々になっていた
希望を見ていないだけで、いくつかの思い出が戻ってきている
あなたの声を聞き、別の宇宙からの言葉を慎重に聞きたかった
もう失われないようにして、状況を救おうとする

いつもあなたを愛した、あなたの側に永遠にいてほしかった
あまりにも多くを知っていた過去は、残っている唯一の希望を燃やした
この終わりを望んでいない、あなたは再び未来を書くことができます
愛はこの沈没する世界の残虐行為によってもう奪われることはない

彼らがなぜ私たちにこれらのことをしているのか誰も知らなかった
知性を使い、悪夢から脱出する方法を見つける
幸せになるために、生き残るために望んでいた、この死を否定した
あなたの声が私を導き、この活発な運命を強制する

いつもあなたを愛した、あなたの側に永遠にいてほしかった
あまりにも多くを知っていた過去は、残っている唯一の希望を燃やした
この終わりを望んでいない、あなたは再び未来を書くことができます
愛はこの沈没する世界の残虐行為によってもう奪われることはない

彼はまた私たちを救い、邪悪な人々を罰するために全てを試みた
まず怖かった、あなたが私を助けることを決心するまで
もはや我々を結びつける愛を止めるものはない
あなたの言葉を聞く限り、この幸福は保証されている

Original English text

I always loved you, I wanted to be by your side forever
The past that I have known too much was burning the only hope that remained
I never wanted this end, you can write again the future
Love won't be devoured anymore by the cruelty of this sinking world

Everyone was crying, thoughts invaded by fear, futures being shattered
I wasn't seeing any hope, just some memories that were coming back
I wanted to hear your voice, listen carefully to the words from another universe
To not be lost anymore, then trying to save the situation

I always loved you, I wanted to be by your side forever
The past that I have known too much was burning the only hope that remained
I never wanted this end, you can write again the future
Love won't be devoured anymore by the cruelty of this sinking world

Nobody knew why they were doing these things to us
Using some intelligence and finding a way to escape from the nightmare
I denied this death, I wanted to survive, to be happy
Your voice is guiding me, forcing this lively fate to exist

I always loved you, I wanted to be by your side forever
The past that I have known too much was burning the only hope that remained
I never wanted this end, you can write again the future
Love won't be devoured anymore by the cruelty of this sinking world

He also tried everything to save us, and to punish the evil people
I was scared first, until you decided to help me
Nothing will stop the love uniting us anymore
As long I can listen to your words, this happiness will be assured

And French adaptation!

Je t'ai toujours aimé, j'aurais aimé être à jamais à tes côtés
Le passé que j'ai trop bien connu brûlait le seul espoir qu'il me restait
Je n'ai jamais voulu de cette fin, mais tu peux réécrire le futur cependant
L'amour ne sera plus dévoré par la cruauté d'un monde coulant

Tout le monde pleurait, les pensées envahies par la peur, les futurs se fracturant
Je ne voyais aucun espoir, juste quelques souvenirs revenant
Je voulais entendre ta voix, entendre depuis un autre univers tes mots avec précaution
Pour ne plus être perdue, puis tenter de sauver la situation

Je t'ai toujours aimé, j'aurais aimé être à jamais à tes côtés
Le passé que j'ai trop bien connu brûlait le seul espoir qu'il me restait
Je n'ai jamais voulu de cette fin, mais tu peux réécrire le futur cependant
L'amour ne sera plus dévoré par la cruauté d'un monde coulant

Personne ne savait pourquoi ils nous faisaient ces choses en réalité
Utiliser notre intelligence pour trouver un moyen de s'échapper de cette peur
J'ai refusé cette mort, je voulais survivre, retrouver le bonheur
Ta voix me guide, forçant ce vif destin à exister

Je t'ai toujours aimé, j'aurais aimé être à jamais à tes côtés
Le passé que j'ai trop bien connu brûlait le seul espoir qu'il me restait
Je n'ai jamais voulu de cette fin, mais tu peux réécrire le futur cependant
L'amour ne sera plus dévoré par la cruauté d'un monde coulant

Il a tout tenté pour nous sauver, et de punir les méchants
J'avais d'abord peur, jusqu'au moment où tu as décidé de m'aider
Rien n'arrêtera l'amour qui nous unit à présent
Tant que je peux entendre tes mots, ce bonheur sera toujours assuré

Explanations...

Story: I can't tell it without spoiling the game "9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors", so if you have the game, play it, else, watch some let's plays,  then you'll understand the story of the song, and why I classed it as "tragedy" (even if the lyrics feel a bit hopeful).
Music: sweep pad and gated pad by Toxic Biohazard, pluck sequence by T-Force Alpha Plus, lead by Sytrus, chords by Xpand!2. Some heavy trance.

『Hit List』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170425-00520
LIN (full) : 「598 621 108」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170425-000644
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 11/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

忘れたい思いでいっぱい痛みと悲しみの思い出
心は怒りと憎しみで溢れていたが、もう慈悲は存在しなかった
平和的にしか暮らしたくない無実の人々の叫び声
これらの悲惨な言葉がひとつの願いで再会されたことをまだ聞いている

絶望して泣いていた妹は、まだこれらの人々の顔を覚えている
彼らはあなたをあまりにも傷つけた、あなたの魂を救いたがっていた
復讐の気持ちが私を侵し、今まで感じたこと以外の感覚よりも強い
決してあなたを彼らの地獄の悪夢に連れて行きたい悪を許されない

忘れたい思いでいっぱい痛みと悲しみの思い出
心は怒りと憎しみで溢れていたが、もう慈悲は存在しなかった
平和的にしか暮らしたくない無実の人々の叫び声
これらの悲惨な言葉がひとつの願いで再会されたことをまだ聞いている

彼女はまだ残っている唯一の希望で立って、私の名前を呼んでいた
彼らはあまりにも苦しんだが、彼らの精神は救われなければならない
この運命が自分の利己主義によって崩壊する前に、あなたと永遠になりたかった
それからこの小さな笑顔を見て、あなたの幸せを感じることができます

依然として恐れと戦って、このような自由を求めている
誰も発見できなかった真実を見つけるまで
彼らは最終的に罠に落ちた、彼らの謝罪には遅すぎる
彼らの目が深い暗闇の中で終わり、後悔している

Original English text

Painful and sorrowful memories full of thoughts that I want to forget
The heart was overflowing with rage and hatred, the mercy wasn't existing anymore
These screaming voices of innocent people who only wanted to peacefully live
I'm still hearing these heartbreaking words reunited in a single wish

Little sister who was crying in despair, still remembering about the faces of these people
They were hurting you too much, I wanted to save your soul
A feeling of revenge invaded me, stronger than another sensation I have ever felt
I'll never forgive the evil who wanted to bring you into their hellish nightmare

Painful and sorrowful memories full of thoughts that I want to forget
The heart was overflowing with rage and hatred, the mercy wasn't existing anymore
These screaming voices of innocent people who only wanted to peacefully live
I'm still hearing these heartbreaking words reunited in a single wish

She was still calling my name, standing with the only hope that remained
They have too much suffered but their spirits have to be relieved
I wanted to be forever with you before this fate gets shattered by their selfishness
Then I'll be able to see this little smile and feel your happiness

I'm still searching for this freedom that was so much desired, fighting against the fears
Until finding the truth that nobody else was able to discover
They were finally falling into the trap, it's too late for their apologizes
Before their eyes close in the deepest darkness and regrets

And French adaptation!

