• 『Erato』

    Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
    Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements, Vocal Doubler
    Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
    Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
    LIC (instru) : 12FR-190428-01032
    LIN (full) : 「599 397 856」
    IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-190421-001082
    Instrumental + sung version
    Catalog ticket
    Album : Opera of Despair - TRACK 6/10

    Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
    Not recommended for people under... : -
    Reason : -
    Restricted on : (none)

    This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

    PlayDB entry

    Japanese lyrics

    森の中の若い少女、悲しみの中で一人で、待っていく
    もう一つは道にやって来て、いくらかの幸せをもたらして
    情熱的な気持ちでいっぱいの新しい物語が始めて
    これらの行が何度も何度も繰り返されて、終わることはない...

    内気な面で飛び去ってきた時間を読みた
    この脆い体を粉々に砕けていく
    とても必死、彼女の花びらを失って
    沈黙の中で孤独でほとんど死んでく

    森の中の若い少女、悲しみの中で一人で、待っていく
    もう一つは道にやって来て、いくらかの幸せをもたらして
    情熱的な気持ちでいっぱいの新しい物語が始めて
    これらの行が何度も何度も繰り返されて、終わることはない...

    彼らの体は自分自身を受け入れて
    まだ悲しい涙の森に隠されていた
    どちらも外の生き物を恐れていくよね
    誰も彼らの愛を止めることはできない

    世界の人々が考えることができることは重要ではない
    憎しみに満ちた人類は常に愛との戦いを失って
    時々運命は障害物を置くことによって残酷だ
    でも、愛でさえも、その危険性を気にすることはないでしょうね

    Original English text

    A young woman in the forest, waiting alone in the sorrow
    Another is coming to the path, bringing some happiness
    A new story will begin, full of a passionate feeling
    How many times these lines will repeat over and over, never ending...

    I read on your shy face the time that has been flying away
    Shattering this fragile body into pieces
    So much desperate, she is losing her petals
    Almost dying of loneliness in the silence

    A young woman in the forest, waiting alone in the sorrow
    Another is coming to the path, bringing some happiness
    A new story will begin, full of a passionate feeling
    How many times these lines will repeat over and over, never ending...

    Their bodies are embracing themselves
    Still hidden in the forest of sorrowful tears
    Both afraid of the creatures outside
    No one can stop their love

    What people in the world can think doesn't matter
    Hateful humanity will always lose the fight against love
    Sometimes fate is cruel by putting obstacles
    But even love will not care about the danger, stronger than anything

    And French adaptation!

    Une jeune femme en forêt, attendant seule dans son chagrin
    Une autre apporte du bonheur, venant sur le chemin
    Un nouveau conte commencera, d'un sentiment passionné il en est plein
    Combien de fois ces lignes se répéteront-elles encore et encore, sans fin...

    J'ai lu sur ton timide visage le temps qui s'était envolé
    Brisant ce corps fragile en fragments
    Si désespérée, que ses pétales en sont tombés
    Dans le silence de sa solitude mourant

    Une jeune femme en forêt, attendant seule dans son chagrin
    Une autre apporte du bonheur, venant sur le chemin
    Un nouveau conte commencera, d'un sentiment passionné il en est plein
    Combien de fois ces lignes se répéteront-elles encore et encore, sans fin...

    Leurs corps s'enlacent tendrement
    Encore cachées dans la forêt des larmes de chagrin
    Toutes deux craignent les créatures dehors rôdant
    Personne n'arrêtera leur amour sans fin

    Ce que les autres peuvent penser dans ce monde n'a pas d'importance
    L'humanité haineuse perdra toujours le combat face à l'amour
    Quelquefois le destin avec ses obstacles montre sa cruauté au goût du jour
    Mais même l'amour ne tiendra pas compte du danger, plus fort que toute existence

    Explanations...

    Erato is the muse of the poetry, the erotic poetry. She is a muse of love.
    Not easy to write a for all audiences story with this, but I managed to turn her into a story teller, telling a story of forbidden love between two women.
    Music: this is messy pop with lots of harps, distorting itself a bit at note raises. Delayed harp by Xpand!2, sidechained pad by Kontakt 5 library, harps by Sakura, bell lead by M1 and arp by Sytrus. The long bell is a sample.


  • 『Castle of Wonders』

    Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
    Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Vocal Doubler, iZotope Ozone Elements
    Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
    Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
    LIC (instru) : 12FR-190428-01031
    LIN (full) : 「599 397 418」
    IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-190428-001081
    Instrumental + sung version
    Catalog ticket
    Album : Forbidden Decade - TRACK 2/10

    Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
    Not recommended for people under... : -
    Reason : -
    Restricted on : (none)

    This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

    PlayDB entry

    Japanese lyrics

    心は響き渡り、脆い世界で他の何よりも強い愛でいっぱい
    瞬間を待っているよ、一緒にいることがとてもうれしい、夢を長持ちさせて

    あなたを私の城に連れ去っているでしょう
    天使になる楽園の世界に行きてるね
    あなたを私の城に連れ去っているでしょう
    天使になる楽園の世界に行きてるね

    ずっと前に、最初にあなたに会った、心は重く感じ始めていた
    ついにあなたに全てを話してた
    とても泣いていた、とても幸せだったけど、ついにこの痛みから解放されていた
    考えは安堵したね、あなたから他の何かを隠す必要はなかった

    あなたを私の城に連れ去っているでしょう
    天使になる楽園の世界に行きてるね
    あなたを私の城に連れ去っているでしょう
    天使になる楽園の世界に行きてるね

    Original English text

    My heart is resonating, full of a love stronger than anything else in this fragile world
    I have waited for this moment, I'm so happy to be with you, let the dream last longer

    I'll take you away to my castle of wonders
    We'll go to a world of paradise where we'll be the angels
    I'll take you away to my castle of wonders
    We'll go to a world of paradise where we'll be the angels

    A long time ago, I first met you, and my heart began feeling heavy
    I finally told you everything
    I cried so much, but I was so happy, finally free from this pain
    Your thoughts were a relief, I didn't have to hide anything else from you

    I'll take you away to my castle of wonders
    We'll go to a world of paradise where we'll be the angels
    I'll take you away to my castle of wonders
    We'll go to a world of paradise where we'll be the angels

    And French adaptation!

