『Punishment of Amnesia』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160202-00117
LIN (full) : 「598 128 788」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160202-000219
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Memories - TRACK 7/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : yangire content
Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

Japanese lyrics

私の中の深い傷はまだ精神を毎日拷問されて
憎悪は、最終的には完全に思考を侵略し、徐々に成長した
この状況は、顔に多くの涙を流しながら、もはや負担することができなかった
唯一の可能な解決策は、途中でこの障害を取り除くことでした...

あなたが違って見えたとしても、最終的にすべて同じでした
とにかく受け入れることができなかったことを、複雑な現実でした
あなたは今、この時するので中心部に建設された痛みを参照していますか？
最終的にこの世界の人々のための希望を決裂どれですか？

私の中の深い傷はまだ精神を毎日拷問されて
憎悪は、最終的には完全に思考を侵略し、徐々に成長した
この状況は、顔に多くの涙を流しながら、もはや負担することができなかった
唯一の可能な解決策は、途中でこの障害を取り除くことでした...

この動作は、容認できない許せない、まだそれに考えてされて
悪夢は多分ではなく、今確かに、一日の終わりだろう
この問題は解消されるかどうか多分、私は再び幸せになる
しかし、どのように何回も私はこの荒れ狂う気持ちを負担する必要がありますか？

La la la...

これが終わりであれば、この痛みは私の夢のままにだろう
しかし、そんなに期待幸せが戻って来ませんでした
意識が退色されて離れて、思い出が離れて、深い霧の中へ移動しました
あなたの目の前で目を覚ます、私は何も覚えていません...

La la la...

Original English text

The deep wound inside me is still torturing the spirit everyday
The hatred grew progressively, finally completely invading the thoughts
This situation couldn't be borne anymore, through the many tears on the face
The only possible solution was to get rid with this obstacle on the way...

Even if you looked different, finally you were all the same
It was a complicated reality, that I couldn't accept anyways
Do you see now the pain that was built in the heart since this time?
Which finally broke down the hopes for people in this world?

The deep wound inside me is still torturing the spirit everyday
The hatred grew progressively, finally completely invading the thoughts
This situation couldn't be borne anymore, through the many tears on the face
The only possible solution was to get rid with this obstacle on the way...

This behavior is unacceptable, unforgivable, and still thinking to it
The nightmare would maybe end a day, but not now for sure
Maybe if this problem disappears, I would be happy again
But how many times do I have to bear this raging feeling?

La la la...

If this is the end, this pain will leave my dreams
But the happiness that I hoped so much wasn't coming back
The consciousness is fading away, the memories moved away into a deep mist
Waking up in front of your eyes, I remembered nothing...

La la la...

Explanations...

La profonde blessure en moi me torture encore chaque jour l'esprit
La haine a progressivement grandi, et mes pensées étaient envahies
Je ne pouvais plus supporter cette situation, à travers les nombreuses larmes qui coulaient en vain
La seule solution possible était de me débarrasser de l'obstacle sur mon chemin...

Même si tu semblais différent, vous étiez tous les mêmes finalement
C'était une dure réalité, que de toute façon je ne pouvais accepter
Vois-tu maintenant la douleur qui s'est construite en moi pendant tout ce temps ?
Et que tous mes espoirs pour les gens de ce monde ont été brisés ?

La profonde blessure en moi me torture encore chaque jour l'esprit
La haine a progressivement grandi, et mes pensées étaient envahies
Je ne pouvais plus supporter cette situation, à travers les nombreuses larmes qui coulaient en vain
La seule solution possible était de me débarrasser de l'obstacle sur mon chemin...

Ce comportement est inacceptable, impardonnable, et je n'arrêtais pas encore d'y repenser
Le cauchemar se terminerait un jour, mais certainement pas maintenant
Peut-être que si ce problème disparaissait, je pourrais être heureuse en ce moment
Mais combien de fois ce sentiment de rage devrait-il encore être supporté ?

La la la...

Si ceci est la fin, la douleur quittera mes rêves enfin
Mais le bonheur que j'espérais tant ne revenait jamais
Ma conscience s'évanouissait, et avec elle, dans le brouillard mes souvenirs s'effaçaient
En me réveillant devant tes yeux, je ne me souvenais d'absolument rien...

La la la...

Explanations...

(Sorry misprint for the .txt file in French lyrics)
Third and last song of the songs group for today, the project for songs about "Mix Ore", a CHARON game (one of the most knowns with "Yanderella").
This one is about... Yeah, you got it. Ayano. After I modified the story... But if you know the global story in the game, the target of Ayano is a guy who was really pervert with her. She was fed up and decided to kill him. For people who would ask, no, Ayano isn't a yandere, because she doesn't love the guy, she hates him and she even says it in the game. However, she is a yangire, and it was a little...
If we tried to kill Ayano in the game, she would be severely hurt and wake up with amnesia. That was the end I tried to retranscribe here, with my modifications (mainly the lesbian side, it's not by CHARON!!). I wasn't well when I wrote this, if the lyrics are distorted, I'm really sorry about it. Still in my bad times...