Souvenirs de chagrin et de douleur remplis de pensées que je souhaite oublier
Le cœur débordant de rage et de haine, il n'y avait plus la moindre pitié
Ces voix de gens innocents qui hurlaient alors qu'ils souhaitaient juste vivre en paix
J'entends encore leurs mots déchirants réunis en un seul souhait

Petite sœur qui pleurait de désespoir, se souvenant encore des visages de ces gens
Ils te faisaient tellement mal, alors que je voulais te sauver
Un sentiment de vengeance m'a envahie, plus forte que toute autre sensation que j'ai sentie jusqu'à présent
Je ne pardonnerai jamais le mal qui a voulu dans son cauchemar infernal t'emmener

Souvenirs de chagrin et de douleur remplis de pensées que je souhaite oublier
Le cœur débordant de rage et de haine, il n'y avait plus la moindre pitié
Ces voix de gens innocents qui hurlaient alors qu'ils souhaitaient juste vivre en paix
J'entends encore leurs mots déchirants réunis en un seul souhait

Elle appelait encore mon nom, restant avec le seul espoir qu'il lui restait
Ils ont bien trop souffert mais leurs esprits doivent être soulagés
Je voulais à jamais être avec toi avant que leur égoïsme ne fissure ce destin
Je serai capable de revoir ce petit visage et ressentir ton bonheur enfin

Je cherche encore, combattant contre mes peurs, cette liberté tant désirée
Jusqu'à trouver la vérité que personne d'autre n'a pu percer
Ils tombaient alors finalement dans le piège, pour eux il est trop tard pour s'excuser
Avant que leurs yeux ne se ferment dans les plus profonds ténèbres et regrets

Explanations...

Story: A woman who decided to hunt down and kill the people who hurt and killed her sister (and maybe other people).
Music: pads by Toxic Biohazard, lead with Xpand!2. This is a very simple melody.

『Leida』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170424-00519
LIN (full) : 「598 620 191」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170424-000643
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 1/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

暗いところで消える前に、後悔の影に落ちる赤い花びら
あなたの幸せを望んでいたが、私の目の前でこの運命が砕かれているのを見た
彼女を見ていたこの男は、ついに私を傷つける未来を止めた
彼はこれらの人生を終了するだけで永遠にこの女性と一緒にいたかった

鮮血がゆっくりと流れている間、意識は覚醒し続けた
憎しみは私の思考の各断片を侵略し、とても苦しんでいた
この男がこの世界から消えていくのを見たいと思っていた
あなたは彼女を元通りに戻すために私に報復する唯一の人でした

あなたの心は静かに留まるために彼女に向かってあまりにも多くの感情を持った
いつあなたが私を崇拝したか、何ができるかを知っている
「この邪悪な男は罰せられなければならなかった、これは彼の最後の瞬間になるでしょう」
もし彼が再びあなたを傷つけるなら、決して許されない...

暗いところで消える前に、後悔の影に落ちる赤い花びら
あなたの幸せを望んでいたが、私の目の前でこの運命が砕かれているのを見た
彼女を見ていたこの男は、ついに私を傷つける未来を止めた
彼はこれらの人生を終了するだけで永遠にこの女性と一緒にいたかった

鮮血がゆっくりと流れている間、意識は覚醒し続けた
憎しみは私の思考の各断片を侵略し、とても苦しんでいた
この男がこの世界から消えていくのを見たいと思っていた
あなたは彼女を元通りに戻すために私に報復する唯一の人でした

それからこれらの言葉を聞いて、精神に恐ろしい傷を残した
「彼女はそんな怪物で、すぐにあなた自身の損失になるでしょう」
彼女があなたを避けている間、憎しみは燃えていた
しかし、彼が死ぬとあなたは再び幸せになり安心している

あなたの思考は歪んだ書かれた言葉のために絶望によって腐った
あなたが彼女をどれほど愛していても、全てが永遠に失われたよう
彼の流れる鮮血と痛みは私の憎しみを落ち着かせるのに十分でした
幾分幸せだったが、何かがまだ私の期待を超えていた

「あなたはこの男を殺すことができますよね？私たちはまだ友達ですよね？」
あなたが愛した女性を完全に信じていることは分かっている
私たちの魂が空の白い雲の向こうに再会されるとき
あなたを私の腕の中に迎え、最高のことが起こることを願って

Original English text

Red petals falling into the shadows of the regrets, before disappearing in the darkness
I wanted your happiness, only to see this fate being shattered in front of my eyes
This man that was looking at her, finally stopped the future to hurt me
He wanted to end these lives, just to be with this woman forever

Consciousness stayed awake in the pain while fresh blood was slowly flowing
The hatred invaded each fragment of my thoughts, I was so much suffering
I wanted to see this man being erased from this world
You were the only person to avenge me to get her back

Your heart had too many feelings towards her to stay silent
I know at what point you also adored me, what was possible to do
"This evil man had to be punished, this will be his final moment"
If he would hurt you again, I would never forgive him...

Red petals falling into the shadows of the regrets, before disappearing in the darkness
I wanted your happiness, only to see this fate being shattered in front of my eyes
This man that was looking at her, finally stopped the future to hurt me
He wanted to end these lives, just to be with this woman forever

Consciousness stayed awake in the pain while fresh blood was slowly flowing
The hatred invaded each fragment of my thoughts, I was so much suffering
I wanted to see this man being erased from this world
You were the only person to avenge me to get her back

Then I heard these words, leaving behind horrible wounds in the spirit
"She is such a monstruosity and soon will be your own loss"
Hatred was burning within, while she was avoiding you
But if he dies, you will both be happy again and I'll be relieved

Your thoughts were rotten by despair, just because of distorted written words
No matters how much you loved her, everything seemed to be forever lost
His flowing fresh blood and pain were enough to calm my hatred down
I felt somewhat happy, but something was still beyond my expectations

"You can kill this man right? We are still friends, right?"
I know that you completely trust the woman you adored
When our souls will be reunited beyond the white clouds in the sky
I'll greet you into my arms and hope for the best to happen

And French adaptation!