    Mon cœur résonne, plein d'un amour plus fort que tout dans ce monde fragilisé
    J'ai longtemps attendu ce moment, je suis heureuse d'être à tes côtés, laisse le rêve durer

    Je t'emmènerai vers mon château des merveilles
    Nous irons dans un monde de paradis dont nous serons les anges
    Je t'emmènerai vers mon château des merveilles
    Nous irons dans un monde de paradis dont nous serons les anges

    Il y a longtemps, je t'ai rencontrée, et mon cœur s'est alourdi
    Enfin je t'ai tout dit
    J'ai tant pleuré, mais j'étais su heureuse, de cette douleur j'ai enfin pu me libérer
    Tes pensées m'ont soulagée, je n'avais plus rien à te cacher

    Je t'emmènerai vers mon château des merveilles
    Nous irons dans un monde de paradis dont nous serons les anges
    Je t'emmènerai vers mon château des merveilles
    Nous irons dans un monde de paradis dont nous serons les anges

    Explanations...

    About a girl who finally confesses and decides to take her new wife to the "castle of wonders" for her wedding.
    Music: it's binary... But not in the same style as "Cosmic Shock" where they were separated. Here, it's a bit mixed up. Some parts are future bass, some others are more house/trance. The gliding synth for future bass is a sample that has been sliced up and modified. Pad and bells by Loom and supersaws by Xpand!2.


  • DOWNLOAD (16 TRACKS)

    Hello, Nynthixia here

    Finished it, finally... CD25.

    "Enter in the opera of sorrow and despair, where lives all collapse one after each other..."

    Changelog time...

    Opera's Remnant (feat. Namine Ritsu Kire)

    [INSTRUMENTS] Changed uplifter sample
    [INSTRUMENTS] Added impact at beginning of last chorus
    [MIXDOWN] Correctly remastered second windchime sample

    The uplifter I had set for the demo was painful for the ears especially when we could hear the windchimes, so I changed it to something a bit more harmless.

    Burn me to Ashes (feat. Anna Nyui)
    [INSTRUMENTS] Changed preset of bassline (Transistor Bass)
    [INSTRUMENTS] Octave rise for M1 bridge

    Just some very minor changes. Wanted to tweak a bit the bassline, finally the presets are a bit similar.

    Hijacker (feat. Lily)
    [EXTENSION] Added SFX intro with several glitches
    [INSTRUMENTS] VFX and siren now playing during instrumental intro
    [MIXDOWN] Modified Phasis capella preset
    [REMOVAL] Shortened instrumental intro

    I totally revamped the intro, made it more informatic and glitchy.

    Gangrene (feat. Lily)
    [INSTRUMENTS] Beats now play during the second part of second verse
    [REMOVAL] Pad doesn't play anymore during light bridge before second verse
    [STRUCTURE] Revamped intro (SFX and VFX)

    I loved so much this reversed vocal effect, I couldn't resist... At least the intro and the outtro now call at each other now!

    Sirena (feat. Xin Hua)
    [MIXDOWN] Lowered volume of first VFX to attenuate saturation

    Oopsie, I had forced a little too much on its volume! It's still slightly saturated, but less now.

    Wake Up My World (feat. Xin Hua)
    [INSTRUMENTS] Arp and long bells patterns are now playing during all outtro
    [INSTRUMENTS] Added uplifter in the outtro

    The outtro sounded... Weird. Like if it wasn't really one. Now, it better sounds like a real outtro should sound like.

    TRIXIA (feat. Anna Nyui)
    [REMOVAL] Removed arps during bridges

    Too messy. 

    Eugenia (feat. Namine Ritsu)
    [MIXDOWN] Modified Gross Beat alteration for gated VFX
    [MIXDOWN] Fixed capella volume
    [REMOVAL] Removed beats in the first part of the second bridge and claps in its first quarter

    This one too was a bit too messy sometimes. Already with the Gross Beat changed, it sounds more... Well placed.

    Pestilence of the Ancients (feat. Namine Ritsu)
    [INSTRUMENTS] Added a supplementary guitar during the harps (Lumikko)

    I had this desert pluck preset right... However since the sound was very very particular, I let it sounding less louder than the Sakura harp.
    Note: the vocal pad also changed, but this is not an intended change and is because of Ethereal Earth's phase latency. However it makes the thing more godlike. A bit messier, but more divine.

     

     

    So on Sunday I aired SIBELIA and I had to think about the tracklist... The thing is that I have too little time to make a long album this time, and even a 12 tracks album would be too much stressing for me. So here is the 10 tracks album's tracklist for CD25.5 "Forbidden Decade".

    01. Thaleia (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
    02. Castle of Wonders (feat. Tohoku Zunko)
    03. The Forbidden Bloody Fruit (feat. MAYU)
    04. SIBELIA (feat. MAYU)
    05. RICINIUM (feat. Xin Hua)
    06. Erato (feat. Xin Hua)
    07. No Expectations (feat. Momone Momo)
    08. Gloria (feat. Momone Momo)
    09. Kasiani (feat. Gahata Meiji)
    10. Agrippina (feat. Gahata Meiji)

    I admit I didn't choose the word "decade" like this...

