『Thrill Seeker』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210626-01253
LIN (full) : 「600 220 440」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210626-001407
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Melodies of Violence -From Azur Abyss- - TRACK 4/17

Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
Not recommended for people under... : -
Reason : -
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

自由の風を吸い込み、他のことは何も気にしない
喜ばせたいのなら、何でもする準備ができてるべき

スリルを求めるために、少なくとも一度は冷やす必要
知恵で終わった、ただスリルが必要、望む全てだよ

引き付けるために法律を破る必要がある場合...

スリルを求めるために、少なくとも一度は冷やす必要
知恵で終わった、ただスリルが必要、望む全てだよ

Original English text

I breathe in a wind of freedom, not taking care about anything else
If I want to please you, I should be ready to do anything

I just need to chill, to seek a thrill at least once
I'm done with wisdom, just need a thrill, it's all what I want

If I should break the law to attract you...

I just need to chill, to seek a thrill at least once
I'm done with wisdom, just need a thrill, it's all what I want

And French adaptation!

Je respire dans un vent de liberté, me foutant bien du reste autour de moi
Si je veux te plaire, alors je dois être prête à faire n'importe quoi

J'ai juste besoin de souffler, d'aller chercher le frisson juste une fois
Fini avec la sagesse, juste besoin d'un frisson, c'est tout ce que je veux cette fois

Si je dois même briser la loi pour t'attirer à moi...

J'ai juste besoin de souffler, d'aller chercher le frisson juste une fois
Fini avec la sagesse, juste besoin d'un frisson, c'est tout ce que je veux cette fois

Explanations...

Little song without pretention, especially since some last ones were quite harsh.
It's a girl who fell in love with a member of a gang or a mafia and who wants to please them. To do so, she decides to break the law to feel a new thrill.
Music: it's a mix of cinematic and world instruments. Pad and atmo by Arkhis, yangqin chords by Yangqin, koto lead by Koto Nation, secondary pad by Sakura and arp by FLEX.

Hello, Nynthixia here. Very short news before I go to sleep, but after waiting few hours, I finally managed to buy KAFU from Vector Shop. There won't be any picture since this is a download version, sorry.

Little tip if you are not Japanese: use Paypal, not your credit card directly. I lost more than 30 minutes on this because I tried to use my credit card directly and it got denied since this is a French one. Hope this helps several of you.

KAFU won't have any public demo for now, however her deadlines will be on:

- next July 7th (not on 2021, but on 2022 and further this deadline will apply)
- December 1st (generic deadline that will be applied since 2021)

KAFU will have 2 private tracks in the album "Melodies of Violence -From Azur Abyss-".

The blog will be updated later in the week for KAFU. As for the current song production, I'm doing all the deadlined ones for the album and I'm currently working on the one for Meiji. After this I'll have to do CUL's deadlined song and after this will be all the private tracks. So they are very advanced for now.

See you on the 10th with Totoko for her deadlined song!
Nynthixia

『Anti-Nihilism』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210620-01251
LIN (full) : 「600 215 008」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210620-001405
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Melodies of Violence -To Crimson Ashes- - TRACK 5/17

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : crude lyrics, moderate violence
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

この獣は自分の刑務所を認識しないよ
常にその存在の無益を探してきていたよ
その不幸についてたゆまず不平を言っているよ
終わりのない季節でその人生に不平を言う

その散らばった考えから何かが欠けているよう
しばらく前に獣から盗まれた人生の意味
肉体はただの乾燥肉だと思ってるだけ
精神はただの乾燥した海だと思ってるだけ

これらの終末論的な現実に染まった粉々になった鏡
空の人類がこれらが存在すると信じたくなかったものだよ
皆卑劣な暴力の重みの下で、沈黙の中で死にかけている
運命が待っていても、彼らにとってもはや重要ではないでしょう

これらの終末論的な現実に染まった粉々になった鏡
空の人類がこれらが存在すると信じたくなかったものだよ
皆卑劣な暴力の重みの下で、沈黙の中で死にかけている
運命が待っていても、彼らにとってもはや重要ではないでしょう

この獣は自分の刑務所を認識しないよ
常にその存在の無益を探してきていたよ
その不幸についてたゆまず不平を言っているよ
終わりのない季節でその人生に不平を言う

その散らばった考えから何かが欠けているよう
しばらく前に獣から盗まれた人生の意味
肉体はただの乾燥肉だと思ってるだけ
精神はただの乾燥した海だと思ってるだけ

Original English text

This beast doesn't recognize its own prison
It always has been searching for the futility of its being
Tirelessly complaining about its unhappiness
Complaining about its life with a never ending season

Something seems to be lacking from its scattered thoughts
The meaning of life that had been stolen from the beast a while ago
It only thinks flesh is just some dried meat
It only thinks spirit is just a dried ocean

These shattered mirrors stained by the apocalyptic reality
The ones empty humanity never wanted to believe these to exist
They are all dying in the silence, under the weight of a vile violence
No matters the destiny awaiting, it doesn't have importance anymore for them

These shattered mirrors stained by the apocalyptic reality
The ones empty humanity never wanted to believe these to exist
They are all dying in the silence, under the weight of a vile violence
No matters the destiny awaiting, it doesn't have importance anymore for them

This beast doesn't recognize its own prison
It always has been searching for the futility of its being
Tirelessly complaining about its unhappiness
Complaining about its life with a never ending season

Something seems to be lacking from its scattered thoughts
The meaning of life that had been stolen from the beast a while ago
It only thinks flesh is just some dried meat
It only thinks spirit is just a dried ocean

And French adaptation!

Cette bête ne sait reconnaître sa propre prison
Elle a toujours recherché la futilité de son être
Se plaignant inlassablement de son mal-être
De sa vie dont ne se termine jamais la saison

Quelque semble manquer dans ses pensées éparpillées
La signification de la vie qu'on lui a depuis longtemps pillée
Elle ne pense que la chair n'est qu'un bout de viande desséché
Elle ne pense que l'esprit n'est qu'un océan vide et asséché

Ces miroirs brisés teints par l'apocalyptique réalité
Ceux auxquels l'humanité vide n'a jamais voulu croire qu'ils puissent exister
Ils meurent tous dans le silence, sous le poids d'une vile violence
Peu importe le destin qui les attend, pour eux ce n'est que sans importance

Ces miroirs brisés teints par l'apocalyptique réalité
Ceux auxquels l'humanité vide n'a jamais voulu croire qu'ils puissent exister
Ils meurent tous dans le silence, sous le poids d'une vile violence
Peu importe le destin qui les attend, pour eux ce n'est que sans importance

Cette bête ne sait reconnaître sa propre prison
Elle a toujours recherché la futilité de son être
Se plaignant inlassablement de son mal-être
De sa vie dont ne se termine jamais la saison

Quelque semble manquer dans ses pensées éparpillées
La signification de la vie qu'on lui a depuis longtemps pillée
Elle ne pense que la chair n'est qu'un bout de viande desséché
Elle ne pense que l'esprit n'est qu'un océan vide et asséché

Explanations...

Lyrics are very inspired by the project Pharmakon, especially from her album "Bestial Burden". It's an album which is very harsh to listen to, lots of very high frequencies, and the lyrics are quite nihilist. Body is just the support of the soul. This time, in "Anti-Nihilism", it's seen from an exterior point of view.
Music: more ambient and industrial. Lots of sounds are being muffled. Lead by MedicineMan, flute by Ivory Winds, bass line by Monark, chords by Noire, all the rest is done with Absynth. Absynth's a master in this music genre.
Used GUMI Power for this one, when "Tantrum" was using GUMI Adult. And the album exclusive track uses both.
This is the last public song you'll get for the part -To Crimson Ashes- by the way, the next song will be with Totoko and will be for the album part -From Azur Abyss-.

『Necronomicon's Hymn』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210613-01250
LIN (full) : 「600 207 894」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210613-001404
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Melodies of Violence -To Crimson Ashes- - TRACK 6/17

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : madness references, confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

深淵に潜む獣を目覚めさせているよ
絶望と狂気の叫びが聞こえていたよね
知らなくていいことをたくさん見ていただよね
そして今、魂は闇に滑り落ちていた

旧支配者がまどろみから目覚める時
破壊と精神病の嵐の中へ
人類はもはや概念ではないでしょう
どれだけの犠牲が払われてるのかな
旧支配者がまどろみから目覚める時
破壊と精神病の嵐の中へ
人類はもはや概念ではないでしょう
どれだけの犠牲が払われてるのかな

大海原から嵐が迫り、終末を告げてる
混沌から生まれる、深淵のブラックホールから
狂気にはもう抵抗できない気がしているだよね
この禁断の黒魔術が深淵から目覚めれば

人類は自らの終わりを目撃してる
鮮血と死と絶望の精神的苦痛へ
説明のつかない冒涜が可能になったとき
最強の信仰さえも崩れ落ちるでしょう

旧支配者がまどろみから目覚める時
破壊と精神病の嵐の中へ
人類はもはや概念ではないでしょう
どれだけの犠牲が払われてるのかな
旧支配者がまどろみから目覚める時
破壊と精神病の嵐の中へ
人類はもはや概念ではないでしょう
どれだけの犠牲が払われてるのかな

大海原から嵐が迫り、終末を告げてる
混沌から生まれる、深淵のブラックホールから
狂気にはもう抵抗できない気がしているだよね
この禁断の黒魔術が深淵から目覚めれば

旧支配者がまどろみから目覚める時
破壊と精神病の嵐の中へ
人類はもはや概念ではないでしょう
どれだけの犠牲が払われてるのかな
旧支配者がまどろみから目覚める時
破壊と精神病の嵐の中へ
人類はもはや概念ではないでしょう
どれだけの犠牲が払われてるのかな

Original English text

I shall awaken the beast hidden in the depths
I heard the cries of despair and insanity
I saw many things I shouldn't have known
And now my spirit has slipped into darkness

When the Great Ancient Ones will wake up from their slumber
In a storm of destruction and mental illness
Humanity will no longer be a concept
How many sacrifices are being made
When the Great Ancient Ones will wake up from their slumber
In a storm of destruction and mental illness
Humanity will no longer be a concept
How many sacrifices are being made

Storm is approaching from the ocean, announcing its apocalypse
Originating from the chaos, from the abyssal black hole
I feel I won't resist to insanity much longer
Should this forbidden black sorcery awake from the depths

Humanity will witness their own end
Into a mental torment of fresh blood, death and despair
When an unexplainable blasphemy becomes possible
Even the strongest faith will fall down

When the Great Ancient Ones will wake up from their slumber
In a storm of destruction and mental illness
Humanity will no longer be a concept
How many sacrifices are being made
When the Great Ancient Ones will wake up from their slumber
In a storm of destruction and mental illness
Humanity will no longer be a concept
How many sacrifices are being made

Storm is approaching from the ocean, announcing its apocalypse
Originating from the chaos, from the abyssal black hole
I feel I won't resist to insanity much longer
Should this forbidden black sorcery awake from the depths

When the Great Ancient Ones will wake up from their slumber
In a storm of destruction and mental illness
Humanity will no longer be a concept
How many sacrifices are being made
When the Great Ancient Ones will wake up from their slumber
In a storm of destruction and mental illness
Humanity will no longer be a concept
How many sacrifices are being made

And French adaptation!

Je dois réveiller la bête cachée dans les profondeurs
J'ai entendu les cris de désespoir et de folie
J'ai vu tant de choses que je n'aurais jamais dû connaître par cœur
Et maintenant dans l'obscurité a plongé mon esprit

Lorsque les Grands Anciens se réveilleront de leur sommeil profond
Dans une tempête de destruction et de maladies de l'esprit
L'humanité ne sera plus un concept
Combien de sacrifices auront été effectués
Lorsque les Grands Anciens se réveilleront de leur sommeil profond
Dans une tempête de destruction et de maladies de l'esprit
L'humanité ne sera plus un concept
Combien de sacrifices auront été effectués

La tempête approche de l'océan, annonçant son apocalypse imminente
Venant du chaos, du trou noir abyssal
Je sens que je ne résisterai pas plus longtemps à ce mal
Que cette magie noire interdite se réveille des profondeurs insolentes

L'humanité témoignera de sa propre fin
Dans un tourment mental de sang frais, de mort et de désespoir
Lorsqu'un blasphème inexplicable devient possible enfin
Même la foi la plus puissante n'en aura le pouvoir

Lorsque les Grands Anciens se réveilleront de leur sommeil profond
Dans une tempête de destruction et de maladies de l'esprit
L'humanité ne sera plus un concept
Combien de sacrifices auront été effectués
Lorsque les Grands Anciens se réveilleront de leur sommeil profond
Dans une tempête de destruction et de maladies de l'esprit
L'humanité ne sera plus un concept
Combien de sacrifices auront été effectués

La tempête approche de l'océan, annonçant son apocalypse imminente
Venant du chaos, du trou noir abyssal
Je sens que je ne résisterai pas plus longtemps à ce mal
Que cette magie noire interdite se réveille des profondeurs insolentes

Lorsque les Grands Anciens se réveilleront de leur sommeil profond
Dans une tempête de destruction et de maladies de l'esprit
L'humanité ne sera plus un concept
Combien de sacrifices auront été effectués
Lorsque les Grands Anciens se réveilleront de leur sommeil profond
Dans une tempête de destruction et de maladies de l'esprit
L'humanité ne sera plus un concept
Combien de sacrifices auront été effectués

Explanations...