Les pétales rouges tombant dans les ombres des regrets, avant de disparaître dans l'obscurité
Je voulais ton bonheur, seulement pour ne voir ce destin devant mes yeux que se fissurer
Cet homme qui la regardait, pour nuire à mon futur l'a arrêté
Il voulait mettre un terme à nos vies, juste pour être à jamais à ses côtés

La conscience encore éveillée dans la douleur alors que le sang frais coule doucement
La haine a envahi chaque fragment de mes pensées, je souffrais tellement
Je voulais voir cet homme de ce monde effacé
Tu étais la seule personne pour me venger et qui pourrait la récupérer

Ton cœur portait trop de sentiments envers elle pour rester dans le silence
Je sais à quel point de m'as aussi adorée, ce que tu pouvais faire pour ma vengeance
"Ce seront les derniers instants de ce méchant homme qui devra être sanctionné"
S'il venait à te faire du mal encore, jamais je ne pourrai le lui pardonner...

Les pétales rouges tombant dans les ombres des regrets, avant de disparaître dans l'obscurité
Je voulais ton bonheur, seulement pour ne voir ce destin devant mes yeux que se fissurer
Cet homme qui la regardait, pour nuire à mon futur l'a arrêté
Il voulait mettre un terme à nos vies, juste pour être à jamais à ses côtés

La conscience encore éveillée dans la douleur alors que le sang frais coule doucement
La haine a envahi chaque fragment de mes pensées, je souffrais tellement
Je voulais voir cet homme de ce monde effacé
Tu étais la seule personne pour me venger et qui pourrait la récupérer

Alors j'ai entendu ces mots, laissant mon esprit horriblement meurtri
"Elle est un tel monstre et elle te mènera jusqu'à ta propre perte un jour"
Alors qu'elle tentait de t'éviter, la haine grandit en moi toujours
Mais s'il meurt, vous serez de nouveau heureuses et vous soulagerez mon esprit

Tes pensées étaient pourries par le désespoir, juste à cause de mots écrits déformés
Peu importe combien tu l'aimais, tout semblait être perdu à jamais
Son sang frais coulant et sa douleur étaient assez pour m'apaiser
J'étais un peu heureuse, mais je sentais que tout n'allait pas comme je le souhaitais

"Tu peux tuer cet homme, pas vrai ? On est encore amies, pas vrai ?"
Je savais que tu faisais aveuglément confiance à la femme que tu adorais
Quand au-delà des nuages blancs dans le ciel nos âmes seront ralliées
Je t'accueillerai dans mes bras et espérerai que le meilleur puisse arriver

Explanations...

Story: this is the (very late) answer to the song "SELENIA", where a woman killed a boy rival because of some words written on a letter (inter alia). But actually... This is not the only reason. Behind all of this, there was another woman (now dead), who was friend with both of the other girls in the story. Just friend, not really lover. She is not the yandere but yeah, she is quite evil. Because of all what the boy did, including killing her, Leida wants now revenge and asks to the other yandere (Selenia) to kill the boy. Just for revenge. Just it.
(Yeah, clearly inspired from "Dear Mariko", but since I changed the genders of some characters and a bit the story... Well I had to change for "Leida" as well. Actually, Leida is inspired from the character "Liddy" (Selenia was from "Shinku" (this is NOT Mariko!!!)). And the truth is pretty messed up. I did what I could for understanding!)
Music: no compatibility patch under 12.4.2 b33. Pads (gated and sweep pad) by Toxic Biohazard, metallic pluck by Autogun (and this is the same preset as in "SELENIA"!) and lead with Transistor Bass. And the Slayer near the end. I really enjoyed working on this song.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

Sorry for the lack of news recently, the last one was still the reveal for the April Fools and since I haven't posted anything but songs. I also had to cancel the piapro upload for "Orchid Orchestra" since the website showed as being a bit drunk the evening I posted?

News about the incident, that also impacts "Night Angels" album. On Wednesday, 80% of my total files were being copied and it is now in a less complicated folder architecture (Users files, there are just some huge files, but we are seeing the end of the "retrieve copy" that began almost 2 months ago!). All of the production files including the .veg files (that are very very separated from all the other production material, because they are in my "Documents" folder) were copied. In what status exactly, I don't know, but I already prepared a huge tab for retrieving the files and knowing what ones are available. I don't estimate the come back of the files before or next week or beginning/mid May. That means "Laura" and "Night Angels" will be stuck as "demo = album versions". As for the song "Eve", I hesitate to make a modification (not extension type though), but else, same status. All other songs can possibly be modified like usual. I already have some ideas about the songs I'm going to correct. This will be done in the week-end. And promised, I save on the "copy hard drive" in same time!

Next week, I have a big schedule. Song everyday except for the Thursday. So here is the list of the songs that will be published for next week.

MONDAY 24TH

Leida (feat. IA -ROCKS-)

Actually this is a (very late) answer to the song "SELENIA". Remember what I told you about the origins of "SELENIA"? The game "Dear Mariko"? Well, few months ago, the author of the game published an alternative ending (that is pretty messed up by the way, I won't spoil). So let's try doing this into a song?

TUESDAY 25TH

Hit List (feat. Gahata Meiji -Lilith-)

Maybe a yangire song, long time I haven't made one of those... Recently made some yandere songs but...

WEDNESDAY 26TH

Escape Route (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)

No idea about this one.

FRIDAY 28TH

LACRIMIA (feat. Lily)

For this song this is quite complicated because I had an idea of story but I had to abandon it because... This was not my style. So I'll take a few more time to think about it. There are some chances to get a high age warning for this one (maybe not as far as "Anti-Birth", at least I hope?).

SATURDAY 29TH

Bitterness (feat. Yuzuki Yukari)

No idea about this one either.

SUNDAY 30TH

Away from Me (feat. Anna Nyui -vivid-)

Maybe just a tragedy, but, who knows?

So let's try doing this. After that, it will be a week of slow pace (because I have my exams) and after... Medium pace. Yeah, finally decided! Many chances that you get almost 3 or 4 songs a week, because I seriously need to rest. I'll make an effort for the next week, but working against our own health is no good either. Actually that more hurts. But since I really love working on songs... I just have to make the right balance between production and resting for the 3 next months.
If you feel very tired, you have some sleep problems and you have a "not-job" schedule... Don't do like me. Rest. For your sake.