    With my current health it will be two songs per week. So I have quite 5 weeks to finish the demos. And there are deadlines. May 6th for MAYU, May 8th for Zunko (hooray, holiday), May 10th for Meiji, May 22nd for Momo. Added 2 tracks for Xin Hua so she can catch up everyone else. Akari already did. Almost one year after she arrived home.

     

    Few hours ago I downloaded the app game from CHARON "Utsuro Nikki"... I think I'll have to wait for a let's play video... Since the game is crashing on my phone. I think I probably miss something. Maybe Japanese text making the app crashing. But I have the game installed on it, and I have this pretty little icon of Utsuro with her blank yandere eyes~^^
    So sorry I can't make a song on the game right now, since I can't play the game for now
    Too bad T-T

     

    Well, enjoy the album
    Nynthixia


  • 『SIBELIA』

    Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
    Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements
    Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
    Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
    LIC (instru) : 12FR-190421-01021
    LIN (full) : 「599 390 713」
    IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-190421-001171
    Instrumental + sung version
    Catalog ticket
    Album : Forbidden Decade - TRACK 4/10

    Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
    Not recommended for people under... : 14
    Reason : yandere content
    Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

    This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

    PlayDB entry

    Japanese lyrics

    海を襲う風の中、あなたの言葉を待っていくよね
    脅威から救われて、どのように感謝するべきかわからない
    現実に戻ることができた前に、絶望に沈んで
    運命が沈黙の中で死ぬことは決してないでしょう…

    真っ青な海の中だけで、声は遠くの誰にも届いていなかった
    悲しみが食うことができなかったことが涙がこの世界に落ちた
    いくつかの助けを求めていた、今だけこの悪夢から抜け出すでしょう
    二度とこの無邪気な少女を二人きりにしないで私に約束して…

    海を襲う風の中、あなたの言葉を待っていくよね
    脅威から救われて、どのように感謝するべきかわからない
    現実に戻ることができた前に、絶望に沈んで
    運命が沈黙の中で死ぬことは決してないでしょう…

    何年もの幸せは過ぎ去った、この夢はそれ以上にはあり得ない
    脅威は全て消えてた、別の障害が人生に到達するまで
    その若者は存在から意識を失ってあなたを連れ去っていた
    人生で重要な真の人物は誰であるかを思い出させて

    この真っ赤な海に、まだあなたの言葉を待っていくよね
    愛した人を覚えて限り、逃げないことを約束して
    一人で一緒にいて、脆い運命を手に持っていくね
    何でもして、一緒に血の海の下に連れて行きていく…

    Original English text

    Through the winds howling in the sea, I continue waiting for your words
    Saved from the threat, I don't know how to be grateful
    Sinking into despair, before I was able to get back to reality
    I'll never let our fate dying in the silence...

    Alone in this deep blue ocean, my voice wasn't reaching anyone in the distance
    Tears fell down into this world that the sorrow couldn't feed
    I asked some help and only now I will get out from this nightmare
    Promise me you won't leave this innocent girl alone ever again...

    Through the winds howling in the sea, I continue waiting for your words
    Saved from the threat, I don't know how to be grateful
    Sinking into despair, before I was able to get back to reality
    I'll never let our fate dying in the silence...

    Years of happiness have passed, and this dream couldn't be better
    Threats all have vanished, until another obstacle reaches my life
    The young man took you away with him, unconscious from my existence
    I'll remind him who is the true person important in your life

    Into this crimson sea, I'm still waiting for your words
    I promise to not run away, as long you remember the one you loved
    We are alone together, holding the fragile fate in our hands
    I'd do anything, I'd take you below the sea of blood with me...

    And French adaptation!

    À travers les vents soufflant dans la mer, j'attends tes mots doux sans fin
    Sauvée de la menace, je ne sais encore comment je devrais te remercier
    Coulant dans le désespoir, avant de pouvoir revenir à la réalité
    Je ne laisserai jamais mourir dans le silence le destin...

    Seule dans cet océan bleu et profond, ma voix n'atteignait personne dans la distance
    Les larmes sont tombées dans ce monde que ne peut nourrir le chagrin
    J'ai demandé de l'aide et je ne pourrai sortir de ce cauchemar que maintenant enfin
    Promets-moi que tu ne me laisseras plus jamais seule dans le silence...

    À travers les vents soufflant dans la mer, j'attends tes mots doux sans fin
    Sauvée de la menace, je ne sais encore comment je devrais te remercier
    Coulant dans le désespoir, avant de pouvoir revenir à la réalité
    Je ne laisserai jamais mourir dans le silence le destin...

    Des années de bonheur ont passé, et ce rêve ne pouvait être meilleur
    Les menaces se sont toutes évanouies, avant qu'un nouvel obstacle n'atteigne ma vie
    Le jeune homme qui t'a emmenée au loin, avait perdu conscience de mon cœur
    Je lui rappellerai qui est la vraie personne qui est importante dans ta vie

    Dans cette mer pourpre, j'attends tes mots doux sans fin
    Je promets de pas te fuir, tant que tu te souviens de ta bien-aimée
    Nous sommes seules ensemble, tenant dans nos mains le fragile destin
    Je ferai n'importe quoi, je t'emmènerais avec moi sous la mer ensanglantée...

    Explanations...

    About a girl coming from the sea saved by a young woman. They lived then several years together, without having a proper family, and everything suddenly breaks one day when her savior begins a relationship with a man... That the heroine decides to kill, before hiding the evidences in the ocean. Only the blood remains.
    Music: this has some airs of "Flavia", but is still more different. Bells by M1, guitar by FL Slayer, piano by FL Keys, bridge by Sawer, leads by GMS, pad by FM8.