What would happen when the Ancient Gods will awaken, humanity will fall down, swallowed by insanity.
Music: it's between the creepy and the Arabic music. The creepy seems a bit normal, H. P. Lovecraft having created a wonderful horror bestiary and mythology, illustrated with waterphones and heavy atmos. The Arabic side refers to the one who wrote the Necronomicon, Abdul Al-Hazred, with many instruments from Middle East countries.
Kanun, tanbur, ney and oud by Middle East, waterphones by Waterharp, choirs by Mysteria and Ancient Voices, other atmo by Absynth.

『Just Because of You』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Ozone Elements 9 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210612-001249
LIN (full) : 「600 207 410」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210613-001403
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Melodies of Violence -To Crimson Ashes- - TRACK 7/17

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

この情熱的な炎に苦しみすぎていただよ
愛が心を食い尽くして粉々に砕け散った

心の奥底で胸の圧迫を感じていたよ
その間、後ろから人が笑うのが聞こえていた

あなたを愛しているとは言わなかった、これらの感情は悩ませた
彼らの残酷な言葉に傷ついたをただ眺めることができてた

この情熱的な炎に苦しみすぎていただよ
愛が心を食い尽くして粉々に砕け散った

こんな切ない光景は 続かないし持続も出来ない
あなたにも二度と苦しまないと約束しているよ

いつかこの悪い口を黙らせると決めていただよ
痛みは消えてる、やっと自分を隠さずに愛せる

どうしてあなたに夢中になっていると感じるの？心を離れない
ようやく安らかに眠れるような対策をとったほうがいいのでしょう？

この情熱的な炎に苦しみすぎていただよ
愛が心を食い尽くして粉々に砕け散った

こんな切ない光景は 続かないし持続も出来ない
あなたにも二度と苦しまないと約束しているよ

絶え間なく私を悩ませて、痛みは消えなかった
だから君を殺した、このように私に苦しまない

精神的に壊れた今、すぐに君に加わって
異世界に転生するよ永遠に幸せでしょう

Original English text

I suffered too much from this passionate flame
Love has devoured my heart, shattered into pieces

Deep within I was feeling the oppression on my chest
Meanwhile I heard people from behind, laughing from us

I never said I loved you, but these feelings were haunting me
And I could just look at ourselves being hurt by their cruel words

I suffered too much from this passionate flame
Love has devoured my heart, shattered into pieces

Such a painful sight couldn't continue or be sustained
I promise neither you neither I will suffer ever again

I decided someday to make these bad mouths shut up
The pain will go away, I'll finally be able to love you without hiding myself

But then why do I feel I am being obsessed with you? You don't leave my mind
Should I take the measures so I can finally rest quietly?

I suffered too much from this passionate flame
Love has devoured my heart, shattered into pieces

Such a painful sight couldn't continue or be sustained
I promise neither you neither I will suffer ever again

You are incessantly haunting me, pain didn't go away
So I killed you, like this you wouldn't suffer from me

Now mentally broken, I'll join you soon
We'll rebirth in another world, and we'll be eternally happy

And French adaptation!

J'ai trop souffert de cette flamme passionnée
L'amour a dévoré mon cœur, en morceaux brisés

Au plus profond de moi, je sentais sur ma poitrine l'oppression
Et j'entendais les gens derrière nous, qui en riaient sans faire plus attention

Je n'ai jamais dit que je t'aimais, mais ces sentiments continuaient de me hanter
Et je ne pouvais que nous regarder, par leurs mots cruels blessées

J'ai trop souffert de cette flamme passionnée
L'amour a dévoré mon cœur, en morceaux brisés

Une vue si pénible ne saurait continuer ou être supportée
Je te promets que ni toi ni moi ne souffrirons plus jamais

J'ai décidé un jour que ces méchantes bouches soient réduites au silence
La douleur s'en ira, et je pourrai t'aimer sans cacher mes sentiments intenses

Mais alors pourquoi je me sens obsédée par toi ? Sans que tu ne quittes mon esprit
Devrais-je prendre les mesures nécessaires pour pouvoir rester tranquille à vie ?

J'ai trop souffert de cette flamme passionnée
L'amour a dévoré mon cœur, en morceaux brisés

Une vue si pénible ne saurait continuer ou être supportée
Je te promets que ni toi ni moi ne souffrirons plus jamais

Tu me hantes inlassablement, et la douleur n'est pas partie
Alors je t'ai tuée, je n'auras ainsi pas à souffrir de mes envies

Maintenant mentalement brisée, bientôt je te rejoindrai
Nous renaîtrons dans un autre monde, et serons heureuses à jamais

Explanations...

It's been a while for yandere huh?
A girl very obsessed with a woman, thinking that if she would get rid of the ones laughing from them, her mind would be quiet... But then comes the obsession, and she finally kills the one she loved so much, not wanting her to suffer anymore.
Music: trance/pop. Plucks with FLEX, atmo with Iris 2, the rest uses Super 8.

Hello, Nynthixia here

I told about it a bit on Twitter, but also a bit on the blog, it was the idea to merge the CD31.5 (currently in production) and the CD32. This will be the case.

These two albums will be released as separated archives but on the same day. This is why I shift the release date of CD31.5 that was first intended to be during July to what would be closer to September or October. So you'll have some time without any album.

The two albums will both be called "Melodies of Violence". These will be divided into two sides depending of their themes:

- CD31.5 has the subtitle "To Crimson Ashes". The album contains lots of songs about violence, death, despair. It's the darkest side of the two. It will feature Nyui (so the songs "Simulacrum" and "Ripped Reaper"), Meiji, Wistaria, Bibi, Zunko, MAYU, GUMI, Tei, Itako, Sayu and Momo. It will contain 17 tracks.
- CD32 has the subtitle "From Azur Abyss". The album will contain a sort of series centered about antic sirens and mermaids, their love stories and their love tragedies. But it will also feature some clearer songs of mythologies, punishments... Not as dark as in the other album though. It will feature CUL (for the last Muse song), Itako, Kiritan, Kaori, Tianyi, Saki, Totoko, a track with Meiji alone and, if it happens on time, normally KAFU should be there with her two private tracks. It will also contain 17 tracks.

CD31.5 includes all deadlined songs from March to June when CD32 is focused on deadlined songs from July to a part of August. There are chances when the 2 will be released, a good part of CD32.5 will be advanced, especially for deadlined songs.

Concerning Meiji's deadline on August 8, I confirm the song will be released on the 8th. However I'll have to create the song before the 8th.

Concerning instruments, all the Komplete collector edition is complete. I'm watching over some other libraries, but I'm waiting for their price to be lowered. More probably on November then. VEGAS update will be done on August like usual.

See you in less than a week for Tei's song!

Nynthixia

『Crimson Retribution』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210530-01246
LIN (full) : 「600 198 407」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210530-001400
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Melodies of Violence -To Crimson Ashes- - TRACK 12/17

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murders
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

あなたが犯した全ての暴力に対して、決して許さないよね
とって最愛の全てを失った、今あなたは支払う必要がある
その行為がそれ以上の結果をもたらさなかったと思っていたの？
平和がもう選択できないなら、君の火と私と戦うでしょう

傷つけすぎた、あまりにも多くの血を吐いてた
終わりだよ、深紅の報復を差し上げているよ

もう何が起こるか気にしないでしょうよ、とにかく粉々になっていた
やむを得ないことが行われると、二度と変わらないことを知っている
神々を信じているにもかかわらず、血なまぐさい戦争に入ると
精神が憎しみに侵略されると、神は無益になっているよね

傷つけすぎた、あまりにも多くの血を吐いてた
終わりだよ、深紅の報復を差し上げているよ

傷つけすぎた、あまりにも多くの血を吐いてた
終わりだよ、深紅の報復を差し上げているよ

Original English text

For all the violences you have committed, I'll never forgive you
I have lost everything being the dearest to me, now you'll have to pay
Did you think that acts didn't have further consequences?
I'll fight your fire with mine, if peace isn't the choice anymore

You have wounded me too much, I spitted too much blood
Now this is over, and I'll give you crimson retribution

I won't care anymore about what will happen to me, I'm shattered anyway
Once unavoidable has been done, we both know it will never change again
Despite believing in gods, once we go into the bloody war
They become futilities as your spirit gets invaded by hatred

You have wounded me too much, I spitted too much blood
Now this is over, and I'll give you crimson retribution

You have wounded me too much, I spitted too much blood
Now this is over, and I'll give you crimson retribution

And French adaptation!

Pour toutes les violences que tu as commises, je ne saurai le pardonner
J'ai perdu tout ce qui m'était le plus cher, maintenant tu vas devoir payer
Pensais-tu que tes actes étaient sans conséquences ?
Je combattrai ton feu par le mien, si la paix est un choix qui n'a plus son importance

Tu m'as trop blessée, j'ai craché trop de sang
Mais maintenant c'est terminé, et je donnerai ton pourpre châtiment

Je me ficherai de ce qui va m'arriver, de toute façon je suis totalement cassée
Une fois l'inévitable déjà commis, nous savons bien qu'il ne changera plus jamais
Même si on croit en des dieux, une fois partis dans la guerre de sang
Alors que ton esprit est envahi par la haine, ils ne sont plus que futilités maintenant

Tu m'as trop blessée, j'ai craché trop de sang
Mais maintenant c'est terminé, et je donnerai ton pourpre châtiment

Tu m'as trop blessée, j'ai craché trop de sang
Mais maintenant c'est terminé, et je donnerai ton pourpre châtiment

Explanations...

Someone avenging herself by killing the one who badly hurt her in the past.
Music: pad and bridge sequence by Serum, plucks by GMS and lead by Hybrid Keys.