Nynthixia

『Orchid Orchestra』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170420-00509
LIN (full) : 「598 616 402」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170420-000630
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 9/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

日差しに隠れて、朗らかな声が聞こえている
まだ壊れやすい、美しく服を着た、他人から見られることなく
これらの愛の言葉と深い感情があなたに届くの？
沈黙はこの中の暖かい炎を決して奪うことはない

彼らの思考を恐れていたが、この運命について確信している
誰もが否定で生きているが、まだ理想を見ていると感じている
あなたの目はついに私を見て、希望と幸福でいっぱいの凝視
この瞬間が来るのを待っていて、悲しみから私を引き離してしまった

日差しに隠れて、朗らかな声が聞こえている
まだ壊れやすい、美しく服を着た、他人から見られることなく
これらの愛の言葉と深い感情があなたに届くの？
沈黙はこの中の暖かい炎を決して奪うことはない

Original English text

Hidden from the sunlight, a melodious voice can still be listened to
Still fragile, beautifully dressed, without being seen from the others
Can these words of love and these deep feelings reach you?
The silence will never take away this warm flame within

I was afraid of their thoughts, though I am sure about this fate
Everyone is living in the denial, I feel however that I am still seeing an ideal
Your eyes finally look at me, the gaze full of hope and happiness
I have waited too long for this moment to come and take me away from the sorrow

Hidden from the sunlight, a melodious voice can still be listened to
Still fragile, beautifully dressed, without being seen from the others
Can these words of love and these deep feelings reach you?
The silence will never take away this warm flame within

And French adaptation!

Cachée de la lumière solaire, cette voix mélodieuse que l'on peut écouter
Encore fragile, joliment habillée, sans que les autres ne puissent la regarder
Est-ce que pourront t'atteindre ces mots d'amour et profonds sentiments ?
Le silence ne prendra jamais avec lui cette flamme brûlant

J'avais peur de leurs pensées, même si j'étais sûre de ce destin
Tout le monde vit dans le déni, cependant cet idéal, je continue de le voir
Tes yeux ont fini par me regarder, le regard plein de bonheur et d'espoir
J'ai trop longtemps attendu ce moment pour arriver et emmener avec lui mon chagrin

Cachée de la lumière solaire, cette voix mélodieuse que l'on peut écouter
Encore fragile, joliment habillée, sans que les autres ne puissent la regarder
Est-ce que pourront t'atteindre ces mots d'amour et profonds sentiments ?
Le silence ne prendra jamais avec lui cette flamme brûlant

Explanations...

I know, lyrics are pretty short, but this is what happens when I try to be quite poetic and positive. This is actually pretty cute.
Music: choirs pad by Morphine, gated pad by Toxic Biohazard, pluck by T-Force Alpha Plus, string lead by Sakura, some beats were made with Xpand!2.

NOTE

Due to a technical problem, piapro and Tmbox uploads were not performed.
Tmbox upload is delayed, the piapro one is cancelled. Sorry about the inconvenience.

『Running and Ailing』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope DDLY Dynamic Delay
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170417-00508
LIN (full) : 「598 615 383」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170419-000629
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 4/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

憎しみの感情を静めるために、いくつかの愛を検索している
彼らが聞いている声を黙らせ、幸福を願う
慈悲もなく、後悔もなく、意識の目が空いている
時間の感覚を失った負傷した精神だけが残っている

彼女が苦しんでいる傷や傷は、自分の狂気に追いやられる
彼女の道に入ることを試みる人は、地面に戻った
影の後ろの目で読むことができる狂気の感情
この愛を溺死させた絶望の中で、彼女はまだ病気で走っている

彼女の笑顔を見て、心の中で強い共鳴を作り出していた
管理を失うという最も深刻な恐怖に対して戦おうとしている間
怒りと人生への障害を取り除く決意をもって
女の子は再び叫んで、必死に助けを求めている

彼女が苦しんでいる傷や傷は、自分の狂気に追いやられる
彼女の道に入ることを試みる人は、地面に戻った
影の後ろの目で読むことができる狂気の感情
この愛を溺死させた絶望の中で、彼女はまだ病気で走っている

悲しみは再びお会いするために、任意の希望もなく私の心を壊した
花びらが落ちる前に、あなたが保っていた花を守ろうとした
暗闇の中で完全に崩壊する前に、この痛みを取り除きたいと思った
風が私の想いを燃やして、激しい怒りの炎になった

翼がなければ、あなたが隠れている空に加わることができない
もう罪悪感を感じたくはない、本当にこれを感じる必要はない
この白い肌は赤い鮮血が静脈から流出して染色された
彼らは私を控えたいが、誰かがこの失われた意識を導くでしょう

彼女が苦しんでいる傷や傷は、自分の狂気に追いやられる
彼女の道に入ることを試みる人は、地面に戻った
影の後ろの目で読むことができる狂気の感情
この愛を溺死させた絶望の中で、彼女はまだ病気で走っている

悲しみは再びお会いするために、任意の希望もなく私の心を壊した
花びらが落ちる前に、あなたが保っていた花を守ろうとした
暗闇の中で完全に崩壊する前に、この痛みを取り除きたいと思った
風が私の想いを燃やして、激しい怒りの炎になった

翼がなければ、あなたが隠れている空に加わることができない
もう罪悪感を感じたくはない、本当にこれを感じる必要はない
この白い肌は赤い鮮血が静脈から流出して染色された
彼らは私を控えたいが、誰かがこの失われた意識を導くでしょう

Original English text

Searching for few love to calm down their feelings of hatred
To silence the voices that they are hearing, to hope for happiness
Without any mercy, without any regrets, eyes empty of consciousness
Only a wounded spirit that has lost the sense of the time is remaining

The scars and wounds that she is suffering from, driven to her own madness
The persons trying to get in her way returned back into the ground
The feeling of insanity that can be read in the eyes, behind the shadow
In the despair that drowned this love, she is still sick and running

Looking at her smile was creating a strong resonance in the heart
While trying to fight against the most deep fears of losing the control
With the fury and the determination to get rid of the obstacles to the life
The girl is screaming again, desperately asking for help

The scars and wounds that she is suffering from, driven to her own madness
The persons trying to get in her way returned back into the ground
The feeling of insanity that can be read in the eyes, behind the shadow
In the despair that drowned this love, she is still sick and running

Grief broke my heart, without any hope to see you again
I tried to protect the flower you were keeping, before the petals fell
I wanted to get rid of this pain, before completely collapsing in the darkness
Wind is burning my thoughts, became an intense flame of rage

Without wings, I won't be able to join the sky where you are hiding
I don't want to feel guilty anymore, I don't really have to feel this
This white skin stained with the red fresh blood flowing out of the veins
They want to refrain me, but someone else will guide this lost consciousness

The scars and wounds that she is suffering from, driven to her own madness
The persons trying to get in her way returned back into the ground
The feeling of insanity that can be read in the eyes, behind the shadow
In the despair that drowned this love, she is still sick and running

Grief broke my heart, without any hope to see you again
I tried to protect the flower you were keeping, before the petals fell
I wanted to get rid of this pain, before completely collapsing in the darkness
Wind is burning my thoughts, became an intense flame of rage

Without wings, I won't be able to join the sky where you are hiding
I don't want to feel guilty anymore, I don't really have to feel this
This white skin stained with the red fresh blood flowing out of the veins
They want to refrain me, but someone else will guide this lost consciousness

And French adaptation!