  • 『Devoted and Obsessed』

    Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
    Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements, Vocal Doubler
    Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
    Synthesizer : FL Studio 20 beta
    LIC (instru) : 12FR-190420-01020
    LIN (full) : 「599 390 057」
    IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-190421-001170
    Instrumental + sung version
    Catalog ticket
    Album : Opera of Despair - TRACK 5/16

    Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
    Not recommended for people under... : 14
    Reason : yandere content, violent lyrics
    Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

    This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

    PlayDB entry

    Japanese lyrics

    君から逃げることができない、孤独な心はすでにそんなに痛み
    要求のどれにでも答えて、でもこれを受け入れることができないよ
    この肉体をばらばらに切るつもり、全部を隣に永遠に置きて
    二度と二人きりにはならない、いつも君を受け入れることができるでしょう

    考えで立ち往生、もう君から逃げることはできないよね
    君に全てを渡していた、君に私の体を渡していた
    それでも、君はなぜ残酷に私から逃げようとしているのね?
    この幸福と運命のために、この悲劇を起こさせないだよね…

    君から逃げることができない、孤独な心はすでにそんなに痛み
    要求のどれにでも答えて、でもこれを受け入れることができないよ
    この肉体をばらばらに切るつもり、全部を隣に永遠に置きて
    二度と二人きりにはならない、いつも君を受け入れることができるでしょう

    いつも君は私から連れ去られるこの悪夢を持っていくよね
    ただの夢、この現実の中で起こることは決してないでしょう
    それ以外の場合は、脅威の存在を確実に根絶して
    君のために何でもして、他に誰も問題にならないでしょう

    Original English text

    I can't run away from you, my lonely heart aches so much already
    I shall answer to any of your requests, but I can't accept this one
    I'll cut this body into pieces, and will keep the whole thing next to me forever
    I will never be alone ever again, now I will always be able to embrace you

    Stuck in my thoughts, I can't escape you anymore
    I gave you everything, I gave you my body
    So why are you still trying to cruelly run away from me?
    I won't let this tragedy happen, for the sake of this happiness and fate...

    I can't run away from you, my lonely heart aches so much already
    I shall answer to any of your requests, but I can't accept this one
    I'll cut this body into pieces, and will keep the whole thing next to me forever
    I will never be alone ever again, now I will always be able to embrace you

    I always have this nightmare where you're taken away from me
    This is just a dream, it will never happen in this reality
    And else, I'll ensure the existence of these threats will all be eradicated
    I'll do anything for you, nobody else will matter more

    And French adaptation!

    Je ne peux te fuir, mon cœur empli de solitude me blesse tant
    Je me dois de répondre à toutes tes requêtes, mais celle-là je ne saurai l'accepter
    Je découperai ce corps en morceaux, et le garderai entier à jamais à mes côtés
    Je ne serai plus jamais seule, je pourrais toujours t'enlacer maintenant

    Coincée dans mes pensées, je ne peux plus t'échapper
    Je t'ai déjà tout donné, je t'ai donné mon corps en entier
    Alors pourquoi essaies-tu encore de me fuir cruellement en vain ?
    Je ne laisserai cette tragédie se produire, pour le bien du bonheur et du destin

    Je ne peux te fuir, mon cœur empli de solitude me blesse tant
    Je me dois de répondre à toutes tes requêtes, mais celle-là je ne saurai l'accepter
    Je découperai ce corps en morceaux, et le garderai entier à jamais à mes côtés
    Je ne serai plus jamais seule, je pourrais toujours t'enlacer maintenant

    J'ai toujours ce cauchemar où l'on t'emmène au loin de moi
    C'est juste un rêve, et il n'arrivera jamais dans cette réalité
    Et sinon, je m'assurerai que l'existence de ces menaces soit éradiquée
    Je ferai n'importe quoi pour toi, personne d'autre n'aura plus d'importance que toi

    Explanations...

    This file can only be opened in FL 20.1.2 beta for FLEX plugin and its following release versions.
    This is mainly a test for FLEX, the new plugin. But since my current version of FL couldn't open it rightly, I had to use the beta 972 to make this song. (The instru's metadata even says this is coming from a beta version, no kidding)
    This is maybe a bit harsh for Xin Hua but... For this kind of title, I had the idea of a very badly psychotic yandere girl.
    Music: this is some kind of gabber... This is one of the fastest songs I have made, but not the fastest one ("Mandragora" is still proud of its 180BPM, but "Devoted and Obsessed" is just behind with 174BPM). Distorted guitars by FM8, SFX plucks by Sytrus, arp, lead and talking bass by FLEX.
    Note: yes I have censored the original male vocal bit.


  • Hello, Nynthixia there

    I'm really sorry for the irregularities... ><

     

    Welp. How to start.

    The week quite... Awfully began. When I learnt about the death of the producer wowaka. I already listened to some of his songs, not all of them, but when I learnt about his death... I literally cried. I saw the news when waking up on Monday morning and I cried in front of the computer screen. I didn't say anything... At least not on my producer account. But I knew about it.

     

    Also apparently some people have told me they were worried about not seeing me a lot. It's true, my presence became quite irregular depending of the networks. The problem is that I got pretty busy, and when I come back home, it's very often for sleeping because horribly tired (my health is still a bit weak). So when I compose songs, I'm often either on Friday evening because I force myself a bit, or on the weekend. To be honest, "Wake Up My World" was done on Saturday, and was finished near midnight today. Saturday morning I had composed its instru, the afternoon the lyrics came by little bits, and the time to mixdown, midnight already had passed. For "Sirena", music done in the late morning, lyrics written in the afternoon and the song was done in the evening. And I decided to publish the songs at the same time.

     

    I didn't even do the April Fools. First because if I was going to say I would cover "ELLIE" or "Elsa-Maria" you would all know this is an April Fools since you know how much I'm uneased with the topic in the songs. Even when I had done "Solena" I censored a lot. And when I learnt about the story in English that I used for doing "Hester", I was like "hopefully I didn't get this part because I would have scrapped it anyways".