『Tantrum』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced
Tracks mixing: Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210522-01245
LIN (full) : 「600 193 611」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210525-001398
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Melodies of Violence -To Crimson Ashes- - TRACK 3/17

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder reference
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

この内なる怒りを深く感じていくよ
少しずつ体をむさぼり食うていくよね
周りの他の誰かを探していないときよ
絶望して泣いてる、血は沸騰している
あなたを殺すのを止めているのは何のよ？
傷つけてるのを防いでいるのは何のよ？
頭の中で悪夢と戦った時から
もうきちんと考えることができないよね

悪魔としてただのタントラムを発射し、多くの人が苦しんでいたでしょう
内なる野獣が世界で目覚め、邪魔をしているのものを破壊する
竜巻が過ぎて廃墟だけを残してしまったら後悔するには遅すぎて
後戻りすることはなく、二人はそれについてかなりよく知ってく

鏡のように君を粉々に砕きたい
私の反射を何百回も見るでしょう
もう自分に集中できないようだったよ
もうあなたの言葉をつかまないようだった
あなたを殺すのを止めているのは何のよ？
傷つけてるのを防いでいるのは何のよ？
今私を放っておいて欲しいだけだよ
他の誰も傷つくことはない約束して

悪魔としてただのタントラムを発射し、多くの人が苦しんでいたでしょう
内なる野獣が世界で目覚め、邪魔をしているのものを破壊する
竜巻が過ぎて廃墟だけを残してしまったら後悔するには遅すぎて
後戻りすることはなく、二人はそれについてかなりよく知ってく

この内なる怒りを深く感じていくよ
少しずつ体をむさぼり食うていくよね
周りの他の誰かを探していないときよ
絶望して泣いてる、血は沸騰している
あなたを殺すのを止めているのは何のよ？
傷つけてるのを防いでいるのは何のよ？
頭の中で悪夢と戦った時から
もうきちんと考えることができないよね

悪魔としてただのタントラムを発射し、多くの人が苦しんでいたでしょう
内なる野獣が世界で目覚め、邪魔をしているのものを破壊する
竜巻が過ぎて廃墟だけを残してしまったら後悔するには遅すぎて
後戻りすることはなく、二人はそれについてかなりよく知ってく

Original English text

I deeply feel this inner wrath
Devouring my body bit by bit
And when I'm not searching for anyone else around
I just cry in despair, my blood is boiling
What is stopping me from killing you?
What is preventing me from hurting you?
Since the time I've been fighting against the nightmare in my head
I'm just not able to think properly anymore

As a demon I'd launch just a tantrum and many would have suffered
Inner wild beast wakes up in the world to destroy everything standing in its way
It's too late to regret once the tornado has passed and left only ruins
There's no turning back and both of us know pretty well about it

I'd want so much to just shatter you into pieces like a mirror
And I'll see my reflection hundreds of times
I couldn't seem to focus on myself anymore
I didn't seem to grab any of your words anymore
What is stopping me from killing you?
What is preventing me from hurting you?
I just wish you to leave me alone now
And no one else will be hurt I promise

As a demon I'd launch just a tantrum and many would have suffered
Inner wild beast wakes up in the world to destroy everything standing in its way
It's too late to regret once the tornado has passed and left only ruins
There's no turning back and both of us know pretty well about it

I deeply feel this inner wrath
Devouring my body bit by bit
And when I'm not searching for anyone else around
I just cry in despair, my blood is boiling
What is stopping me from killing you?
What is preventing me from hurting you?
Since the time I've been fighting against the nightmare in my head
I'm just not able to think properly anymore

As a demon I'd launch just a tantrum and many would have suffered
Inner wild beast wakes up in the world to destroy everything standing in its way
It's too late to regret once the tornado has passed and left only ruins
There's no turning back and both of us know pretty well about it

And French adaptation!

Je sens cette rage intérieure profondément
Dévorer mon corps progressivement
Et quand je ne cherche personne aux alentours
Je pleure de désespoir, mon sang bout
Qu'est-ce qui m'empêche de tuer ?
Qu'est-ce qui m'empêche de te blesser ?
Depuis le temps que je combats le cauchemar en moi se cachant
Je ne peux plus penser correctement

Comme un démon je lancerai une rage et tant auraient souffert
Ma bête sauvage intérieure se réveille dans le monde et détruit tout à sa portée
Une fois la tornade n'ayant laissé que ruines il est trop tard pour regretter
Nous le savons très bien qu'il est impossible de faire marche arrière

J'aimerais tellement te briser tel un miroir en éclats
Et y voir mon reflet des centaines de fois
Je n'ai plus l'air de pouvoir me concentrer sur moi
Je n'ai pas pu plus saisir de mots venant de toi
Qu'est-ce qui m'empêche de tuer ?
Qu'est-ce qui m'empêche de te blesser ?
Je souhaiterais que tu me laisses tranquille désormais
Et personne ne sera blessé je te le promets

Comme un démon je lancerai une rage et tant auraient souffert
Ma bête sauvage intérieure se réveille dans le monde et détruit tout à sa portée
Une fois la tornade n'ayant laissé que ruines il est trop tard pour regretter
Nous le savons très bien qu'il est impossible de faire marche arrière

Je sens cette rage intérieure profondément
Dévorer mon corps progressivement
Et quand je ne cherche personne aux alentours
Je pleure de désespoir, mon sang bout
Qu'est-ce qui m'empêche de tuer ?
Qu'est-ce qui m'empêche de te blesser ?
Depuis le temps que je combats le cauchemar en moi se cachant
Je ne peux plus penser correctement

Comme un démon je lancerai une rage et tant auraient souffert
Ma bête sauvage intérieure se réveille dans le monde et détruit tout à sa portée
Une fois la tornade n'ayant laissé que ruines il est trop tard pour regretter
Nous le savons très bien qu'il est impossible de faire marche arrière

Explanations...

Better not angry this heroine.
Music: quite dark and atmospheric music with some violence in the background. Atmo by Waterharp, dulcimer by Arcane, choirs by Ancient Voices, gamelans by Balinese Gamelan, tongue drum by MedicineMan, wubs and VFX by Serum.
Project requires Frequency Splitter - no compatibility patch below 20.8.2

Hello, Nynthixia here

Yesterday evening I've been informed that Native Instruments decided to half the prices for Komplete, including their upgrades, which put my upgrade to the final version of Komplete at almost €300 instead of almost €600. I took this upgrade on sale. However, there will be a delay for having everything, and this is due to a phone data limitation. Most of the instrument packages are very huge (between 17 Go and almost 32 Go!) which make the phone battery hard to sustain, and might eat up the 70 Go of phone data I initially have per day. The downloads will thus be done on next Tuesday at my work place, using the same method I did for getting back Stradivari Violin's iso file when the other hard drive's files were not retrieved yet.

The concerned instruments by this shifted download are:
Amati Viola (almost 22Go)
Guarneri Violin (almost 23Go)
Stradivari Cello (a bit more than 23Go)
Symphony Series Brass Ensemble (~27Go)
Symphony Series Brass Solo (~17.5Go)
Symphony Series Percussion (~27Go)
Symphony Series Strings Ensemble (more than 31Go)
Symphony Series Woodwind Ensemble (more than 30Go)
Symphony Series Woodwind Solo (almost 20Go)

I let you calculate how many Gos it does. Way too much! And I was forced to have a download upgrade, so I can't use a hard drive to get my isos... I need to download everything I don't have!

By the way speaking of hard drive, for information, the recovering is approaching the end. The only remaining folders are the downloads folder (it's been 4 weeks it's trying to save it) which is approaching the end of the copying of missing files, and the install folder (it's a folder near the root including all installers used when setting up a new computer or after a computer reset). The rest has been retrieved.

Other buying done after the mid-May:

1) Waterharp. You'll hear it in next GUMI's song, but it's a Kontakt library for a waterphone. I got it for quite cheap because it was in sale (got it for €33!) and I started using it a little bit in VOCALOID/UTAU projects, but also with the A49 to explore the sounds. Will be used either for atmospheres either for more percussive sounds.
2) I bought iZotope appreciation bundle, which is an offer at $49 (no taxes included) -> €49 with all taxes. As well as VocalSynth in a separate shop, in a bundle of less than €100. VocalSynth will be a bit harsher to use since I more used it in a project that has nothing to do with the one I'm doing for VOCALOID and UTAU, because it has the issue on some presets to make the voice unintelligible. But someday I'll master the beast, it's just a question of time.

Concerning the albums:

- CD31.5 - I have 6 songs left to do, 3 private and 3 public. The songs for June 5th and 7th are ready. I'll just have to do songs with Tei, GUMI and Itako. The 3 private songs won't feature IA or ONE due to their alpha status, which is very early development so they'll never be ready for the mid-June, so private tracks that were replaced will feature Zunko and MAYU. I keep the surprise for the third one.

- CD32 - The production will start either near the very end of June either near the very start of July. This one will be a themed album. The album will also include the last track of the Muse series.

- there is currently no plans for a CDHS3 for now, I have some ideas but never went to concretize them. Maybe soon?

See you in 2 days for "Tantrum" with GUMI!

Nynthixia

『Divergence』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210516-01243
LIN (full) : 「600 184 147」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210516-001397
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD31.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murders, insanity
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

Japanese lyrics

理解できない偽の正常性のこの世界で
他の人とは違う方法で考えてるから
同じ精神的な方言を持っていないよ
この宇宙から分岐している申し訳あるの？

闇が全体を飲み込み、地獄を乱して、燃やして
記憶は痛みを伴い、ひどく、害に満ち、危険だ
責めることにした人を罰することはできているの？

精神を解放するこの深紅の楽園の鍵を見つけていたよ
暴力と血に満ちているけど、そこから救いがもたらされる庭だね
信じてきたこの優しの幻想を終わらせる鍵を見つけていたよ
どうしてまた泣いているので？ 本当に痛みが戻ってきていたので？

正気の兆候を無視することにしていただよ
怒りが共感を消すようにすることにしてた
傷ついた心が病気にしてように感じて
真っ赤な川でバラバラになっているかのように

闇が全体を飲み込み、地獄を乱して、燃やして
記憶は痛みを伴い、ひどく、害に満ち、危険だ
責めることにした人を罰することはできているの？

精神を解放するこの深紅の楽園の鍵を見つけていたよ
暴力と血に満ちているけど、そこから救いがもたらされる庭だね
信じてきたこの優しの幻想を終わらせる鍵を見つけていたよ
どうしてまた泣いているので？ 本当に痛みが戻ってきていたので？

闇が全体を飲み込み、地獄を乱して、燃やして
記憶は痛みを伴い、ひどく、害に満ち、危険だ
責めることにした人を罰することはできているの？

精神を解放するこの深紅の楽園の鍵を見つけていたよ
暴力と血に満ちているけど、そこから救いがもたらされる庭だね
信じてきたこの優しの幻想を終わらせる鍵を見つけていたよ
どうしてまた泣いているので？ 本当に痛みが戻ってきていたので？

精神を解放するこの深紅の楽園の鍵を見つけていたよ
暴力と血に満ちているけど、そこから救いがもたらされる庭だね
信じてきたこの優しの幻想を終わらせる鍵を見つけていたよ
どうしてまた泣いているので？ 本当に痛みが戻ってきていたので？

Original English text

In this world of fake normality that I can't understand
Because I am just thinking in a way different from the others
I don't have the same spiritual dialect
Do I have to be sorry for diverging from this universe?

Darkness is swallowing in the whole, disturbing and burning hell
These memories are painful, gross, full of harm, dangerous
Can I punish the people who decided to blame me?

I found the key of this crimson paradise that would release my spirit free
A garden full of violence and blood, but from which the salvation will come from
I found the key to the end of this illusion of kindness I've been believing
Why are you crying again? Did the pain really come back?

I decided to ignore any signal of sanity
And to let the rage erase my empathy
I feel my bruised heart is sickening me
As if I was going to fall apart in the crimson river

Darkness is swallowing in the whole, disturbing and burning hell
These memories are painful, gross, full of harm, dangerous
Can I punish the people who decided to blame me?

I found the key of this crimson paradise that would release my spirit free
A garden full of violence and blood, but from which the salvation will come from
I found the key to the end of this illusion of kindness I've been believing
Why are you crying again? Did the pain really come back?

Darkness is swallowing in the whole, disturbing and burning hell
These memories are painful, gross, full of harm, dangerous
Can I punish the people who decided to blame me?

I found the key of this crimson paradise that would release my spirit free
A garden full of violence and blood, but from which the salvation will come from
I found the key to the end of this illusion of kindness I've been believing
Why are you crying again? Did the pain really come back?

I found the key of this crimson paradise that would release my spirit free
A garden full of violence and blood, but from which the salvation will come from
I found the key to the end of this illusion of kindness I've been believing
Why are you crying again? Did the pain really come back?

And French adaptation!

Dans ce monde de normalité illusoire que je ne peux comprendre
Parce que je pense d'une autre manière que les autres puissent entendre
Je n'ai pas le même dialecte spirituel que ces gens
Dois-je m'excuser si pour votre univers mon esprit est divergent ?

Les ténèbres m'avalent dans cet enfer entier perturbant et brûlant
Ces souvenirs sont pénibles, emplis de mal, dangereux, dégoûtants
Puis-je punir les gens qui ont décidé de me blâmer autant ?

J'ai trouvé la clé de l'enfer pourpre qui libérerait mon esprit
Un jardin empli de violence et de sang, mais dont la salvation serait sortie
J'ai trouvé le clé de cette illusion de gentillesse auquel j'ai tant cru
Pourquoi pleures-tu encore ? La douleur est-elle réellement revenue ?

J'ai décidé d'ignorer tout signal de lucidité
Et de laisser la rage effacer mon empathie
Je sens mon cœur brisé me donner la nausée
Comme si j'avais dans la rivière pourpre m'effondrer ici

Les ténèbres m'avalent dans cet enfer entier perturbant et brûlant
Ces souvenirs sont pénibles, emplis de mal, dangereux, dégoûtants
Puis-je punir les gens qui ont décidé de me blâmer autant ?

J'ai trouvé la clé de l'enfer pourpre qui libérerait mon esprit
Un jardin empli de violence et de sang, mais dont la salvation serait sortie
J'ai trouvé le clé de cette illusion de gentillesse auquel j'ai tant cru
Pourquoi pleures-tu encore ? La douleur est-elle réellement revenue ?