Cherchant un peu d'amour pour calmer ses haineux sentiments
Pour faire taire les voix qu'ils entendent, espérer le bonheur
Les yeux vidés de conscience, sans regrets, sans cœur
Ne demeure plus que seul un esprit blessé qui a perdu le sens du temps

Les cicatrices et les blessures qui l'ont conduite à sa propre folie, dont elle a souffert
Les personnes qui tentent de se mettre en travers de sa route retournant en poussière
Dans ses yeux derrière une ombre, ce sentiment de folie peut se lire
Dans le désespoir ayant noyé cet amour, encore malade et continuant de courir

Regarder son sourire créait une forte résonance dans son cœur
Afin de ne pas perdre le contrôle, elle se bat contre ses plus intenses peurs
Avec la furie et la détermination de se débarrasser des obstacles à sa vie
La fille demande désespérément de l'aide incessamment crie

Les cicatrices et les blessures qui l'ont conduite à sa propre folie, dont elle a souffert
Les personnes qui tentent de se mettre en travers de sa route retournant en poussière
Dans ses yeux derrière une ombre, ce sentiment de folie peut se lire
Dans le désespoir ayant noyé cet amour, encore malade et continuant de courir

Le chagrin a brisé mon cœur, te revoir m'est désormais hors de portée
J'ai tenté de protéger la fleur que tu tenais, avant que les pétales ne soient tombés
Je voulais me débarrasser de cette douleur, avant de complétement m'effondrer dans l'obscurité
Le vent s'enflamme en rage, brûlant mes pensées

Sans ailes, je ne pourrai plus rejoindre le ciel où tu te cachais
Je ne veux plus ressentir cette culpabilité, je n'ai plus à sentir cette peine
Cette peau blanche tâchée par le sang frais rouge coulant de mes veines
Ils veulent me retenir, mais quelqu'un d'autre guidera cette conscience égarée

Les cicatrices et les blessures qui l'ont conduite à sa propre folie, dont elle a souffert
Les personnes qui tentent de se mettre en travers de sa route retournant en poussière
Dans ses yeux derrière une ombre, ce sentiment de folie peut se lire
Dans le désespoir ayant noyé cet amour, encore malade et continuant de courir

Le chagrin a brisé mon cœur, te revoir m'est désormais hors de portée
J'ai tenté de protéger la fleur que tu tenais, avant que les pétales ne soient tombés
Je voulais me débarrasser de cette douleur, avant de complétement m'effondrer dans l'obscurité
Le vent s'enflamme en rage, brûlant mes pensées

Sans ailes, je ne pourrai plus rejoindre le ciel où tu te cachais
Je ne veux plus ressentir cette culpabilité, je n'ai plus à sentir cette peine
Cette peau blanche tâchée par le sang frais rouge coulant de mes veines
Ils veulent me retenir, mais quelqu'un d'autre guidera cette conscience égarée

Explanations...

Because we all agree that yanderes are really ill people in their heads, right? You know it.
I first intended to make the fast bridge one octave lower to give a sort of schizophrenic effect, but IA doesn't sing very well on these notes so... But at least, you know this detail now! (And yes if you really want to know, people with this disorder can have a monotone talking and disorganized thoughts (it's not just a story of split personnality or hallucinating))
Who is who? A bit difficult because there are several point of views. The fast parts are from the point of view of the yandere herself, for sure. But the others... Maybe some witnesses.
And don't even try singing (at least in Japanese) the fast parts, I don't think this is humanly possible...
Music: continuous pluck by Harmless, simple supersaw pluck by Xpand!2... All the rest is Harmor. I don't know how to qualify this electro to be honest... This is so unclassifiable!

『Killing Shadows』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170413-00507
LIN (full) : 「598 609 994」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170414-000627
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 2/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

闇の中に投獄され、思考と思い出は霊から退いた
恐怖を抑圧しようとしても、まだ前進することはできない
怒りと悲しみ以外の何も感じない、背後を見ていない
内のこの灼熱感を除いて、何も覚えていない

状況を垣間見ることなく全てが速すぎた
夢からではなく、錯覚からではなく、何も知らなかった
ちょうど癒されない痛みについて彼女の言葉を聞いた
この小さな狂った声は、いつでも私を嫌がらせしていた

闇の中に投獄され、思考と思い出は霊から退いた
恐怖を抑圧しようとしても、まだ前進することはできない
怒りと悲しみ以外の何も感じない、背後を見ていない
内のこの灼熱感を除いて、何も覚えていない

沈黙は断片的に粉々になって、私の考えを取り除きた
彼女はどんな気持ちも無視してこの女性が危険だと言った
この狂気に耳を傾けようとしなかったが、痛みはより強くなっていた
それから、この影が私の持つ全てを消していくのを見た

恐怖で圧倒され、もはや何をすべきかを知らずに
絶望と涙に溺れている間、希望がなくなった
決してあなたを救うことができなかった、彼女は十分な時間を与えなかったので
もし私が罰せられるならば、この拷問を永遠に取り除くでしょう...

Original English text

Imprisoned in the darkness, the thoughts and memories retired from the spirit
Trying to repress the fears, I can't still move forward
Feeling nothing more than wrath and grief, while not looking behind
I don't remember anything, except for this burning sensation within

Everything happened too fast without having any glimpse on the situation
I didn't know anything, not from a dream, not from an illusion
I just heard her words about a pain that couldn't be healed
This little insane voice was harassing me at any moment

Imprisoned in the darkness, the thoughts and memories retired from the spirit
Trying to repress the fears, I can't still move forward
Feeling nothing more than wrath and grief, while not looking behind
I don't remember anything, except for this burning sensation within

Silence has been shattered into pieces, taking away my thoughts with it
She was saying that this woman was dangerous while ignoring any feelings
I tried to not listen to this madness, but the pain was becoming more intense
Then I saw this shadow coming to erase everything I had

Oppressed by the fears, without even knowing what to do anymore
The hope was gone, while I was drowning into the despair and the tears
I was never able to save you, because she wouldn't give enough time
If I had to be punished, I'll get rid of this torture forever...