    The CHARON games.
    I played "Yumemi Melancholy", so the game already has a derivative song ("Eugenia"). For "Kubitori Sarasa", it has no song for now because... I'm not sure to have understood the story actually. I think I miss too many things to get it. So I'll maybe wait for a translation. "Immoral Sirene", I bought it and played it. I didn't buy the other R18 game from CHARON because nothing really interesting for me, while "Immoral Sirene" was a "psycho horror R18 game". So when I saw "psycho horror", told myself "will buy it and see if I can censor enough to make a song".
    Because believe me if it wasn't psycho horror, I wouldn't have bought it.
    So I... Succeeded with what I have understood. So yeah there might be differences with the original game's story, after, all the adult content was censored, I even found out some of it was completely "what the hell". I know generally porn is full of totally exaggerated things and this is not reality... But still...
    Quite glad for the censorship work for "Sirena" and "Chandra" though. This was easier than I thought. It was even easier than the censorship I tried to do for "LILACIA" or "Vantrisia"... Coming from a game that would be rated explicit but not pornographic. It's at this point...

     

    VOCALOID side... Didn't take Hime and Mikoto. I just like the voices but that was it. Plus I wasn't sure about the stability of V5 yet. I'm still waiting either for an upgrade of one the vocals I already have, either a new vocal that really hits me (like Akari did).
    Buying Synth V is not in my plans either. Unless one of the vocals I have moves to it.

     

    The new synth. It's free for me, since the edition I have integrates it, but it's called FLEX. FLEX is included in Fruity Edition at least of FL Studio, and when I tried it in the beta... I was pretty happy about it. Expect it to come pretty soon. When I installed the beta and made a new scan to detect FLEX, I noticed it appeared in my real current FLS installation. So I'll be able to use it from there.
    However that means the musics which will be using FLEX, since it has no VST version right now, will be labelled as not being able to have a compatibility patch, and you'll at least need FLS 20.1.2 to open projects containing it. The ones with just Fruity Delay 3 or Transistor Bass will still be considered as "limited compatibility patch", meaning you'll need FLS 12.5.1 minimum to open such a project.

     

     

    Well that was it for now. I can go to sleep...
    Again sorry for the worrying ><
    Nynthixia


  • 『Sirena』

    Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
    Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements, Vocal Doubler
    Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
    Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
    LIC (instru) : 12FR-190414-01019
    LIN (full) : 「599 382 689」
    IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-190414-001169
    Instrumental + sung version
    Catalog ticket
    Album : Opera of Despair - TRACK 6/16

    Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
    Not recommended for people under... : 14
    Reason : yandere content
    Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

    This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

    PlayDB entry

    Japanese lyrics

    あなたを愛して、永遠に一緒にいたいと思った
    信じることを否定したとしても、だまされてきていた
    君に属した、もうこれを維持することができなかった
    体は長い間渇望した、待つことができないよ...

    あなたにとてもひどく会いたいよ、とてもひどく抱きしめたい
    たとえ彼を憎みだ、復讐しなければならないとしても
    あなたをとてもひどく殺したい、血が流れてくのを見たい
    ずっと以前から知っていた痛みを感じているためにね

    ようやく士気の壁を破ることにした無実の少女に忠実ではなかった
    忘れることができないだろうという願望に対する罰について考えた
    長い間沈黙を守っていた、いつの日か現実を知る必要があった
    あなたについての全てを知っていくだよね、最も無駄な詳細さえもだね

    すでに破ったのであれば、もうその規則に気にしない
    人生で唯一の少女だったら、起こらなかったね
    他の場所を見ると、この悲惨な顔を見失ってく
    罪が罰せられないままにすることはできなかったよ...

    アイデンティティの秘密の奥深くには、誰も知らない地獄のような場所がある
    私の刃が血を流すようになると、痛みの悲鳴は共鳴していたね
    ようやく不誠実な精神を取り除きた、復讐が起こるのを嬉しかった
    嘘でいっぱいの物語は、悲惨で退廃的な世界で、ここで終わりだ

    Original English text

    I have been loving you, I wanted to stay together forever
    I have been deceived even if I denied believing it
    I belonged to you but I couldn't sustain this anymore
    My body has been craving for so long now I can't wait...

    I want to see you so badly, I want to hold you so badly
    Even if I should hate him and take revenge upon him
    I want to kill you so badly, I want to see your blood flowing
    To feel the pain I have been knowing for too long

    He has been unfaithful to an innocent girl who finally decided to break the walls of morale
    I thought about a punishment for his desires that nobody would be able to forget
    I stayed in the silence for too long, but the reality had to be known someday
    I know everything about you, even the most little futile detail

    I won't care anymore about the rules if you already broke them
    If I was the only girl in your life, this wouldn't have happened
    Looking elsewhere, and you have lost sight of this miserable face
    I couldn't leave the sins being unpunished...

    Deep in the secrets of my identity, there is a hellish place nobody knows about
    Once the blades have made the blood flowing, the screams of pain resonated
    I finally got rid of your unfaithful spirit, I was happy for the revenge to happen
    The story full of lies will end here now, in this miserable and decadent world

    And French adaptation!

    Je t'aimais, je voulais rester avec toi à jamais
    J'ai été trompée même si j'ai d'abord refusé de comprendre
    Je t'appartenais mais je ne pouvais plus le supporter
    Mon corps te demandait depuis si longtemps je ne peux attendre...

