『Juliana』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 14
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-170519-00544
LIN (full) : 「598 647 245」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-170521-000668
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Rebirth from Paradise - TRACK 7/13

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

偽りを見ることができず、本当の意図を知ることさえできない
この壊れやすい花がゆっくりと死んでいる間、他の誰かが逃げていた
毎分が加速するように見え、言葉が出てこない
思考は遠く離れていた、この決して終わらない悪夢の中でまだ立ち往生した

内臓の痛みは成長していて、誰も気づいていないかのように
彼女はまだ希望に満ちていて、可能な限りうまくいっていた
後悔の鼓動感が私を襲った、多くの瞬間、泣いていた
未来が幸せに満ちた彼女を元気にしなければならないことを知った

偽りを見ることができず、本当の意図を知ることさえできない
この壊れやすい花がゆっくりと死んでいる間、他の誰かが逃げていた
毎分が加速するように見え、言葉が出てこない
思考は遠く離れていた、この決して終わらない悪夢の中でまだ立ち往生した

幸せになりたいと思っていましたが、この悲しみはまだ続けている
作った信じられない錯覚はゆっくり現実になっていた
彼女に向かって愛と憎しみについてもう知らなかった
この決定は私を苦しめていた、運命から取り去られた

初めから嘘の中で溺れていた人でした
思考は逆の感情の間に自分自身を失って、分解された
この戦いが同じでなければ、多分私たちは両方とも幸せになれます
あなたの精神が既に消えてしまう前に、お詫びしたいと思います...

Original English text

Unable to see the deception, not even to perceive the real intentions
While this fragile flower is slowly dying, someone else was running away
Each minute seemed to accelerate, the words weren't coming out
The thoughts were far away and I was still stuck in this never ending nightmare

The inner pain was growing, and as if nobody was noticing
She was still full with hope, intended to be as nice as possible
A throbbing feeling of regret invaded me, at many moments I was crying
I knew I had to get her back, for a future full of happiness

Unable to see the deception, not even to perceive the real intentions
While this fragile flower is slowly dying, someone else was running away
Each minute seemed to accelerate, the words weren't coming out
The thoughts were far away and I was still stuck in this never ending nightmare

I wanted to be happy, and this sorrow still continues
The deceptive illusion that I built was slowly becoming a reality
I didn't know anymore about love and hatred towards her
This decision was torturing me, I was taken away from the fate

Since the beginning I was the person who was drowning in the lies
The thoughts were disassembled, losing themselves between opposed feelings
If this fight wasn't the same, maybe we could be both happy
I would like to apologize, before your spirit already disappeared...

And French adaptation!

Incapable de voir la tromperie, ni de percevoir mes réelles fins
Alors que cette fleur fragile se meurt doucement, quelqu'un d'autre s'enfuyait
Chaque minute semblait s'accélérer, et les mots jamais ne sortaient
Les pensées étaient bien loin et j'étais coincée dans un cauchemar sans fin

La douleur en moi continuait de grandir, et comme si personne ne remarquait
Elle était encore remplie d'espoir, semblait être aussi gentille qu'elle le pouvait
Un sentiment lancinant de regret m'a envahie, tant de moments où j'ai pleuré
Pour un futur empli de bonheur, je savais que je devais la récupérer

Incapable de voir la tromperie, ni de percevoir mes réelles fins
Alors que cette fleur fragile se meurt doucement, quelqu'un d'autre s'enfuyait
Chaque minute semblait s'accélérer, et les mots jamais ne sortaient
Les pensées étaient bien loin et j'étais coincée dans un cauchemar sans fin

Je voulais être heureuse, et ce chagrin qui continue sans arrêt
L'illusion trompeuse que j'ai construite devenait petit à petit réalité
Je ne savais plus si je devais l'aimer ou la détester
Cette décision me torturait, loin de mon destin j'ai été trainée

Depuis le début j'étais celle qui dans les mensonges était en train de se noyer
Les pensées se désassemblaient, se perdant entre des sentiments opposés
Si ce combat n'avait pas été le même, peut-être pourrions être heureuses chacun de notre côté
J'aurais tellement aimé m'excuser, avant que ton esprit se soit finalement évaporé...

Explanations...

Sorry, late of one day, because blank page syndrome then fatigue. Finally managed to do this.
Story: Now I'll explain the whole thing. Sister song to "DALIANA" that was aired 2 days before. Actually, from each point of view, the situation is totally different. From Daliana's (rival and victim), she was a very naive girl who became friends with Juliana (yandere and killer) and even if this last one seemed to not be fine, she tried to help her. The reason why Juliana intended to do this was first to get closer to Daliana then to kill her, but she began to take more seriously this friendship, that was first a big lie, and began being tortured between "should I keep her as a friend and leave her with my girlfriend" or "I have to kill her to get back my future". To the point she really became crazy and finally managed to kill her rival, who discovered about her real intentions. So yeah, the twisted smile that was described in the other song isn't just a "Sorry I lied", but it was more a symbol of her madness. When the lie becomes the truth...
Music: chord pluck with Xpand!2, all other synths (lead, pads, arp) with Toxic Biohazard.