And French adaptation!

Emprisonnée dans les ténèbres, les pensées et souvenirs me sont retirés
J'essaie de réprimer mes peurs, mais je ne peux toujours pas avancer
Ne sentant rien de plus que la colère et le chagrin, sans regarder derrière moi
Je ne me souviens de rien, sauf de cette sensation brûlante en moi

Tout est arrivé trop vite sans que je n'aie eu le temps de remarquer la situation
Je ne savais rien, ni d'un rêve, ni même d'une illusion
J'ai juste entendu ses mots à propos d'une douleur ne pouvant être soignée
Cette petite voix folle qui à tout moment ne cessait de me harceler

Emprisonnée dans les ténèbres, les pensées et souvenirs me sont retirés
J'essaie de réprimer mes peurs, mais je ne peux toujours pas avancer
Ne sentant rien de plus que la colère et le chagrin, sans regarder derrière moi
Je ne me souviens de rien, sauf de cette sensation brûlante en moi

Le silence a été brisé en morceaux, emmenant avec lui mes pensées
Elle disait que cette femme était un danger, en ignorant mes sentiments
J'ai essayé de ne pas écouter cette folie, mais la douleur s'est intensifiée
Quand j'ai vu cette ombre effacer tout ce que j'avais à présent

Oppressée par les peurs, sans savoir que faire désormais
Alors que je me noyais dans les larmes et le désespoir, l'espoir s'était envolé
Parce qu'elle ne m'a pas donné assez de temps, je ne pouvais pas te sauver
Si je devais être punie, je me débarrasserai de cette torture à jamais...

Explanations...

Just to warn: this is NOT yandere. It really looks like yandere, but it's not (that explains why still forbidden on piapro). The heroine has just a split personnality, but that's all.
Music: pad by PoiZone, leads by Morphine.

『Ortensia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170409-00506
LIN (full) : 「598 606 706」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170411-000626
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 3/16

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

過去の壊れた約束からの冷たい空気の中の言葉
作った錯覚を打ち砕いて嘘をついて明らかにした
私の中の幸福のこの壊れやすい感覚は小さな断片に砕かれ始めた
世界を散乱されている瀕死の花から落ちる花びらのよう

これらの苦しい言葉を聞くことさえ理解したくはないでした
この現実を受け入れたことはないでしたが、それを認めなければなりませんでした
あなたは彼がただの友達だと言ったけど、それは嘘だよね？
この人はあまりにも重要です、あなたは彼を失うことを恐れた

過去の壊れた約束からの冷たい空気の中の言葉
作った錯覚を打ち砕いて嘘をついて明らかにした
私の中の幸福のこの壊れやすい感覚は小さな断片に砕かれ始めた
世界を散乱されている瀕死の花から落ちる花びらのよう

この憎しみはより速くより速く成長していた、私の思考は混乱していた
精神が窒息していた、全てを失うと感じた
この男を殺すと、残っている唯一の友人になりますよね？
あなたの嘘は砕け散って、あなたに満足してくれるでしょう

何も許されず、何も本当に止めることはできなかった
彼の魂が飛んでいる間、この残りの体はまだ地上で眠っていた
私があなたに戻ったとき、この嫌な感覚が消えていないと感じた
あなたに最後の別れを伝える時間さえなかった...

Original English text

Words in a cold air from broken promises in the past
Revealed through a lie breaking down the illusion that I built
This fragile sensation of happiness within me began being shattered into little pieces
As the falling petals from a dying flower that are being scattered through the world

I never wanted to understand, not even listening to these painful words
I never accepted this reality, but was forced to admit it
You said he was just a friend, but it's a lie right?
This person is too much important, you were afraid to lose him

Words in a cold air from broken promises in the past
Revealed through a lie breaking down the illusion that I built
This fragile sensation of happiness within me began being shattered into little pieces
As the falling petals from a dying flower that are being scattered through the world

This hatred was growing faster and faster, my thoughts were confused
Spirit was suffocating, I felt that I would lose everything
If I kill this man, I will be the only friend remaining, right?
Your lies will be shattered into pieces, then I'll be happy with you

Nothing could be forgiven, nothing could really be stopped
While his soul is flying, this remaining body was still sleeping on the ground
When I came back to you, I felt that this hateful sensation didn't disappear
I didn't even have the time to tell you a last farewell...

And French adaptation!

Les mots dans un air glacé de promesses brisées dans le passé
Révélées à travers un mensonge brisant l'illusion que je m'étais bâtie
La fragile sensation de bonheur en moi a commencé à être brisée
Comme les pétales tombant d'une fleur mourante partout dans le monde éparpillées

Je n'ai jamais voulu comprendre, ni même ces pénibles mots, je n'ai jamais voulu l'écouter
Je n'ai jamais accepté cette réalité, mais je n'ai pas eu d'autre choix que de l'admettre cependant
Tu disais qu'il n'était juste un ami, mais tout ceci n'est qu'un mensonge pas vrai ?
Tu avais juste peur de la perdre parce que pour toi il était très important

Les mots dans un air glacé de promesses brisées dans le passé
Révélées à travers un mensonge brisant l'illusion que je m'étais bâtie
La fragile sensation de bonheur en moi a commencé à être brisée
Comme les pétales tombant d'une fleur mourante partout dans le monde éparpillées

La haine en moi grandissait de plus en plus vite, la confusion avait envahi mes pensées
Mon esprit suffoquait, j'ai senti que j'allais perdre tout ce que j'avais
Si je tue cet homme, je serai la seule amie qu'il te reste, pas vrai ?
Tes mensonges seront réduits en morceaux, avec toi mon bonheur deviendra réalité

Rien ne pouvait être pardonné, rien ne pouvait vraiment être arrêté
Alors que son âme s'est envolée, son corps restant sur le sol dormait
Lorsque je suis revenue à toi, j'ai senti que cette détestable sensation ne s'était pas évaporée
Même un seul au revoir, je n'ai pas eu le temps de te le crier...

Explanations...

Originally I had to air this yesterday evening but things didn't happen like I expected, so here it is in the morning. Well, morning, only in France since it's afternoon in Japan.
Music: pad by Sytrus (new yummy food for this synth by the way!), gated pad by Toxic Biohazard, lead by Xpand!2.
Story: that isn't said in the song is that the heroine actually kidnapped her rival and blackmailed her lover by saying if she was caring more about her, she wouldn't kill the man. Pretty good censoring, right? (No, actually, that's because I didn't really know how to put it with the current lyrics, so now you know the details.)