    Je veux tellement te voir, tellement t'enlacer
    Même si je le déteste et de lui je me vengerai
    Je veux tellement te tuer, je veux voir ton sang couler
    Ressentir la douleur que pendant trop longtemps je connaissais

    Il a été infidèle à une innocente fille qui a enfin décidé de briser les murs de la morale
    J'ai pensé à une punition pour ses désirs qu'il serait impossible d'oublier
    Je suis trop longtemps restée dans le silence, mais la vérité devait bien un jour éclater
    Je sais tout de tout, même le plus petit détail

    Peu m'importeront les règles si tu les as déjà brisées
    Si j'étais la seule fille dans ta vie, cela ne serait pas arrivé
    Regardant ailleurs, et tu as perdu de vue ce visage joli
    Je ne pouvais laisser ces péchés impunis...

    Au plus profond des secrets de mon identité, existe un enfer que personne ne connaît
    Ses cris de douleur ont résonné une fois que les lames ont fait couler le sang
    Je me suis enfin débarrassée de ton esprit infidèle, heureuse que la vengeance ait sonné
    L'histoire de mensonges se terminera ici, dans ce monde misérable et décadent

    Explanations...

    This is the mirror song to "Chandra".
    A girl who got cheated by her boyfriend. And decides to revenge.
    Inspired by "Immoral Sirene". (I repeat it once again, but only play the game if you're an adult)
    Not that bad on the censoring though.
    Music: tried some trance here, after the future bass. Pad by Toxic Biohazard, pianos by FL Keys, supersaws by Xpand!2. There is a quite interesting effect with FL Keys and Fruity Delay 3 on the long piano.


  • 『Wake Up My World』

    Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
    Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements
    Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
    Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
    LIC (instru) : 12FR-190413-01018
    LIN (full) : 「599 382 087」
    IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-190414-001168
    Instrumental + sung version
    Catalog ticket
    Album : Opera of Despair - TRACK 6/16

    Rating : Approved for all audiences - A
    Not recommended for people under... : -
    Reason : -
    Restricted on : (none)

    This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

    PlayDB entry

    Japanese lyrics

    永遠の夜、深い闇の中に眠り続けてた
    この沈黙の中で何も歌っていない場所でね
    星は周囲の錯覚の空から消えていただよね
    光が戻ってくるまで強制的に目を閉じて
    起こすことができる誰かからの助けが必要だ
    地面で優しく待って無邪気な少女を目覚めさせて
    花壇に横たわって、今つまらない夢の囚人
    今度は現実に着き、それに対して戦いでしょう

    世界と人類を目覚めさせてくれ、光をもたらしなさい
    あまりにも長い間宇宙に支配してきた沈黙を破る
    何も動いていない私の楽園の庭を目覚めなさい
    その声は風が後ろで響くのと一緒に共鳴してく

    この体はまだこの無気味な庭で眠っていたね
    穏やかは決して乱されず、誰も到着しなかった
    空から神の光を持った天使でさえないだね
    その場所には誰も入ることができなかっただよね
    でも今、全てが変わっていた、呪いは消えるでしょう
    空から暗闇を一掃して、新しい日が始めて
    もう一度生きて、空気を吸うことができるでしょうよ
    祈りはついに誰かによって答えられていただね

    世界と人類を目覚めさせてくれ、光をもたらしなさい
    あまりにも長い間宇宙に支配してきた沈黙を破る
    何も動いていない私の楽園の庭を目覚めなさい
    その声は風が後ろで響くのと一緒に共鳴してく

    Original English text

    The eternal night kept me sleeping into a deep darkness
    In a place where nothing is singing in this heavy silence
    The stars disappeared from the sky of the surrounding illusion
    Forced to close the eyes until the light comes back
    I need help from someone who can get me up
    To wake up the innocent girl gently waiting on the ground
    Lying on the flowerbed, prisoner of a now boring dream
    Now she will arrive into the reality and fight against it

    Wake up my world, wake up the humanity and bring the light
    Breaking the silence that has reigned on this universe for too long
    Wake up my paradisiac garden, where nothing is moving
    And the voice will resonate along with the wind howling behind

    My body was still sleeping in this lethargic garden
    The calm has never been disrupted, nobody has arrived
    Not even an angel with their divine light from the sky
    The place didn't let anyone enter
    But now everything has changed and the curse will disappear
    Sweeping away the darkness from the sky, a new day begins
    I will become alive once again, able to breathe the air
    Prayers finally have been answered by someone

    Wake up my world, wake up the humanity and bring the light
    Breaking the silence that has reigned on this universe for too long
    Wake up my paradisiac garden, where nothing is moving
    And the voice will resonate along with the wind howling behind

    And French adaptation!

    La nuit éternelle m'a gardée en sommeil dans une profonde obscurité
    Dans un endroit où rien ne chante dans ce silence pesant
    Les étoiles ont disparu du ciel de l'illusion m'entourant
    Forcée de fermer les yeux jusqu'à ce que revienne la luminosité
    J'ai besoin de l'aide de quelqu'un pour me relever
    Pour réveiller l'innocente fille sur le sol qui attend
    Allongée sur le berceau de fleurs, prisonnière d'un rêve ennuyeux maintenant
    Elle arrivera dans la réalité et la combattra sans arrêt

    Réveille mon monde, réveille l'humanité et ramène la lumière
    Brisant le silence qui a trop régné dans cet univers
    Réveille mon jardin paradisiaque, où rien ne peut bouger
    Et la voix résonnera avec le vent qui continue de hurler

    Mon corps dormait encore dans ce léthargique jardin
    Le calme n'a jamais été dérangé, personne n'est arrivé
    Ni même un ange du ciel avec son flambeau divin
    L'endroit n'a jamais laissé personne rentrer
    Mais maintenant tout a changé et la malédiction disparaîtra
    Balayant au loin les ténèbres du ciel, un jour nouveau commencera
    Je deviendrai vivante de nouveau, capable de respirer enfin
    Mes prières ont enfin été entendues par quelqu'un

    Réveille mon monde, réveille l'humanité et ramène la lumière
    Brisant le silence qui a trop régné dans cet univers
    Réveille mon jardin paradisiaque, où rien ne peut bouger
    Et la voix résonnera avec le vent qui continue de hurler

    Explanations...

