『Final Desire』

Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX
Tracks mixing : Sony Vegas Pro 13
Synthesizer : FL Studio 12
LIC (instru) : 12FR-160718-00318
LIN (full) : 「598 320 040」
IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-160720-000426
Instrumental + sung version
Catalog ticket
Album : Welcome to Hell - TRACK 6/14

Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
Not recommended for people under... : 14
Reason : suicide
Restricted on : (none)

Japanese lyrics

深刻な脆弱な心を傷つけ痛みを伴う願い
任意の幸福の空の彼女思考や言葉を通して
長い時間以来隠されたこの強い気持ちを伝えることができない
この真実を叫びたかったけどあまりにも長い間待っていた...

これらの瞬間は私たちは良い友達を話したとき
それでも簡単な友好関係の背後にこの強力な愛を隠した
深い悲しみの彼女の精神は生きて任意の意志を失っていた
憂鬱な視線を通して地平線を見ながら

深刻な脆弱な心を傷つけ痛みを伴う願い
任意の幸福の空の彼女思考や言葉を通して
長い時間以来隠されたこの強い気持ちを伝えることができない
この真実を叫びたかったけどあまりにも長い間待っていた...

なぜ知らなかったが彼女自身の存在を消去したい
必死に彼女を助けようとしたがそれはすでに遅すぎました
強い願いが彼女の考えに滞在および何もできませんでした
でも何かを言うおよび沈黙が再び私を幽霊

彼女の精神はこの世界の外に自分自身を失ったが
この苦痛だけではこのように彼女をさせませんでした
これらの莫大な感情は最後の最後まで傷つけて頭の中で立ち往生
しかし次第にこの耐え難い痛みから解放さを感じている...

Original English text

A painful wish that severely wounded the fragile heart
Through her thoughts and words empty of any happiness
Unable to tell this strong feeling hidden since a long time
I wanted to scream this truth but I waited for too long...

These moments when we talked as good friends
I was still hiding this strong love behind a simple friendship relation
Her spirit in a deep sadness had lost any will to live
Through a gloomy gaze while watching the horizon

A painful wish that severely wounded the fragile heart
Through her thoughts and words empty of any happiness
Unable to tell this strong feeling hidden since a long time
I wanted to scream this truth but I waited for too long...

Wanting to erase her own existence while I didn't know why
I desperately tried to help her but it was already too late
A strong wish staying in her thoughts and I couldn't do anything
Even saying something and the silence haunted me again

While her spirit was losing itself out of this world
I couldn't let her alone like this in this torment
These untold feelings stuck in the head hurting until the last second
However I'm progressively feeling relieved from this unbearable pain...

And French adaptation!

Un souhait douloureux ayant blessé un cœur fragile sévèrement
À travers ses pensées et ses mots dénués de toute gaieté
Incapable de dire ce fort sentiment depuis trop de temps caché
Je voulais hurler cette vérité mais j'ai attendu trop longtemps...

Ces moments en tant que bonnes amies où l'on s'est parlées
Je cachais encore cet amour puissant derrière une simple relation d'amitié
Son esprit dans une tristesse profonde avait perdu toute volonté de continuer sa vie
Regardant l'horizon au loin d'un regard assombri

Un souhait douloureux ayant blessé un cœur fragile sévèrement
À travers ses pensées et ses mots dénués de toute gaieté
Incapable de dire ce fort sentiment depuis trop de temps caché
Je voulais hurler cette vérité mais j'ai attendu trop longtemps...

Voulant effacer sa propre existence sans que je ne sache pourquoi
J'ai essayé désespérément de l'aider mais en vain
Un souhait puissant restant dans ses pensées et je ne pouvais faire absolument rien
Même dire quelque chose et le silence m'a hantée encore une fois

Pendant que son esprit en dehors de ce monde se perdait
Je ne pouvais pas la laisser seule dans ce tourment
Ces sentiments non-dits coincés dans la tête jusqu'à la dernière seconde me blessaient
Toutefois je me sens soulagée de cette douleur insupportable progressivement...

Explanations...

I censored a lot compared to the original source... I kept only a part of the story, modified some parts in it to create this... I found something interesting in the game "Blank Dream", but there are still some topics that aren't correct (at all!).
Final story : a girl in love with another one, who wanted to disappear forever and to erase her own existence. The heroine tried to do everything to dissuade her, but one day, her lover was found dead. Totally despaired, the heroine also suicided (she used black magic in the game, but I don't give such details in the song).
What I removed : the origins of the heroine's lover (that was maybe the reason of her depression)...
Music : mainly Slayer with Harmor, and Harmless for the lead. And I worked on this during 3 days : music on the 18th, vsqx on the 19th and final mixdown on today.