Les ténèbres m'avalent dans cet enfer entier perturbant et brûlant
Ces souvenirs sont pénibles, emplis de mal, dangereux, dégoûtants
Puis-je punir les gens qui ont décidé de me blâmer autant ?

J'ai trouvé la clé de l'enfer pourpre qui libérerait mon esprit
Un jardin empli de violence et de sang, mais dont la salvation serait sortie
J'ai trouvé le clé de cette illusion de gentillesse auquel j'ai tant cru
Pourquoi pleures-tu encore ? La douleur est-elle réellement revenue ?

J'ai trouvé la clé de l'enfer pourpre qui libérerait mon esprit
Un jardin empli de violence et de sang, mais dont la salvation serait sortie
J'ai trouvé le clé de cette illusion de gentillesse auquel j'ai tant cru
Pourquoi pleures-tu encore ? La douleur est-elle réellement revenue ?

Explanations...

Music: I think it's gone from a sort of musical mashup of "Calalini" and "Prostiye Dvizheniya" and finally... We went very far from the second one and there are just some musical structures of the first one that remained. The purpose it was really to create something uneasing. Organ pad by Super 8, sub bass by Sytrus, line synth by GMS, the rest is done with Serum. Also yes, the whispering voices, I took back the same sample as the one in "Not Yet", just pitched it down at max knob. Funny to see how the ambience changes!
Also... Yeah, it's long. Not as long as the Rebirth Edit of "Master Mind" or the mashup "Lamia"/"Hecate", but still quite long. Third place woohoo.
Story: I'd say it's some sort of psychopath...? Who sort of... Who thinks very differently from the others, who just gets harassed for her differences before she really snaps.

『Chained to the Death』

Singers : [in order of solo appearence] Toujoh Wistaria, Gahata Meiji, Jyougasaki Bibi
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210509-01242
LIN (full) : 「600 176 021」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210509-001396
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD31.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murder
Restricted on : (none)

Legend

Wistaria | Meiji | Bibi

Japanese lyrics

未来の光が見えない長い回廊で、前進し続けて
誰も向こう側に連れて行ってくれない、ひどく孤独を感じて

忘却と空虚が魂を待っている冷たい地獄に向かってる
向こう側に何があるのかわからないまま、沈黙の壁に取り付けられて
爆発が激しく空気を壊し、一発の弾丸が共鳴して
周囲からの涙や叫びさえも誰かの注意を引いていないよね
刈り取り人が私たちの最後の別れのために戻ってくるたびに
両方とも壁に戻っている、手錠をかけられた手を維持している
目の前に未来が見えないのなら、なんて哀れな人生でしょうよね
恐怖と死の匂いを取り戻さずに、冷たい風が戻ってきていた

悲鳴は遠くから聞く時間がない、全てが再び落ちてる
前回より少しだけ多くの血が見えているだよね、それだけ

次回は私の番だと思って、人生は目をスクロールして
最後の祈りを考える前に、魂の窓を閉めている

Original English text

In this long corridor where the light of the future is unable to be seen, I continue advancing
No one is accompanying me to the other side, I feel horribly alone

Towards a cold hell, where oblivion and emptiness are waiting for souls
Attached to the wall of silence, without knowing what is on the other side
A detonation violently breaks the air, a single bullet resonates through
Not even the tears and the cries from the surroundings are catching someone's attention
Each time the reaper is going back for the last farewell of one of us
And they both go back to the wall, maintaining handcuffed hands
What a pitiful life if we're not able to see a future just in front of us
The cold wind is coming back, without bringing back the smell of fear and death

Scream doesn't have the time to be heard from the distance, everything falls down again
We just see a little bit more blood than the last time, that's it

I think next time will be my turn, my life is scrolling through the eyes
I close the windows of the soul, before thinking about a last prayer

And French adaptation!

Dans ce long couloir où la lumière du futur est invisible, je continue d'avancer
Je me sens terriblement seule, personne n'est là pour m'accompagner de l'autre côté

Vers un enfer glacial, où l'oubli et le vide attendent les âmes
Attachées au mur du silence, sans savoir ce qu'il y a de l'autre côté
Une détonation brise l'air violemment, une seule balle résonne comme une flamme
Ni même les larmes et les pleurs autour n'arrivent à capter l'attention
Chaque fois que la faucheuse pour l'un de nos adieux revient
Et les deux retournent au mur, maintenant les mains menottées
Quelle vie misérable si l'on ne peut voir l'avenir qui nous appartient
Le vent froid revient, sans ramener l'odeur de la peur et de la putréfaction

Un cri n'a pas le temps d'être entendu au loin, tout s'écroule à nouveau
On ne voit juste qu'un peu plus de sang que la dernière fois, c'est tout

Je crois que je suis la prochaine, la vie défile dans mes yeux d'un seul coup
Je ferme les fenêtres de l'âme, avant de prier une dernière fois de nouveau

Explanations...

The concept of the corridor of the death, all simply.
Music: I showed it on Twitter, but I tried to do future bass... Without using resampling! Not that bad. Saws synths and lead by Serum, synthlines by Super 8, pad by Analog Dreams, sub by Sytrus.
Project is using Transient Processor and is thus limited to FL12.5.1 compatibility patches.

『Datura』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Vocal Doubler, iZotope Neutron 3 Avanced, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210427-01241
LIN (full) : 「600 163 410」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210427-001395
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD31.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : unintentional suicide, psychological horror elements, implied substance abuse
Restricted on : (none)

Due to a hard drive incident, this song is currently not playable in a blog preview. Please download the archive to listen to this song.
Reason: veg projects haven't been regenerated.

Japanese lyrics

ヘビの有毒な抱擁は良心を奪った
苦い味は警告するのに十分ではなかった
この遠い夢への旅は非常に不快だった
絶対に帰りたくない、二度とそこに戻らない
怖い生き物が近づけて、自然を侮辱して
歪んだ、異常な色の幻想で立ち往生
人生で最大の過ちを犯していたの？
私はただの人形で、終わりを待っていくよ

この恐ろしい世界を二度と見たくない
悪夢は十分に餌を与えられてた
全ての歪みが止まるのはいつだのね？
誰かが遠くで聞くことができているの？

ヘビの有毒な抱擁は良心を奪った
苦い味は警告するのに十分ではなかった
この遠い夢への旅は非常に不快だった
絶対に帰りたくない、二度とそこに戻らない
怖い生き物が近づけて、自然を侮辱して
歪んだ、異常な色の幻想で立ち往生
人生で最大の過ちを犯していたの？
私はただの人形で、終わりを待っていくよ

他の話をもっとよく聞くべきだった
気にしなかったけど、とても後悔してる
時間が経ち、もう時間を数えられないよ
現実感を失ったよう、とても怖い

ヘビの有毒な抱擁は良心を奪った
苦い味は警告するのに十分ではなかった
この遠い夢への旅は非常に不快だった
絶対に帰りたくない、二度とそこに戻らない
怖い生き物が近づけて、自然を侮辱して
歪んだ、異常な色の幻想で立ち往生
人生で最大の過ちを犯していたの？
私はただの人形で、終わりを待っていくよ

Original English text

Poisonous embrace of the snake took my conscience away
Bitter taste wasn't enough to warn me
The travel to this distant dream has been excessively unpleasant
I want to never return there, never return there ever again
Scary creatures approach me, insulting the nature
Stuck in a distorted, abnormally colored illusion
Did I commit the biggest mistake in my life?
I'm just a puppet on the ground, waiting for the end

I don't want to see this horrible world again
Nightmares got feed enough
When everything's distortion will stop?
Can somebody hear me in the distance?

Poisonous embrace of the snake took my conscience away
Bitter taste wasn't enough to warn me
The travel to this distant dream has been excessively unpleasant
I want to never return there, never return there ever again
Scary creatures approach me, insulting the nature
Stuck in a distorted, abnormally colored illusion
Did I commit the biggest mistake in my life?
I'm just a puppet on the ground, waiting for the end

I should have better listened to the others
I just didn't care, but I regret so much
So much time passes by and I can't count anymore the hours
I seem to have lost any sense of reality, I'm so scared now

Poisonous embrace of the snake took my conscience away
Bitter taste wasn't enough to warn me
The travel to this distant dream has been excessively unpleasant
I want to never return there, never return there ever again
Scary creatures approach me, insulting the nature
Stuck in a distorted, abnormally colored illusion
Did I commit the biggest mistake in my life?
I'm just a puppet on the ground, waiting for the end

And French adaptation!

L'embrassade empoisonnée du serpent a pris au loin ma conscience
Le goût amer n'a pas été un avertissement suffisant
Le voyage vers un rêve distant excessivement déplaisant
Je ne veux plus y retourner, plus jamais y retourner
Des créatures effrayantes approchent, telles une insulte à la nature
Coincée dans une illusion anormalement colorée, déformée
Ai-je commis la plus grande erreur de mon existence ?
Je ne suis que marionette au sol, attendant la fin de la torture

Je ne veux plus jamais revoir cet horrible monde, plus jamais
Mes cauchemars en ont été suffisamment nourris
Quand tout cessera-t-il de se déformer ?
Quelqu'un peut-il entendre mes lointains cris ?

L'embrassade empoisonnée du serpent a pris au loin ma conscience
Le goût amer n'a pas été un avertissement suffisant
Le voyage vers un rêve distant excessivement déplaisant
Je ne veux plus y retourner, plus jamais y retourner
Des créatures effrayantes approchent, telles une insulte à la nature
Coincée dans une illusion anormalement colorée, déformée
Ai-je commis la plus grande erreur de mon existence ?
Je ne suis que marionnette au sol, attendant la fin de la torture

J'aurais mieux dû écouter ce que les autres m'ont dit
Je n'y ai prêté attention mais je regrette tellement désormais
Tant de temps passe et je ne compte plus les heures passées
J'ai perdu le sens de la réalité, la peur me meurtrit

L'embrassade empoisonnée du serpent a pris au loin ma conscience
Le goût amer n'a pas été un avertissement suffisant
Le voyage vers un rêve distant excessivement déplaisant
Je ne veux plus y retourner, plus jamais y retourner
Des créatures effrayantes approchent, telles une insulte à la nature
Coincée dans une illusion anormalement colorée, déformée
Ai-je commis la plus grande erreur de mon existence ?
Je ne suis que marionnette au sol, attendant la fin de la torture

Explanations...

Story: this is inspired by a possibly true story of someone wanting to know how was a better way to take datura... Except there isn't any. So this is centered on a datura bad trip.
Music: I mixed up some European and Asiatic instruments. Used Arcane, Koto Nation (for the shamisen this time), Epinette and Mysteria.

『Lunatic Lunacy』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210425-01240
LIN (full) : 「600 162 338」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210426-001394
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD31.5

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Due to a hard drive incident, this song is currently not playable in a blog preview. Please download the archive to listen to this song.
Reason: veg projects haven't been regenerated.

Japanese lyrics

白い月は夜に明るく輝いていて、中に何かを求めてく
月が美しい深紅色に変わるまで、闇からの生き物が目覚めて
この古い呪いでとにかく受け入れられるかどうかわからなかったよ
でも他の男の腕の中で君を見ると、とても苦しくていくよ

あなたに近づくことができなかっただよね
日光の下でも、あなたを抱きしめないよ
秘密を学ぶとき、あなたは逃げるでしょうね
暗い森の中で一人で泣いてるでしょう

白い月は夜に明るく輝いていて、中に何かを求めてく
月が美しい深紅色に変わるまで、闇からの生き物が目覚めて
この古い呪いでとにかく受け入れられるかどうかわからなかったよ
でも他の男の腕の中で君を見ると、とても苦しくていくよ

憎まないでくれ...

いつかあなたを抱きしめてもいいだのね？
この男はついに姿を消しているのね？
狂気を感じ始めてような気がしている
今彼を殺すことができるような気がして

肉体を通り抜けているのを感じた、もう痛みを思い出せない
性質について学んだとき、絶望は代わりに私に侵入した
実際に殺した理由を決して理解しないだろうと確信した
推論さえしていなかった、愛は間違いなく狂気に陥らせた

Original English text

The white moon is shining bright in the night, calling for something within
The creatures from the darkness awaken until the moon turns into a beautiful crimson
I didn't know if I would be accepted anyway because of this old curse
But seeing you in the arms of another man was making me suffer so much

I couldn't approach you by any way
Even under the daylight, I would never embrace you
When you'd learn the secret, you'd run away
And I'd be crying alone in the dark forest

The white moon is shining bright in the night, calling for something within
The creatures from the darkness awaken until the moon turns into a beautiful crimson
I didn't know if I would be accepted anyway because of this old curse
But seeing you in the arms of another man was making me suffer so much

Don't hate me...