    For once a song for all audiences with Xin Hua!
    About a girl sleeping in a world for too long, and now bored of it, asks for someone to get her away from it.
    Music: very chill music. Pad by DSK Ethereal PadZ 2, tremolo pad by Sawer, atmo by Ethereal Earth, long bells by Mikro Prism, leads by V-Station and arp by T-Force Alpha Plus.


  • 『Chandra』

    Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
    Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements, Vocal Doubler
    Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
    Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
    LIC (instru) : 12FR-190407-01017
    LIN (full) : 「599 375 058」
    IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-190407-001167
    Instrumental + sung version
    Catalog ticket
    Album : Opera of Despair - TRACK 6/16

    Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
    Not recommended for people under... : 14
    Reason : yandere content
    Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

    This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

    PlayDB entry

    Japanese lyrics

    何もしていなかった間、悪夢は粉々に砕かれていたね
    幸せいっぱいの小さな心が君のためだけに生きた
    別の誘惑者のために見捨てられた、助けを求めていた
    この残酷な世界は初めから単なる苦い幻想だ

    君の視線は遠くに遠方に失われていた
    誰かが残酷な運命を分けることにしていた
    できるだけ早くこの世界から目覚めたくてよ
    現実には何も起こらなかったかのようにふりをして

    悲しみを取り除く方法を知らなかったよ
    何日もの間さまざまな方法について考えた
    自分自身を殺すことを強要できなかった
    まだ君の許されない罪を罰したいと思った

    何もしていなかった間、悪夢は粉々に砕かれていたね
    幸せいっぱいの小さな心が君のためだけに生きた
    別の誘惑者のために見捨てられた、助けを求めていた
    この残酷な世界は初めから単なる苦い幻想だ

    男はあなたの考えを占領していたね、消えていくよ
    友情がまだ続けていたとしても、彼を許されなかった
    ただ自分の気持ちを復讐したくて、弱すぎていくけどね
    少なくとも今、私と永遠にとどまることに決めてた

    君のために妄想であることによって時間を浪費した
    傷つけ続けるものがますます増えていると想像してく
    まだ全ての後悔にもかかわらず愛するのをやめないよ
    これが真実ではないとしたら、実際にはどうなったのね?

    Original English text

    The nightmare was shattered into pieces, while not even doing anything
    A little heart full of happiness was living just for you
    Abandoned for another temptor, it cried for help
    But this cruel world was just a bitter illusion from the start

    Your gaze was being lost far away in the distance
    Someone cruelly decided to separate the fates
    I wanted to wake up from this world as soon as possible
    And to pretend as if nothing had happened in the reality

    I didn't know how to get rid of sorrow
    I thought about many ways during so many days
    I couldn't force myself to kill him
    But I still wanted to punish your unforgivable sins

    The nightmare was shattered into pieces, while not even doing anything
    A little heart full of happiness was living just for you
    Abandoned for another temptor, it cried for help
    But this cruel world was just a bitter illusion from the start

    The man was occupying your thoughts, making me disappear
    I couldn't forgive him, even when our friendship still lasted
    I just wanted to avenge my feelings but I have been too weak
    At least now you decided to stay forever with me

    I wasted time by being paranoid for you
    I'm imaginating things that just continue hurting me more and more
    I still won't stop loving you despite all the regrets
    If this wasn't the truth, what was actually reality?

    And French adaptation!

    Le cauchemar a été brisé, alors que moi-même je n'avais rien fait
    Un petit cœur plein de bonheur qui vivait juste pour toi
    Abandonné pour un autre prétendant, il a hurlé à l'aide sans arrêt
    Mais depuis le début ce monde cruel n'était juste qu'une amère illusion pour moi

    Ton regard se perdait éloigné au lointain
    Quelqu'un a décidé cruellement de séparer les destins
    Je voulais me réveiller de ce monde dès que je le pouvais
    Et prétendre que rien n'est arrivé dans la réalité

    J'ignorais comment me débarrasser du chagrin
    J'ai pensé pendant plusieurs jours à maintes moyens
    Je ne pouvais me forcer à le tuer
    Mais je voulais tout de même punir tes impardonnables péchés

    Le cauchemar a été brisé, alors que moi-même je n'avais rien fait
    Un petit cœur plein de bonheur qui vivait juste pour toi
    Abandonné pour un autre prétendant, il a hurlé à l'aide sans arrêt
    Mais depuis le début ce monde cruel n'était juste qu'une amère illusion pour moi

    L'homme qui occupait tes pensées, voulant me faire disparaître à jamais
    Je ne pouvais le lui pardonner, malgré notre amitié qui se maintenait
    Je voulais juste venger mes sentiments mais j'ai été trop faible pour faire quoi que ce soit
    Au moins maintenant tu as décidé de rester à jamais avec moi

    J'ai perdu du temps à être obsédée et paranoïaque à ton sujet
    Je m'imagine des choses qui continuent encore et encore de me blesser
    Je ne cesserai de t'aimer malgré les regrets
    Si ce n'était pas la vérité, était-ce vraiment la réalité ?

    Explanations...