『Rainfalls』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170406-00505
LIN (full) : 「598 603 743」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170408-000625
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Running and Ailing - TRACK 5/16

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

 

Japanese lyrics

忠実な魂によって美しさを反映した輝く目
信じられないほどの笑い声とこれらの不当な言葉にもかかわらず
外観は間違っている、この世界はただの錯覚である
忘却の中で消え去る前に、何の意味もなく夢の上に建てられた

悲しみに溺れている    内の激しい痛みと戦って
錯覚よりも強い    それを幻滅に打ち砕く

涙が何度も流れている    この話は終わりです
しかし、まだあきらめない    降雨のような感情

たとえあなたがそれを言いたくないとしても、まだ理解している
あなたのこの表現は嘘ではない、実際にこの感覚をよく知っている
あなたは私が傷つけるだろうと思ったが、もう何もない
まだ希望が残っている限り、崩壊しない

悲しみに溺れている    内の激しい痛みと戦って
錯覚よりも強い    それを幻滅に打ち砕く

涙が何度も流れている    この話は終わりです
しかし、まだあきらめない    降雨のような感情

悲しみに溺れている    内の激しい痛みと戦って
錯覚よりも強い    それを幻滅に打ち砕く

涙が何度も流れている    この話は終わりです
しかし、まだあきらめない    降雨のような感情

Original English text

Sparkling eyes reflecting the beauty through their loyal souls
Despite the deceptive smiles and these untruthful words
Appearances are mistaken, this world is just an illusion
Built on a dream without any sense before vanishing in the oblivion

Drowning in the sadness
Fighting against the intense pain within
I am stronger than the illusion
Breaking it into a disillusion

Tears are flowing again and again
This story comes to an end
But I refuse to give up yet
Feelings stabbing like rainfalls

Even if you don't dare saying it, I still understand
This expression of yours that can't lie, I actually know too well this sensation
You thought I would be hurt but this is nothing anymore
I won't collapse as long I still have some hope remaining

Drowning in the sadness
Fighting against the intense pain within
I am stronger than the illusion
Breaking it into a disillusion

Tears are flowing again and again
This story comes to an end
But I refuse to give up yet
Feelings stabbing like rainfalls

Drowning in the sadness
Fighting against the intense pain within
I am stronger than the illusion
Breaking it into a disillusion

Tears are flowing again and again
This story comes to an end
But I refuse to give up yet
Feelings stabbing like rainfalls

And French adaptation!

Les yeux brillants reflétant à travers leurs âmes loyales la beauté
Malgré les sourires trompeurs et les mots mensongers
Les apparences sont trompeuses, ce monde n'est qu'illusion
Qui avant de s'évanouir dans l'oubli, était construit sur un rêve sans fondations

Me noyant dans le chagrin
Combattant contre la douleur intense enfin
Je suis plus forte que l'illusion
La brisant en désillusion

Les larmes continuent de couler sans fin
Cette histoire arrive à sa fin
Mais je refuse d'abandonner cependant
Comme la pluie qui poignarde, ces sentiments

Même si tu n'oses pas le dire, je le comprends
Cette expression qui ne peut mentir, je connais cette sensation que trop bien
Tu pensais que je serais blessée mais ce n'est plus rien
Tant qu'il me reste de l'espoir, je ne m'effondrerai pas maintenant

Me noyant dans le chagrin
Combattant contre la douleur intense enfin
Je suis plus forte que l'illusion
La brisant en désillusion

Les larmes continuent de couler sans fin
Cette histoire arrive à sa fin
Mais je refuse d'abandonner cependant
Comme la pluie qui poignarde, ces sentiments

Me noyant dans le chagrin
Combattant contre la douleur intense enfin
Je suis plus forte que l'illusion
La brisant en désillusion

Les larmes continuent de couler sans fin
Cette histoire arrive à sa fin
Mais je refuse d'abandonner cependant
Comme la pluie qui poignarde, ces sentiments

Explanations...

Sorry about the waiting, I had no idea for the lyrics but I quickly had the music in my mind.
Music: pop style music. Pads by PoiZone, arp and pluck by Harmor, kicks by Sytrus.

『Re;Boot』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170405-000504
LIN (full) : 「598 601 220」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170406-000624
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 3/18 (Tei) 17/18 (Lily)

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

私を苦しめているこの感情に対する憎しみ
時間の経過とともに感覚が増している、傷が悪化している
あなたが今私を嫌っていることを知っている、間違いを修復するために戻ってみたい
この粉砕された人生の全てを後悔している

いつも真実を伝えることを恐れ、この愛について嘘を言っていた
あなたは離れて実行する前に、私を信じていないかもしれないことを考えて
あなたは叫んでいたこれらの言葉をほとんど聞いていなかった
あたかも私のことを気にかけていないかのように、ただの錯覚のように

私を苦しめているこの感情に対する憎しみ
時間の経過とともに感覚が増している、傷が悪化している
あなたが今私を嫌っていることを知っている、間違いを修復するために戻ってみたい
この粉砕された人生の全てを後悔している

落ち着かない激しい痛みから影の後ろに苦しんでいる
絶望から泣き、痛みは一度も止まらずに続けてた
まだそこに立っていたときに、なぜあなたはこれらの気持ちを持っていたの？
どのような間違いこのような残酷な刑罰に値するために行っているの？

この白い手は、流れていた鮮血で色付けされている
あなたの涙が彼の傷を治そうとしたが、それは遅すぎた
あなたがすでに去ってしまったことを謝罪する時間がなかった
この痛みとこの悲しみに苦しんで、全てを後ろに残すまで...

Original English text

The hatred towards this feeling that kept torturing me
The sensation is growing with the time, the wounds are worsening
I know you are hating me now, I want to go back to repair the mistake
I regret everything even this shattered life

I was always telling lies about this love, too afraid to tell the truth
Thinking that you may never believe me before running away
You were barely listening to these words that I was screaming
As if I was just an illusion, as if you were not caring about me

The hatred towards this feeling that kept torturing me
The sensation is growing with the time, the wounds are worsening
I know you are hating me now, I want to go back to repair the mistake
I regret everything even this shattered life

Suffering behind the shadows from an intense pain that I can't calm down
Crying from despair, the pain continued without stopping even once
Why did you have these feelings for him when I was still standing there?
What mistake I have done to deserve such a cruel punishment?

This white hand is now colored with the fresh blood that was flowing
While your tears tried to heal his wounds, but it was too late
I didn't have the time to make apologizes that you were already gone
I was suffering from this pain and this grief, until leaving everything behind...

And French adaptation!