Can I someday embrace you?
Will this man finally disappear for good?
I feel like I'm starting to feel insane
I feel like I could kill him

I felt myself going through his flesh, can't remember the pain anymore
Despair invaded me instead, when you learnt about my nature
I was sure you'd never understand why I actually killed him
I wasn't even reasoning, love definitely made me fall into insanity

And French adaptation!

La lune pâle brille intensément dans la nuit, appelant quelque chose en moi
Les créatures des ténèbres se réveillent jusqu'à ce que la lune devienne d'une belle teinte pourprée
Je ne savais pas si tu allais m'accepter à cause de l'ancestrale malédiction pesant sur moi
Mais te voir dans les bras d'un autre homme me fait souffrir pour l'éternité

Je ne pouvais par n'importe quel moyen t'approcher
Même lors de la journée, je ne pourrais jamais t'enlacer
Lorsque tu saurais mon secret, tu t'enfuirais
Mais alors dans la sombre forêt je pleurerai

La lune pâle brille intensément dans la nuit, appelant quelque chose en moi
Les créatures des ténèbres se réveillent jusqu'à ce que la lune devienne d'une belle teinte pourprée
Je ne savais pas si tu allais m'accepter à cause de l'ancestrale malédiction pesant sur moi
Mais te voir dans les bras d'un autre homme me fait souffrir pour l'éternité

Ne me haïs pas...

Pourrais-je enfin un jour t'enlacer ?
Cet homme disparaîtra-t-il pour de bon ?
J'ai l'impression de perdre la tête pour de bon
J'ai l'impression que je pourrais le tuer

Je me sens à travers sa chair, sans me souvenir de la douleur qui me torture
Le désespoir m'a envahie, lorsque tu as appris ma véritable nature
J'étais certaine que tu ne comprendrais jamais la raison pour laquelle je l'ai tué
Je ne raisonnais même pas, l'amour m'a fait tomber dans la folie pour l'éternité

Explanations...

Story: a werewolf girl falls in love with a beautiful woman, still being afraid of her knowing the truth about her werewolf nature and not daring approaching her. She just has her own despair, killing the lover of the one she really loves before being rejected.
Music: at least Straylight, Massive and Serum were used, with Mallet Flux. It went on a sort of light, airy pop song. Almost a little point of feeric.

Hello, Nynthixia here

For MAYU's song you'll get it after I finish working (so near 5/6 PM at my local time).

On May 2nd, my external hard drive started to die by very very slowly reading its architecture and randomly disconnecting whenever trying to go further in the architecture or when trying to detect a certain number of files to copy them. This copy is still ongoing and is using my two last computers (current one and the one before).

The first files being retrieved were the most vital files for production. Instrumentals have been retrieved at 100% so you'll get MAYU and Zunko's next songs as usual. Currently it's vital files from FL Studio data's folder being retrieved on the other computer. The main current one is retrieving most of the non-urgent data, just in order to less tire the damaged drive when copying and limit the copy to only the files created after a certain date. The drive used for main computer copy for these files is currently the 2To unit that was used until 2019 which was 100% sane. So I'll just have to reactualize some folders.

Komplete folder has been revitalized and recreated by hand by using the Komplete hard drive, most of my phone data and a work place connection for the Stradivari Violin iso. It is now 100% back to normal.

Samples folder hasn't been 100% regenerated, but that may be easy to do since I know the only difference between the samples on the previous computer and here are just a folder for Black Octopus and less than 10 for Cymatics. So for now it's just 95% completed again.

Production will resume once all the production necessary files regenerated. My NAS didn't arrive yet because UPS... Truncated by mistake my adress making it unusuable, so I sent back instructions and I'm waiting for a new shipping date. For now, it's another new external drive (same product as the one just before) taking the relay.

Concerning ONE and IA, if by June 15th their CeVIO AI VBs still don't arrive their tracks will be inverted with some of the album after. There would also be the possibility to merge these albums into a two parts big album one (similar to the concept that had "The Insane Door" except it would be in 2 different virtual CDs and not a single one).

Concerning KAFU her release date was pushed back to July 7. Her tracks have been moved to the album after the one in production. Instead you'll get the public tracks for Itako and GUMI that were intended to be released on June 24 and 26 respectively. So exchange of 2 private tracks for 2 public ones. The other private track for Itako will remain in the July/August production album as originally intended. As for GUMI, her private tracks were already in the March-June one.

Also learnt something for Yukari AI that I'll have to test, but apparently, whenever she has her pitch issues there would be a slur setting to apply to the concerned notes. And this was probably why when I tried to do "NANZIA -Truth-" with the Rei VB I had weird results since when I make capellas, I generally render in a "vanilla" status (= no changes to the notes and no sup' plugins) then apply on the effects under VEGAS Pro.

Will keep you aware for the progress of the data retrieval. It will be a bit slow but thanks to the 2To drive it should be slightly faster, but also safer for the damaged drive.

Nynthixia

DOWNLOAD THE ALBUM (19 TRACKS - 11 INEDITE!!!)

Hello, Nynthixia here

So for this album... All the public demos stayed the same for this album. But you have 11 new songs to discover!

In Their Nature - Yukari Rei

It's the nature of humanity to commit bad things... From a bit higher point of view of course. So this is the song using the AI version of Yukari. You'll notice the pitch going a bit weird sometimes... It's due to the voicebank.

Trapped in your Ambush - IA ROCKS

A girl had a very bad experience with love in the past and decided to not fall in love again... But it was stronger than her, she met someone very nice and fell to their charms. Very deep music.

Artificial Intelligence - Kiritan AI

I "spoiled" it a bit on Twitter when I told people for CeVIO AI with Kiritan... It's a song about the creation of an A.I. and how she is searching to become the closest from a real human being... But this is just a dream that will never be granted. Done with the AI ver of Kiritan.

Alisson - Saki AI

[Yandere] A girl trying to find back her lover, but who didn't expect the man who stole the girl away from her was also a yandere... First solo song with Saki, hooray! And I'm going to have so fun using her!

Euterpe - kokone

[Muses series] Euterpe is the muse of music. A world without music... Boring as hell. Unless she grabs some words, a melody, and gives a new life to a colorless world.

Kalliope - Lily

[Muses series] Kalliope is the muse of epic poetry. The story of a hero leaving their family behind to fight against a threat and coming back well alive and the threat defeated. That's how we build the hopes and the futures of next generations to come.

SCOPOLAMINIUM - Xin Hua Power

Just a single tragedy song. Half orchestral half trance.

Delivrance - Luo Tianyi

Just a girl who gets freed. Clear light pop song for Tianyi.

The Hope Flower Crushed by Despair - Luo Tianyi and Xin Hua

[Corruption series] Tianyi comes to the castle, meets a mentally broken Xin Hua who tells Tianyi how much she feels guilty for not having listened to the warnings before she fell into a deep madness and split personality issues, hearing plenty voices in her head fighting each other. Tianyi doesn't understand and innocently takes Xin Hua's hand... What's going to happen... You know. All of you.

Polymorphism - Saki AI, VY1

[Corruption series] This is the hugest orchestral piece I have ever produced, mixing up koto with a classical orchestra. VY1 has never been very sane, due to her lack of personality and the twists her mental got during these past years. Now Saki has arrived, two potential rivals are meeting, and VY1 says that what they were criticized for, the lack of fixed appearance and fixed personality, is their strength that can help fight against the curse. But this is just a pretext and VY1 contaminates Saki by herself, harshly betraying her.

NANZIA -Truth- - Yukari Jun

Intended to do this with the Rei VB but got serious pitch issues, so used Jun VB. The truth behind NANZIA. Too many things that were hidden until now. From all the truth edits, this is possibly the one remind the most the original song it went from.

So. Bought Serum last Friday... I had some fun doing "Ripped Reaper". That was quite interesting to do a very harsh song. Thanks for all the support I got on both Nyui's songs! Will try my best ><

I'm so glad ROSA will be on SynthV! Expect me to take her! Plus what Hiroto-P told us on Twitter gave us lots of promises! I really hope ROSA sees the day someday! And why not CUL's other sisters!

There will be a while with no public songs again, since the next one will be on May 6th for MAYU. But after you'll get lots of songs. March and April are the most empty songs over the whole year.

Concerning Meiji's song for August 8th, there are high chances she gets published on time and not several days in advance this year.

I think that was all I wanted to say for now... See you soon!

Nynthixia

『Ripped Reaper』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210402-01237
LIN (full) : 「600 147 514」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210403-001391
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD31.5 - unrevealed track

Rating : Mature (class 2) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : violent lyrics, murder, profanity
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

愚かな幸福にうんざり、人間の愚かさにうんざり
そのような愚かな行為によって何人の命を奪うか
この終わりのない仕事は疲れさせている、変わる時だった
お前の最後の最悪で最もひどい悪夢になって

退屈な継続性に非難されて、これにとてもうんざりして
いつも賢い動物であるべきものに失礼でなければならない

人間、お前に対してとても失礼なことをお詫びして
でも今お前のこの人生をとらなければならないよね
運命でもう少し長く遊べたらいいのにと思った
今退屈で死にかけている人だけどね...かなり皮肉な

いまいましい世界にいくらかの尊厳をもたらすことができる？
直面することにうんざりしてるので、そのような低い存在

お前を愛していたかもしれないだけど、何も変わらなかっただろう
とても愚か、とても愚かだ、これは私をバラバラに引き裂いたもの

Original English text

Sick of foolish happiness, sick of the human foolery
How many lives to take away by such foolish acts
This endless job is tiring me up, it was time to change
I'll become your last worst and most awful nightmare

I'm condemned to a boring continuity and I'm so sick of this
I always have to be so rude to what should be smart animals

I apologize to be so rude towards you, humans
But I'll have to take this life of yours right now
I wished I could play a bit more for more hours with your fate
But now I'm the one dying of boredom... Quite ironic

Can someone bring some dignity to this damn world?
I'm fed up to be confronted so such low beings

I could have loved you and nothing would have changed
I'm so foolish, this is what ripped me into pieces

And French adaptation!

Marre du bonheur imbécile, marre de l'humaine connerie
Combien de vies dois-je emmener par de tels actes abrutis
Ce boulot sans fin me fatigue, il était pour moi de changer la routine
Je serai ton dernier cauchemar, le plus affreux et le pire

Je suis condamnée à une continuité ennuyeuse et j'en ai juste assez
Faut toujours être brutale à ce qui semble être des animaux intelligents

Pardon de ma vulgarité envers vous, humains
Mais je dois prendre votre vie désormais
Si seulement pendant quelques heures je pouvais encore un peu jouer avec votre destin
Mais maintenant je meurs d'ennui... Ironique pas vrai

Quelqu'un oserait-il amener un peu de dignité à ce bordel de monde ?
Ras-le-bol d'être confrontée à des êtres aussi bas de ce monde

J'aurais pu t'aimer et rien n'aurait changé pour autant
Je suis tellement débile, c'est ce qui m'a déchirée en fragments

Explanations...

Sorry for the profanities. Really sorry.
Imagine you are a reaper, your job is to take people's souls away. The job is repeating again and again, sometimes you see how humans are totally foolish when they die, it's the complete facepalm. Your job is boring you, is tiring you. But still, you quite appreciate some of them. You just don't know how to say it. You become weaker. And by becoming weaker, you pay for your mistakes.
Music: I bought Serum in the end of last week. So I mainly used it, for an atmo, for some of the gritting synths... Massive X did the rest. Two massive beasts of dubstep to make a more noisy, uneasy, harsh music. You know the music is not meant to be appreciated. It's more passing a message of harshness the lyrics are giving. It's the song of an anger against boredom.