    Actually, the lyrics I wrote could have been for "Sirena", but I decided to split between the ends of the game which was used for source.
    Inspired from the game "Immoral Sirene". (If you're very young do not play this please) More precizely a bit from the "bad end". Just added the paranoia thing and inverted some genders (the usual). So Sirena will be inspired from the "true end".
    Used Natural voicebank for most of the song, and Power for the very very fast parts since I wasn't sure the Natural one could sing them well. And still I had to enhance the capella a bit with Vocal Doubler sooooo...
    I did like I would have done with Yukari Jun and Lin.
    Music: chill future bass. Almost divine at moments. Low pad by Toxic Biohazard, tremolo pad by Mikro Prism, bright pad by Hybrid, lead by M1. The rest are samples.
    Note: the song is rated as "yandere" but actually, the heroine didn't have the courage to go full yandere. But believe me if she had the courage she would have done severe damage.


  • 『Burn me to Ashes』

    Music, lyrics : NynthixiaP
    Rearrangement : iZotope Nectar Elements, ExpressFX, iZotope Ozone 8 Elements, iZotope Neutron Elements
    Tracks mixing : Vegas Pro 16
    Synthesizer : FL Studio 20
    LIC (instru) : 12FR-190403-01016
    LIN (full) : 「599 373 041」
    IMIC (full) : 12FR-NYN8937-190405-001166
    Instrumental + sung version
    Catalog ticket
    Album : Opera of Despair - TRACK 3/16

    Rating : Mature (second class) - M14
    Not recommended for people under... : 14
    Reason : yandere content
    Restricted on : piapro (forbidden)

    This file is registered under Specific Copyleft Attribution Non Commercial Share-Alike 18.0 license. 

    PlayDB entry

    Japanese lyrics

    後悔なく平和な生活を送りたいと思った
    数年前からあなたを見ていた、と止めなかったよ
    意識はこの嘘の宇宙から飛び立とうとしていた
    失踪を超えてもいつも君の世話をしてあげるよ...

    到達できないようだ、小さな心はあなたに会いたいという情熱で燃えていた
    この秘密を他の誰にも明らかにしたことはない、その欲求は非常に強いけど
    孤独は長すぎていく、そしてもっと待つと他の誰かが私に取って代わるでしょう
    戦ったことすべてを失うことも怖い、それを理解するのは簡単ではないの?

    後悔なく平和な生活を送りたいと思った
    数年前からあなたを見ていた、と止めなかったよ
    意識はこの嘘の宇宙から飛び立とうとしていた
    失踪を超えてもいつも君の世話をしてあげるよ...

    絆は何よりも強かった、あなたがなぜそれらを破ろうとしたのか理解できない
    とても幸せだった、運命は今粉砕することはできない、どこかに間違いがある
    このすばらしい話が終わらなければならなかったのは、この男のせいだったのかな
    気持ちは無限だ、誰もが世界の誰かに愛をあげることができるより賞賛して

    翌朝、鮮血の湖の横で目が覚めていた
    自分の運命への障害を取り除いたと思った
    体は粉々になった、何もしていないと約束して
    どうして自身の人生を終わらせることを決めたの?

    Original English text

    I wanted to have a peaceful life without regrets
    I looked at you since few years ago and didn't stop
    My consciousness was going to fly away from this universe of lies
    I'll always take care of you even beyond disappearance...

    I seemed unreachable but my little heart was burning with passion to see you
    I never revealed this secret to anyone else, but desire is very strong within
    Loneliness has lasted for too long, and if I wait more someone else will replace me
    I'm too scared to lose everything I have fought for, isn't that easy to understand?

    I wanted to have a peaceful life without regrets
    I looked at you since few years ago and didn't stop
    My consciousness was going to fly away from this universe of lies
    I'll always take care of you even beyond disappearance...

    Our bonds were stronger than anything, I don't understand why you tried breaking them
    I was so happy, fate can't be shattered now, there is a mistake somewhere
    Was it because of this man, that this wonderful story had to end?
    My feelings are limitless, I admire you more than anyone can give love to someone in this world

    On the next morning, I woke up next to a lake of fresh blood
    I thought having gotten rid of the obstacle to my fate
    My body has been shattered into pieces, I promise I haven't done anything
    Why did you decide ending my own life?

    And French adaptation!

    Je voulais juste avoir une vie paisible sans regrets
    Je t'ai regardée depuis plusieurs années sans arrêter
    Ma conscience allait s'envoler loin de ce monde de mensonges
    Je prendrai toujours soin de toi au-delà même de notre disparition...

    Je semblais hors d'atteinte mais mon petit cœur brûlait de te voir avec une passion tendre
    Je n'ai jamais révélé ce secret à quiconque, mais mon désir en moi était si puissant
    La solitude a trop longtemps duré, et si j'attends encore quelqu'un me remplacera finalement
    J'ai trop peur de tout perdre ce pour quoi je me suis battue, est-ce trop dur pour comprendre ?

    Je voulais juste avoir une vie paisible sans regrets
    Je t'ai regardée depuis plusieurs années sans arrêter
    Ma conscience allait s'envoler loin de ce monde de mensonges
    Je prendrai toujours soin de toi au-delà même de notre disparition...

    Nos liens sont plus forts que tout, je ne comprends pas pourquoi tu as tenté de les casser
    J'ai si heureuse, le destin ne peut être brisé maintenant, quelque part on s'est trompés
    Mais si cette histoire a pris fin, ce jeune homme serait-il la raison ?
    Mes sentiments n'ont pas de limite, je t'admire plus que quiconque peut donner de l'amour dans ce monde

    Le matin suivant, je me suis réveillée à côté d'un lac de sang frais
    Je pensais m'être débarrassée de l'obstacle à mon destin
    Mon corps a été brisé en morceaux, mais je promets que je n'y suis pour rien
    Pourquoi alors mettre fin à ma vie, pourquoi l'avoir décidé ?

    Explanations...

    A yandere in love with someone who guessed at time something was potentially wrong with her and decided to kill her before she could do anything.
    Music: pad by Vacuum, bells and bridge by M1, all leads by GMS, bassline by Transistor Bass and guitar by Slayer.






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