La haine envers ce sentiment qui n'a cessé de me torturer
La sensation grandit avec le temps, les blessures empirent autant
Je veux réparer cette erreur, même si je sais que tu me hais maintenant
Je regrette tout même cette vie fracturée

Je mentais toujours à propos de cet amour, trop peur de dire la vérité
Pensant que tu ne me croirais jamais et tu t’enfuirais devant moi
Tu écoutais à peine mes mots que je hurlais
Comme si je n'étais qu'une illusion, comme si tu te fichais de moi

La haine envers ce sentiment qui n'a cessé de me torturer
La sensation grandit avec le temps, les blessures empirent autant
Je veux réparer cette erreur, même si je sais que tu me hais maintenant
Je regrette tout même cette vie fracturée

Souffrant derrière les ombres d'une intense douleur que je ne peux calmer
Pleurant de désespoir, la douleur a continué sans jamais s'arrêter
Même si j'étais là, pourquoi ressentais-tu toujours à son égard des sentiments ?
Quelle erreur ai-je pu commettre pour mériter tel châtiment ?

Cette main blanche colorée maintenant par le sang frais coulant
Alors que tes larmes essayaient de le soigner, mais il est trop tard à présent
Je n'ai pas eu le temps pour m'excuser que tu t'étais déjà envolée
Je souffrais de ce chagrin et cette douleur, je laisse tout derrière moi maintenant...

Explanations...

The song with which I have inverted the place with "Black Days", so that means it would be performed by Lily, but because of "Black Days" lyrics, Tei got "Re;Boot" instead.
This was intended to be yandere in any case though.
Music: pad, filtered gated pad and long pluck by PoiZone, lead and short pluck (at the end) by Toxic Biohazard. I had much difficulties with PoiZone presets by the way... Difficult to find some presets sounding right with some other ones...
And this is the last demo for "Night Angels"! Enjoy!

『Until the End』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170402-00503
LIN (full) : 「598 598 882」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170403-000623
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Night Angels - TRACK 6/18

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

私の目の前に立って、目には決意感がいっぱい
それから彼女は笑顔で答えて、全てが大丈夫だと言った

この絶望的な状況でも、あなたが言っていることを信じたい
まだ希望を保ちながら、未来が幸せに満ちているのを見ている

希望を信じて、最後まで
将来のために、最後まで
希望を信じて、最後まで
それからあなたを信頼している...

まで以上に強く、悲しみや痛みを無視することができ
最終的にあなたを見ることができ、永遠に幸せになるかもしれない

あなたの言葉を聞き、これらの悲しい涙を取り除きたい
理解できないほど多くのものを見ましたが、あきらめない

希望を信じて、最後まで
将来のために、最後まで
希望を信じて、最後まで
それからあなたを信頼している...

希望を信じて、最後まで
将来のために、最後まで
希望を信じて、最後まで
それからあなたを信頼している...

Original English text

Standing in front of me, the eyes full of a determination feeling
Then she is answering with a smile, saying that everything is fine

I want to believe what you are saying, even in this desperate situation
Still keeping some hope, still seeing the future full of happiness

Believe in hope, until the end
For future sake, until the end
Believe in hope, until the end
Then I'll trust you...

Able to ignore the grief and the pain, stronger than ever
I can finally see you, and maybe be happy forever

I want to listen your words and get rid of these sorrowful tears
I saw so many things that could not be understood, but I don't give up

Believe in hope, until the end
For future sake, until the end
Believe in hope, until the end
Then I'll trust you...

Believe in hope, until the end
For future sake, until the end
Believe in hope, until the end
Then I'll trust you...

And French adaptation!

Elle se tient devant moi, les yeux remplis d'un sentiment de détermination
Puis elle dit que tout va bien et avec un sourire elle me répond

Même dans cette situation désespérée, je veux bien te croire
Voyant encore l'avenir rempli de bonheur, cherchant un peu d'espoir

Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Pour le bien de l'avenir, jusqu'à la fin
Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Alors je te croirai enfin...

Pouvant ignorer le chagrin et la douleur, plus forte que jamais
Je peux enfin te voir, et peut-être être heureuse à jamais

Je veux écouter tes mots et me débarrasser de mes larmes de chagrin
J'ai vu tant de choses que je ne peux comprendre, mais je n'abandonne pas enfin

Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Pour le bien de l'avenir, jusqu'à la fin
Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Alors je te croirai enfin...

Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Pour le bien de l'avenir, jusqu'à la fin
Crois en l'espoir, jusqu'à la fin
Alors je te croirai enfin...

Explanations...

Originally it was a rewriting but I really changed the topic and made it happier, so it has nothing to see with the former work.
Music: pad, keys, arp by Harmor, lead by Sytrus. I made a very different style... Actually, it could be the type of music you could listen to on a French radio. Not a Vocaloid-type or UTAU-type of music. No, really.

Hello, Nynthixia there.

This is a sort of answer post to the previous news. Now let's be honest on "what is a joke" and "what is real", with all the details that I have removed.

1) THE PACE OF APRIL 24TH'S WEEK

This news is accurate.

I learnt it only on Tuesday, that I'll not be in front of the computer for enough time on the Thursday for that week, and I'll not be sure to air a song on that day. So you'll have a song for April 24th, 25th, 26th, 28th, 29th (with the album!) and 30th.

2) THE TRACKLIST FOR MAY

This news is accurate.

The name of the album will be "Running and Ailing" and the air date will be on May 20th. And indeed it will be the first album with a higher age limit because of "Anti-Birth". I don't think there will be other songs that have a such rating... Already enough...

4) THE DATA RECOVERY

This news is accurate (and I think it was the most credible of all).

The problem is that only 60% of my total data is recovered and this is so much the mess that it is taking a lot of time. And I'm still stuck for the other production files that are still being saved! So not before April 17th AT LEAST (that means I can recover my data way later... But surely)?

...

And of course, you are waiting for it...

3) THE COVER OF "ELSA-MARIA"

...

April Fools!!!

Of course the one for "REJECT" is real. But the one for "Elsa-Maria"... Hum... How to say? I'm not at ease with this kind of stories, sorry. I have my limits... (^_^)"

(Seriously if I write I'll cover "ELLIE" or "Elsa-Maria", this is a fake. ESPECIALLY if it's on April 1st!)

There will be a cover on May 13th though, but not that song. I haven't decided the song yet, nor the singer but... I have all my time to think about it.

....

5) BONUS TRACKS

This one is not included in the former post, so it's a real news. There will be the versions of "Stitches" by MAYU and "Rachel" by IA in the April album. They won't be hidden and will be marked as "bonuses". And, maybe if I have an idea, other bonus tracks (alternative versions)?

Enjoy, and no worries, April Fools are over. Back to reality for now.
Nynthixia