『Simulacrum』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210327-01236
LIN (full) : 「600 138 451」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210328-001390
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : CD31.5 - unrevealed track

Rating : Questionable - Q
Not recommended for people under... : 10
Reason : possibly confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

現実は粉々に砕け散り、永遠の幻想にとらわれて
目の前の世界が崩壊した、見ているものが信じられなくなった
自分が生きてきた夢が信じられないだよ、目覚められないだよ
これらの夢の間で、もうどの声を聞くべきかわからないけどよね

前回あなたを抱きしめたかっただけど
風に消える前に、痕跡を残さない
絶望について泣き悲しめていたよね
神々に祈った、何も起こらなかった

また会った時はとても幸せだったよ
祈りはついに答えられたと思ったよ
どうして君は私に答えなかったの？
この瞬間に長い間疑問に思った

現実は粉々に砕け散り、永遠の幻想にとらわれて
目の前の世界が崩壊した、見ているものが信じられなくなった
自分が生きてきた夢が信じられないだよ、目覚められないだよ
これらの夢の間で、もうどの声を聞くべきかわからないけどよね

誰かの気持ちで遊ぶのがいかにとても残酷かわからないの？
あなたの幻想的な鏡が私の精神を打ち砕けた
本当に会えないの？ 二度と一緒に幸せになることはないの？
瞬間を待ってた、未来が簡単に破壊されるのを見るだけ

Original English text

Reality has shattered into pieces, stuck in an eternal illusion
I can't believe anymore what I am seeing, in front of me world collapsed
I can't trust the dream I have been living in, I can't wake up from it
But I don't know anymore which voice I should be listening to, between these dreams

I just wanted to embrace you a last time
Before you vanished in the wind, leaving no trace behind
I was crying and lamenting about my despair
I prayed the gods but nothing happened

When I saw you again, I was so happy
I thought my prayers were finally answered
Why weren't you answering me?
I wondered at this moment for so long

Reality has shattered into pieces, stuck in an eternal illusion
I can't believe anymore what I am seeing, in front of me world collapsed
I can't trust the dream I have been living in, I can't wake up from it
But I don't know anymore which voice I should be listening to, between these dreams

Don't you know how so cruel it is to play with someone's feelings?
Your illusional mirror shattered my spirit
Won't I really ever see you? Will we never be together happy again?
I always waited for this moment, only to see my future being easily destroyed

And French adaptation!

La réalité s'est brisée en morceaux, coincée dans une éternelle illusion
Je ne peux plus croire ce que je vois, le monde devant moi s'est effondré
Je ne peux faire confiance au rêve dans lequel j'ai vécu, ni m'en réveiller
Mais j'ignore quelle voix je dois désormais écouter, entre ces oniriques hallucinations

Je voulais juste t'enlacer une dernière fois
Avant que tu ne t'évapores dans le vent, sans laisser de trace
Je pleurais et me lamentais de mon désespoir
J'ai prié les dieux mais rien ne s'est passé

Lorsque je t'ai revue, j'étais si heureuse de pouvoir te revoir
Je pensais que mes prières avaient trouvé réponse mais hélas
Pourquoi ne me répondais-tu jamais ?
Je me le suis demandée pendant si longtemps cette fois

La réalité s'est brisée en morceaux, coincée dans une éternelle illusion
Je ne peux plus croire ce que je vois, le monde devant moi s'est effondré
Je ne peux faire confiance au rêve dans lequel j'ai vécu, ni m'en réveiller
Mais j'ignore quelle voix je dois désormais écouter, entre ces oniriques hallucinations

Ne sais-tu pas comment c'est cruel de jouer avec les sentiments de quelqu'un ?
Ton miroir illusoire a brisé mon esprit
Ne pourrais-je te voir ? Ne pourrais-je être heureuse avec toi jusqu'à la fin ?
J'ai toujours attendu ce moment, que pour voir mon futur si facilement détruit

Explanations...

How false hopes can easily be destroyed.
Music: came back on trance music this time. Pads by Massive X, chords and lead by FM8, supersaws by Xpand!2.

Hello, Nynthixia here, sorry for the delay, this actually happened yesterday BUT...

She is there! GUMI Adult! In excellent state!

So installed since yesterday evening on the computer.

Giving another new for you all: the next album is called "AI Project" and will be released for April 10, 2021 (Sat.). It contains 19 tracks, including 11 inedite ones! Among the inedite tracks: one using Kiritan AI, one using Yukari AI, a Xin Hua/Tianyi duet, a solo song with Saki and a duet VY1/Saki!

The song with Nyui I'll release in few minutes is NOT part of this album. It will be part of the album after this one.

See you in few minutes for a trance music with Nyui <3

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

Some news to bring you now.

1) SSD status

Few days ago I sent back the abnormally damaged SSD to the company who sold it to me. They told me they would rather try to repair it than do an exchange. On Thursday they sent me back a new, unused SSD as a replacement. This meant the issues the other 1To SSD was suffering from were indeed not fixable. On Friday I recloned on this new SSD what was on the former 1To one. The disk was checked afterwards and the whole mapping revealed all sectors were fine. We're over with this, finally!

2) KAFU

KAFU was revealed to be released on May 31, 2021. The preorder is currently only for the starter pack, which is not interesting enough for me since Yukari already came with this starter pack. Once I'll be able to get a package of the song voice alone, I'll buy it. If ever this doesn't get released I'll get the download version.

3) GUMI Adult

Amazon still not giving any news, and another seller wanting to sell a GUMI Adult in the status "Used - Like New" (same status as Xin Hua when I got her (this status usually means the product was bought then returned without any opening)), I got into another procedure to get the package. The seller in question only ships within Japan, meaning for the first time I'll have to use a forwarding service. Most people I know used Tenso as forwarding service, so I sent documents for ID check which were approved this night. Few minutes ago, I bought the GUMI Adult to make it ship to the Tenso adress (and then Tenso would send me the package, very probably with EMS) and cancelled the half-order on Amazon.

I currently have no date for the shipping, but high chances this will be during the week of March 29th-April 4th.

Also I'm having her at a very reduced price (probably because of the status?). Let's hope this was the good choice.

Status for IA and ONE still didn't change for now. I learnt for ROSA, CUL's sister, and the project quite interests me. To see then how this will turn out, but I hope Hiroto-P will manage to release her someday!

Concerning CD31, I'm still working on it.

See you soon

Nynthixia

Hello Nynthixia here

Here is the part 1 for GUMI's enhancement. Power voicebank. It's not installed nor activated for now though, and I'll explain later why.

What is going on...

When I said the other day the hard drive incident was repaired... That was what I thought. I managed to get more info about the failure and sadly, it's a physical failure. Meaning the 1 To SSD in the very powerful computer has a manufactory issue. So for now the computer took back its 512 Go original SSD, which is ensured to be 100% sane, the time the 1 To SSD gets sent into repair. And then we'll see if it will indeed get repaired or if it will get a replacement.

Hopefully I deactivated VOCALOID and SynthV before switching back, so I didn't lose any other activation. But for now, as long I'm on the original SSD, I won't install GUMI Power for now. Because I should reclone the 1 To drive and not the 512 Go one. And if I install GUMI Power on the 512 Go drive, I'll have incoherences with the clone created from the 1 To before the SSD emergency switch.

For GUMI Adult

Japanese Amazon still doesn't have any shipping date. So I don't have any further info for now. They started shipping GUMI Power on Wednesday because their date for the package arriving to my home was on today. And since because of its departure place it needed 2 days for the package to arrive, they sticked it to send the package on Wednesday so I get it on the Friday.

The other voicebanks

No other release date for now. I'm keeping an eye around.

Welp, see you at the end of the month for Nyui's first deadlined song, or maybe earlier if ever GUMI Adult or KAF arrive before this date (IA and ONE it's sure it's May/June)

Nynthixia

Hello, Nynthixia here

At least you'll get a post during this long period of "no public works". Several things to announce.

1) GUMI's "enhancement"

I bought the 2 vocals on Japanese Amazon yesterday, finally. There is just one thing that worries me, it's that for the Adult VB package, there is currently no shipping date and Amazon doesn't know when it will be back in stock. The message appeared just after I passed the order. For now, the Power VB package is marked to be shipped for March 10th, but seeing the circumstances, I can't ensure this will be the real shipping date. I need to know whenever they can get back the Adult VB in stock back. If this package gets cancelled for some reason, it will be download version on the English VOCALOID store. I'll try to inform you about any evolution of the situation.

2) More precisions on the new vocals

IA and ONE will be for May/June so... And there was another vocal I had an eye on since few weeks ago, it's KAFU. The issue with KAFU is that... The demos on her channel... They either used filters, either bad tuning, which makes her to sound pretty robotic with a huge engine noise. Got the confirmation this wasn't her final quality when I found (thanks to someone, they'll recognize themselves) 2 videos of demos by other people for KAFU with excellent quality. You know what it means: if someone can do excellent quality, anyone can do. That's why for CeVIO, I often go further than the demos introduced by the companies. It all depends of the mastering and the effects, which can alter the judgement. So I can confirm you that, once she gets out, KAFU will be part of the team as well!

Since no other announcement for SynthV, Rikka is still not interesting enough for me in terms of voice, despite her very high quality.

3) Reminder for anyone using CeVIO AI btw, especially Kiritan AI...

SPLIT your different parts into different tracks. You'll thank me. I need to test out phoneme distortion on Yukari as well, but for Kiritan, if ever you have different parts of the song (separated by instrumental bridges) in the same track, your first part will always sound well, but the others will have severely degraded quality, with excessive breathing and phoneme distortion.

4) Severe incident this week

I lost an activation for VOCALOID and SynthV already. The SSD of my computer started to have severe lags, including the mouse, on the 17th. I scanned the disk and discovered the presence of bad sectors. I had to do at least 2 passes to correct this. Happened a moment I had to update a software, which totally bugged out because, very probably, the software was trying to read or to write on a corrupted block, so I tried to cancel the install and to rollback the computer... Grave mistake. This made Windows unable to boot, being stuck in recuperation mode. I could access cmd, try to check disk it, but unable to repair files's system, fix Windows's image or even worse, to reset Windows. Even this didn't work! (Meaning possibly several partitions of the disk were corrupted, not only the Windows one)

To tell you the truth: I'm back on the same computer, the super highly powerful one. But it was at a price. To rewrite the whole SSD with zeros (it's called a low level formatting, and it gets out physical bad sectors and resets the logical bad sectors (since it's theorically badly written data, so when you write zeros, there's nothing left)) and to reclone on this cleansed ver the disk image I used to switch SSDs for this computer (which was sure to be sane).

Meaning I lost a month of softwares, the activation for VOCALOID I had (I had deactivated it before doing this clone in case of issues because I switched to different types of SATA M.2 SSDs) and the one for SynthV (because I didn't have the software at the time). CeVIO is less problematic in the sense it normally auto-deactivates the previous activation when you activate a new time.

Other music software with limited activations are safe in the sense there were already active on the clone, so they're not lost.

This means I don't have the right to any other mistake for VOCALOID and SynthV without going to the support. Which means multiple tickets to Japanese and Chinese companies. And it's horribly difficult for someone who isn't part of these countries at the base.

At least, I got back my SSD without buying a new one, and I immediately made a sane clone of the disk with all the softwares activated. Which means I could use this image instead of the January one to fix any other disk error. I just need to be careful no other logical bad sector declares itself.

Just hoping this never ever happens again, because I passed a whole week on this. No kidding.

5) Next album

It would be a 19 tracks (yes yes, 19, you well read) album for April 2021. I didn't confirm any other date for now, neither the album name. For now it's called "AI Project", but it's still subject to change. 6 private tracks are left to do on this one.

Nyui's songs for end of March won't be part of this album. However you'll find back some tracks such as "Awake Angel", "The Blade of Marseille", "Pathologic", "Eagle for Liberty", "Humanity's Biggest Fear", "Agony", "Salome" or "Odessa". The album will feature new singers Tianyi and Saki, as well as the CeVIO AI vers of Yukari and Kiritan... Who'll be very easy to recognize actually, because their singing style has nothing to do with their other versions.

In a nutshell...

- Suffered a hard drive incident which got repaired, at the price of an activation for VOCALOID and SynthV - no right to any other mistake. Current SSD saved into a sane copy.
- ONE and IA for CeVIO AI confirmed for May/June, as soon they'll get released.
- KAFU confirmed for as soon she'll get released, no date for now, probably first half of 2021 like her studio is saying.
- GUMI Power confirmed to arrive in March in a package ver. GUMI Adult may come in package ver a bit later whenever she'll be available for Amazon - if this fails, a download version will be bought instead.
- CD31 confirmed for April 2021, 19 tracks including 11 inedite works. Will feature Saki and Tianyi, as well as CeVIO AI vers of Yukari and Kiritan. Temporary album name is "AI Project".
- Next public demos confirmed for CD31.5.

See you soon

Nynthixia

『Eagle for Liberty』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210220-01227
LIN (full) : 「600 095 114」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210220-001381
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : AI Project - TRACK 13/19

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : murder references
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

これらの戦いの間に私が直面してきた痛みを通してる
まだ炎の中に立っているよ、心に何のダメージなしではない
悪夢は過去と未来に対する最も深い考えに直面して
自分でこれを見るたびに、どうしたらいいのか、考えもわからないよ

勝利に達する前に無数の犠牲が払われた
まだこの深淵の霧を超えて何かが間違ってと感じて

これらの戦いの間に私が直面してきた痛みを通してる
まだ炎の中に立っているよ、心に何のダメージなしではない
悪夢は過去と未来に対する最も深い考えに直面して
自分でこれを見るたびに、どうしたらいいのか、考えもわからないよ

沈むのを見なければならなかったのはいくつだのね？
戦争が終われば、まだ傷ついた記憶を持っているでしょう

最後にもう一度敵に伝えたいのこれで終わりだ
実際に戦争の終わりではないことを知ってたとしても

これらの戦いの間に私が直面してきた痛みを通してる
まだ炎の中に立っているよ、心に何のダメージなしではない
悪夢は過去と未来に対する最も深い考えに直面して
自分でこれを見るたびに、どうしたらいいのか、考えもわからないよ

Original English text

Through the pain I've been going against during these battles
I'm still standing in the flames, not without any damage in my heart
The nightmares confront the deepest thoughts against the past and the future
Each time I see this other myself, I don't know what to do, nor to think

Countless sacrifices were done before reaching victory
Though I still feel something is wrong beyond this abyssal mist

Through the pain I've been going against during these battles
I'm still standing in the flames, not without any damage in my heart
The nightmares confront the deepest thoughts against the past and the future
Each time I see this other myself, I don't know what to do, nor to think

How many did I have to see sinking?
If the war would end, I'd still have these scarred memories

I'd just tell the enemy one last time now this is over
Even if I actually know this wouldn't be the end of the war yet

Through the pain I've been going against during these battles
I'm still standing in the flames, not without any damage in my heart
The nightmares confront the deepest thoughts against the past and the future
Each time I see this other myself, I don't know what to do, nor to think

And French adaptation!

À travers la douleur que j'ai traversé pendant tous ces combats
Je me tiens encore dans les flammes, non sans que des dommages dans mon âme ne puissent survenir
Les cauchemars confrontent les pensées les plus profondes entre passé et avenir
À chaque fois que je vois cette autre moi-même, je ne sais plus quoi faire, ni quoi penser

D'innombrables sacrifices ont dû être faits avant d'arracher la victoire
Même si je sens qu'il reste toujours quelque chose de malsain au-delà de cet abyssal brouillard

À travers la douleur que j'ai traversé pendant tous ces combats
Je me tiens encore dans les flammes, non sans que des dommages dans mon âme ne puissent survenir
Les cauchemars confrontent les pensées les plus profondes entre passé et avenir
À chaque fois que je vois cette autre moi-même, je ne sais plus quoi faire, ni quoi penser

Combien ai-je dû voir couler ?
Si la guerre pouvait prendre fin, j'aurais toujours ces souvenirs scarifiés

Je dirai juste à l'ennemi qu'une dernière fois, tout ça c'est terminé
Même si je sais qu'en réalité la guerre n'est pas encore terminée

À travers la douleur que j'ai traversé pendant tous ces combats
Je me tiens encore dans les flammes, non sans que des dommages dans mon âme ne puissent survenir
Les cauchemars confrontent les pensées les plus profondes entre passé et avenir
À chaque fois que je vois cette autre moi-même, je ne sais plus quoi faire, ni quoi penser

Explanations...

You had waited for a song like this right... A song about an Eagle Union Azur Lane shipgirl. Welp I did Enterprise... Quite inspired from both the game and the anime series.
Music: more went in a pop/rock ambience. Guitars by Electric Sunburst Deluxe and FL Slayer, bass by Scarbee Pre-Bass Amped.

Hello, Nynthixia here, and this is the last arrival for February:

I'm so sorry for this quality ><

Kiritan arrived at home this afternoon, and this is the last buying for the month. Next ones will be the 2 GUMI V4 voicebanks Adult and Power, for March. And after... I'll see.

I also tested Saki yesterday, and I'm not disappointed at all. Very vivid voice, very different from the other voices I have. This will be a pleasure to make her sing. Only problem SynthV has: the grid is way less readable than the other engines's. When I ask the engine to be on a 1/8 quarter snapping, I still have the grid for 1/16 quarter snapping... This is disturbing X.X

Hope you'll soon be able to listen our little Kiritan with the AI in the next album!

In the meanwhile, see you next week for a song with Lily... And after this will be a long period of private producing.

Nynthixia

『Agony』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210214-01225
LIN (full) : 「599 706 324」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210214-001379
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : AI Project - TRACK 10/19

Rating : Mature (first class) - M12
Not recommended for people under... : 12
Reason : confusing content
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

地面に横になって一度目を開けただけで、あっという間に時間が見た
別れを告げる瞬間があっても、十分に強くなるかどうかはわからない

ゆっくり消える前に、最後に君のことを考えた
痛い苦しみの中で、涙がなくなるまで泣いた

助けを求めていたよね、誰も答えなかったよね、一人だったけど
誰も私の前に立っていなかった、とても恐れてた見捨てられた

ゆっくり消える前に、最後に君のことを考えた
痛い苦しみの中で、涙がなくなるまで泣いた

ゆっくり消える前に、最後に君のことを考えた
痛い苦しみの中で、涙がなくなるまで泣いた

Original English text

I just opened the eyes once, lying on the ground, I saw the time so quickly
Even if I have the moment to say farewell, I don't know if I'll be strong enough

I thought about you a last time, before slowly vanishing
In a painful agony, I was crying until I had no tears

I asked for help but no one answered, I was alone
No one was standing in front of me, I was so afraid I got abandoned

I thought about you a last time, before slowly vanishing
In a painful agony, I was crying until I had no tears

I thought about you a last time, before slowly vanishing
In a painful agony, I was crying until I had no tears

And French adaptation!

J'ai ouvert les yeux juste une fois, allongée sur le sol, j'ai vu si vite le temps défiler
Même si j'ai le moment pour te dire adieu, j'ignore si j'aurai la force de parler

J'ai pensé à toi une dernière fois, avant de doucement m'évaporer
Dans une pénible agonie, jusqu'à ce que je n'aie plus de larmes j'ai pleuré

J'ai demandé de l'aide mais personne ne m'a répondu, je me suis sentie délaissée
Personne ne se tenait devant moi, j'ai eu si peur d'avoir été abandonnée

J'ai pensé à toi une dernière fois, avant de doucement m'évaporer
Dans une pénible agonie, jusqu'à ce que je n'aie plus de larmes j'ai pleuré

J'ai pensé à toi une dernière fois, avant de doucement m'évaporer
Dans une pénible agonie, jusqu'à ce que je n'aie plus de larmes j'ai pleuré

Explanations...

When your lover has an accident and you are unable to help her... Maybe because you aren't aware in time.
Music: it's a dark, gloomy, almost disturbing music. Pads by Arkhis, choirs by Arcane (one by the Specter instrument, one by the Inferno one), long piano notes by Una Corda and The Giant, piano leads by Noire, supersaws by Xpand!2.

『Humanity's Biggest Fear』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210212-01224
LIN (full) : 「600 088 379」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210213-001378
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : AI Project - TRACK 5/19

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : murders references
Restricted on : piapro (not recommended)

Japanese lyrics

死すべき者の前に立って、深紅の闇の悪鬼は自己紹介して
人類が長い間封じ込めてきた悪魔の恐怖の表現だね
鉄血の祭典が始まったばかりで、誰もが足元にいている
運命がどれほどもろいのかを知って、救われることを懇願して

軽蔑と恥は値する人に悲劇的な終わりをもたらしただけ
黒い深淵からの悪魔は立っている敵に慈悲を持っていないよ
死すべき者が知らなかった最も深い恐怖を目覚めさせている
獣の爪の中で、敵の最後の悲鳴が弱まり沈黙してる

人間からも、他の誰からも、学ぶべき教訓はないでしょうよね
恐怖そのものの擬人化であり、爪でお前の人生を奪ってる

軽蔑と恥は値する人に悲劇的な終わりをもたらしただけ
黒い深淵からの悪魔は立っている敵に慈悲を持っていないよ
死すべき者が知らなかった最も深い恐怖を目覚めさせている
獣の爪の中で、敵の最後の悲鳴が弱まり沈黙してる

人間からも、他の誰からも、学ぶべき教訓はないでしょうよね
恐怖そのものの擬人化であり、爪でお前の人生を奪ってる

Original English text

Standing in front of the mortals, the Fiend of Crimson Darkness introduces herself
A representation of the demonic fear humanity has been containing for so long
The festival of iron and blood has just begun, and everyone is at her feet
Imploring for their lives to be spared, when they know how brittle they are

Disrespect and shame only have brought a tragic end to the ones who deserved it
Demon from the black abyss doesn't have any mercy for any standing foes
Awakens the deepest fright mortals have never known
In the claws of the beast, the last scream of the enemy weakens to silence

I don't have any lessons to get from a mortal, not even from anyone else
I am the personification of fear itself, and I'll take away your life with my claws

Disrespect and shame only have brought a tragic end to the ones who deserved it
Demon from the black abyss doesn't have any mercy for any standing foes
Awakens the deepest fright mortals have never known
In the claws of the beast, the last scream of the enemy weakens to silence

I don't have any lessons to get from a mortal, not even from anyone else
I am the personification of fear itself, and I'll take away your life with my claws

And French adaptation!

Debout devant les mortels, la Démone des Ténèbres Pourpres vient se présenter
La représentation d'une peur démoniaque que l'humanité
Le festival de fer et de sang vient de commencer, et tout le monde est à ses pieds
Implorant qu'elle épargne leurs vies, lorsqu'ils en connaissent la fragilité

Manque de respect et honte n'ont amené que fin tragique à ceux qui l'ont mérité
La démone des abysses noires n'a guère de pitié pour tout ennemi sur son chemin
Se réveille la plus profonde frayeur que les mortels n'aient jamais connue depuis une éternité
Dans les griffes de la bête, le dernier cri de l'ennemi s'affaiblit jusqu'au silence divin

Je n'ai nul de leçons à recevoir d'un mortel, ni même de n'importe qui
Je suis la personnification de la peur elle-même, et mes griffes t'arracheront ta vie

Manque de respect et honte n'ont amené que fin tragique à ceux qui l'ont mérité
La démone des abysses noires n'a guère de pitié pour tout ennemi sur son chemin
Se réveille la plus profonde frayeur que les mortels n'aient jamais connue depuis une éternité
Dans les griffes de la bête, le dernier cri de l'ennemi s'affaiblit jusqu'au silence divin

Je n'ai nul de leçons à recevoir d'un mortel, ni même de n'importe qui
Je suis la personnification de la peur elle-même, et mes griffes t'arracheront ta vie

Explanations...

It's still done with the UTAU VB since the AI VB is still travelling to home... (She's in a plane right now)
Azur Lane series, about the destroyer Z24. The Avatar of Fear, the Fiend of Crimson Darkness.
Music: atmo by Straylight, cluster sounds by Thrill, choirs by Mysteria, vocal pad and dub by Massive X and leads by Massive. There is few industrial but it's very harsh like Roon's song.

Hello, Nynthixia here

Here is the second arrival of the month... Saki!

She arrived at home few hours ago, upgrading her to her AI version and here she will go! For now Saki has no public song for the next few months, her deadline being July 30th. So you'll get at least a song with her, but it will be a private one in the next album. For public demos you'll have to wait for July.

Kiritan should be next, according to the time Yukari Rei and Saki took, high chances she arrives on Monday if she goes out from Japan on Friday, otherwise on Tuesday. You'll get the info when she'll come home.

Other news for IA and ONE. I learnt they were actually going to have a singing package. Expect an AI version of IA for June, and maybe ONE for June as well.
Other plan I have, but for not before March: buying the Power and the Adult voicebanks of GUMI V4. If possible in package version. And that should be it.
The reason why I won't take Whisper and Sweet is because I rarely tend to use such appends in songs, I'm more searching for strong voicebanks.

See you soon (on Saturday for a song with Kiritan but still with her UTAU VB and on Sunday for a song with kokone)
Nynthixia

『Odessa』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210125-01221
LIN (full) : 「600 071 084」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210128-001375
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : AI Project - TRACK 8/19

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

遠くから目が合った日が幸せになって
お互いの手を握り、永遠に再会した
あなたを去らせないことを約束したよ
あなたの足元で私の目が閉じてたけど

どちらもこれを望んでいなかっただけど
私たちの前で起こったことは本物
どうしてそんな嘘を信じられるのよね？
妄想的な幻想があなたを取り戻した

なぜ私の目に真実が見えないのね？
あなた以外の誰とも話したことがないよ
恐怖の幽霊は考えを奪ったね
地獄の前に赤い川に溺れていただよ

遠くから目が合った日が幸せになって
お互いの手を握り、永遠に再会した
あなたを去らせないことを約束したよ
あなたの足元で私の目が閉じてたけど

どちらもこれを望んでいなかっただけど
私たちの前で起こったことは本物
どうしてそんな嘘を信じられるのよね？
妄想的な幻想があなたを取り戻した

Original English text

The day our eyes met from the distance would start happiness
We were holding each other's hand, forever reunited
I promised to not leave you
And at your feet my eyes are closing

Neither of us wanted this
But what happened in front of us was real
How could you believe such a lie?
Paranoid illusions caught you back

Why can't you see the truth in my eyes?
I never have spoken to anyone else than you
The ghost of fear took your thoughts away
And I was drowned in a red river before hell

The day our eyes met from the distance would start happiness
We were holding each other's hand, forever reunited
I promised to not leave you
And at your feet my eyes are closing

Neither of us wanted this
But what happened in front of us was real
How could you believe such a lie?
Paranoid illusions caught you back

And French adaptation!

Le jour où nos yeux au lointain se sont croisés notre bonheur commencerait
Nous tenant main dans la main, réunies à jamais
J'ai promis de ne jamais te laisser
Et cependant mes yeux se ferment à tes pieds

Ni toi ni moi ne voulions en arriver là
Mais ce qui s'est produit devant nos yeux était la réalité
Comment as-tu pu croire à de tels mensonges dis-moi ?
Les illusions paranoïaques t'ont rattrapée

Pourquoi ne peux-tu voir dans mes yeux la vérité ?
Je n'ai jamais parlé à quiconque autre que toi
Le spectre de la peur a emmené au loin tes pensées
Et avant l'enfer dans une rivière pourpre je me noie

Le jour où nos yeux au lointain se sont croisés notre bonheur commencerait
Nous tenant main dans la main, réunies à jamais
J'ai promis de ne jamais te laisser
Et cependant mes yeux se ferment à tes pieds

Ni toi ni moi ne voulions en arriver là
Mais ce qui s'est produit devant nos yeux était la réalité
Comment as-tu pu croire à de tels mensonges dis-moi ?
Les illusions paranoïaques t'ont rattrapée

Explanations...

Answer song to Salome. And indeed this was made before "Salome"!
It's actually the first song that was worked on the new laptop.
Music: more cinematic and sad than "Salome". Violins by Stradivari Violin, celesta by Mallet Flux, pianos by Una Corda (long notes) and Noire (short notes), choirs by Mysteria, voice raiser by Pharlight and ending pad by Straylight.
Warning: the flp project requires a very powerful processor in order to be read/worked upon.

『Salome』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, iZotope Nectar 3 Plus, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 9 Advanced, iZotope Neutron 3 Advanced
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210131-01222
LIN (full) : 「600 079 118」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210204-001376
Instrumental - sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : AI Project - TRACK 7/19

Rating : Mature (class 2) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

この嫌な姦淫の血はすでにあなたの手にあっただね
私から隠すことは役に立たないことを知っている
誰も真実を歪めることはできない、未来は知って
この男を見つけたら、したことすべてを後悔させて

彼らが互いに話しているのを見ていた
愛と抱擁の甘い言葉を共有して
目は維持するにはあまりにも傷ついていた
一人でいて、立ち去ることができなかったよ

この嫌な姦淫の血はすでにあなたの手にあっただね
私から隠すことは役に立たないことを知っている
誰も真実を歪めることはできない、未来は知って
この男を見つけたら、したことすべてを後悔させて

とても愛している、あなたの体を私の手にすり抜けさせていく
他の男とお会いしたら、両方にふさわしい罰を与えていく
あなたが私から逃げていたら、あなたを殺すことを躊躇しないよ
しなければならなかった最後のことだったらね、それをしていくだよね
一緒に二人の幸せな少女になりたいと思っていたけどだよ
では、なぜ運命をさらに難しくすることにしたのでしょうだよね？
いつかこの端に到達しなかったらよかったのに、仕方がなかった
他の男を見ることができない、絶望に陥れることはできない

夢は単なる幻想ではなく、隠された現実を語る
これらの嘘についてよく知っている、あなたを許さない
血の光景でさえ和らげることはできなかっただよね
あなただけが一緒にいたら、幸せだったかもしれない

Original English text

This disgusting blood of adultery was already on your hands
You know that hiding from me is useless
No one can distort the truth, the future knows
When I'll find this man, I'll make him regret everything he has done

I saw them talking to each other
Sharing sweet words of love and embraces
My eyes were too wounded to sustain it
I was remaining alone, unable to walk away

This disgusting blood of adultery was already on your hands
You know that hiding from me is useless
No one can distort the truth, the future knows
When I'll find this man, I'll make him regret everything he has done

I love you so much, I won't let your body slip through my hands
If I see you with another man, I'll give the deserved punishment to both of you
If you run away from me, I won't hesitate killing you
If this was the last thing I had to do, then I'd do it
I just wished we would be two happy women together
Then why would you decide to make the fate even more difficult?
I wished I would never have reached this edge someday but I didn't have a choice
You can't see another man, you can't plunge me in despair

The dream isn't just an illusion, it says hidden reality
I know too well about these lies, I won't forgive you
Even the sight of blood couldn't relieve me
If only you stayed with me, you could have been happy

And French adaptation!

Ce sang immonde de l'adultère qui était déjà sur tes mains
Tu sais très bien qu'il est inutile de se cacher
Personne ne peut déformer la vérité, le futur en connaît les confins
Quand je retrouve cet homme, je lui ferai regretter tout ce qu'il a fait

Je les ai vus l'un l'autre se parlant
En train d'échanger des mots d'amour et s'enlaçant
Mes yeux trop blessés ne pouvaient supporter
Je suis restée seule, incapable de m'éloigner

Ce sang immonde de l'adultère qui était déjà sur tes mains
Tu sais très bien qu'il est inutile de se cacher
Personne ne peut déformer la vérité, le futur en connaît les confins
Quand je retrouve cet homme, je lui ferai regretter tout ce qu'il a fait

Je t'aime tellement, je ne laisserai pas ton corps me glisser à travers les mains
Si je te vois avec un autre homme, je vous donnerai à tous deux une punition bien méritée
Si tu tentes de me fuir, je n'hésiterai pas à te tuer
Si c'était la dernière chose que je devrais faire, j'en viendrais aux mains
J'ai juste souhaité que nous serions deux femmes heureuses ensemble toi et moi
Pourquoi déciderais-tu de rendre le destin plus compliqué ?
J'aurais aimé jamais en arriver là un jour mais je n'ai pas eu le choix
Tu ne peux voir un autre homme, ni me plonger dans une situation désespérée

Le rêve n'est plus une illusion, il raconte toute réalité cachée
Je ne connais que trop bien ces mensonges, je ne saurai le pardonner
Même la vue du sang n'aura su me soulager
Si seulement tu étais restée avec moi, tu aurais pu être heureuse pour l'éternité

Explanations...

This song was made after "Odessa" for which you already got a screenshot of the flp... But typically this will be the answer song to "Salome".
Just a very, very paranoid yandere girl.
Music: used a lot of Eastern/South-Eastern Asia instruments. Kotos and shamisen by Koto Nation, gamelan by Balinese Gamelan, arp and Chinese dulcimer long notes by Yangqin.

Sorry for the image quality T-T And surprisingly, the shipper didn't make us pay the customs or the VAT... Wow.

Hello, Nynthixia here! As you can see, Yukari Rei arrived at home! Things will become very interesting now...

Also since Saturday my new computer is 100% ready with the 1To of SSD back, so I could start again music production correctly. Next songs will be "Salome" with Stella on the 5th then "Odessa" with Xin Hua on the 10th (for which you already saw a WIP screenshot on Twitter the other day).

Concerning new material:

- Saki (SynthV AI): confirmed for mid/end February. Will be bought in package version (2 packages). (very probably on Japanese Amazon)
- Kiritan (CeVIO AI): confirmed for mid/end February. Will be bought in package version as well. (Japanese Amazon)
- Rikka (SynthV AI): voice is not interesting enough for me (not quite well distinguishing itself from the other singers I have) so very few chances I get her now.
- IA (CeVIO AI): I need to wait for a singer package and not a talk one to buy her. ONE should follow as well.

(packages versions also means pictures of the packages btw)

I just hope Itako would get a singing CeVIO AI voice as well... Same for Zunko if she doesn't follow VOCALOID anymore.

No other instruments upgrade for now otherwise.

First song you'll get with Yukari Rei will be an album-only song (her public demo was already released on January 24th and features Yukari Lin, that I needed anyway for the type of songs I did).

February will be quite busy, so keep an eye out!

Nynthixia

『Pathologic』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Neutron 3, iZotope Ozone 9 Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler
Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 18
Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
LIC (instru) : 12FR-210120-01220
LIN (full) : 「600 069 622」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-210122-001374 
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : AI Project - TRACK 3/19

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yandere content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

静脈内の毒がゆっくりと流れているのを感じて
心は病気で、癒される方法がわからないよね
愛する人に取り残されることの痛みを感じるの？
終わりがないように見えるこの状況にうんざりして

愛の病気は君が考えることができるよりも病的
逃げさせないことに決めたのなら、君を必要としてるから
無意味な無秩序な精神医学の病理学的段階
魂を手に入れることができないなら、誰も手に入れない

現実感を失い始めて、世界は歪められて
何かやばいことをするかもしれないのが怖いだよね
他に何も考えられなかったと君にすでに言ったの？
私が君の近くの誰かを殺すのを防いで

愛の病気は君が考えることができるよりも病的
逃げさせないことに決めたのなら、君を必要としてるから
無意味な無秩序な精神医学の病理学的段階
魂を手に入れることができないなら、誰も手に入れない

Original English text

I feel the poison in my veins slowly flowing within
My heart is diseased, and I don't know how to be healed
Do you feel the pain of being left out by the one you love?
I'm sick of this situation that seems endless

Love sickness is more pathological than you can think
If I decided to not let you run away, it's because I need you
Pathologic stage of a nonsensical disordered psychiatry
If I can't get your soul, no one will get it

I'm starting to lose sense of reality, world is being distorted
I'm scared I might do something bad
Did I already tell you I couldn't think about anything else?
Prevent me from killing anyone near you

Love sickness is more pathological than you can think
If I decided to not let you run away, it's because I need you
Pathologic stage of a nonsensical disordered psychiatry
If I can't get your soul, no one will get it

And French adaptation!

Je sens le poison dans mes veines coulant doucement en moi
Mon cœur est malade et je ne sais comment le soigner
Ressens-tu la douleur d'être délaissée par la personne que tu aimais ?
J'en ai assez de cette situation qui semble sans fin pour moi

L'amour maladif est plus pathologique que tu ne puisses le penser
Si j'ai décidé de ne pas laisser t'enfuir, c'est parce que j'ai besoin de toi
Stade pathologique d'une psychiatrie sans sens et désordonnée
Si je ne peux t'avoir, alors personne ne t'aura

Je commence à perdre le sens de la réalité, le monde commence à se déformer
J'ai peur de faire quelque chose de dangereux pour nous
T'ai-je déjà dit que je ne pouvais penser à rien d'autre du tout ?
Empêche-moi de tuer quiconque t'approcherait

L'amour maladif est plus pathologique que tu ne puisses le penser
Si j'ai décidé de ne pas laisser t'enfuir, c'est parce que j'ai besoin de toi
Stade pathologique d'une psychiatrie sans sens et désordonnée
Si je ne peux t'avoir, alors personne ne t'aura

Explanations...

Sorry, a bit late... Not too late though!
This is the last song I composed on the previous laptop.
Music: arp by Hybrid Keys, sequence pads by Massive X, pad and lead by Massive, piano by The Grandeur. Went back to a dance/trance style. Also a song where IA sings in both extremes.